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🎵 Cliché Month: Any Port in a Storm 🛟


A colorful retro neon graphic on a black background set against boiling gray clouds and turbulent neon-turquoise ocean waves. On a cliff face to the left, a yellow neon lighthouse casts a multi-colored beam of light toward a small ship tossing in the sea. In the center, a sailor on a broken wooden dock throws a coiled yellow rope toward the vessel. Below the artwork, the title "ANY PORT IN A Storm" is displayed in purple block text and pink script, surrounded by multi-colored starburst sparkles. A vintage turquoise frame adds a splash of color to the edges.
AI (Gemini) Stormy Waters by Crystal A Murray (CC BY-NC-SA 4.0)

As August 7th celebrates National Lighthouse Day, I thought about the first time I heard this cliché. It was after I was married to my military husband. We were discussing some of the bad decisions people make when they are searching for answers. Even though he was in the Army, he still knew this cliché as a description for ports in life that aren’t good but are better than sinking. That’s why I asked the AI to make the dock in the above image have broken planks.

Driven by Desperation

Dating back a few centuries to the age of wooden sail ships, “Any port in a storm” was a mariner’s literal reality. When pitch-black skies and violent storms threatened to overwhelm a vessel on the tossing sea, a captain couldn’t be picky about where he docked. He couldn’t wait for his home harbor or a pristine coastal resort. He had to steer into whatever harbor or rough wooden dock was closest—even if it was known for rocky shores, thieves, or dangerous currents—because a risky harbor was still better than a watery grave.

In everyday life, the phrase has come to mean taking whatever makeshift solution or shelter is available during a crisis, even if it carries its own set of risks. But as my husband noted, settling for a broken port out of fear often leads to a whole new set of troubles once the storm passes.

I’ve selected my share of dangerous ports during the storms of my life. As a teenager, a friend and I got lost while touring The Queen Mary in Long Beach, California. Our house parent left without us, and we had to take city buses at night to an apartment of someone she knew and sleep on the floor until someone could come get us the next day. Anything was better than staying out all night in the dark and dangerous city. And when I was homeless, crawling under the overhang of a building that sat behind a casino in Las Vegas was better than sleeping in a park and watching a gang beat someone up. (That happened on my first night of homelessness, so no park felt like a safe harbor after that.)

Sadly, some people select a port because it looks safe enough, or maybe the person throwing the “rope” seems genuinely helpful, but the next thing these people know, they are roped into addictions or trafficking they never saw coming. Once there, they don’t trust any lighthouse they see because they don’t know if it could be another trick. We must remember this when we reach out to minister to those who’ve made bad choices but truly want to be free.

The Rest of the Story: A Living Lighthouse

On a lighter note, I’ve got a wonderful short video for you as a quick version of a Paul Harvey episode of The Rest of the Story. It’s a fun radio throwback on the maritime legend in the story below! While Paul weaves in the American folklore of ‘Hatteras Jack’—the selfless helper who appeared at the sound of a foghorn—the real-life history of the protective law and the SS Penguin belongs to New Zealand’s famous Pelorus Jack.

Paul Harvey’s The Rest of The Story: Hatteras Jack

The Rest of The Rest of The Story…

(Thank you to Google’s Gemini for this amazing and true story.) Sometimes, the first moments of safety don’t come from a port at all, but from an unexpected guide who will get you to the port. Between 1888 and 1912, ships navigating the treacherous, rock-strewn waters of French Pass off the coast of New Zealand relied on a famous Risso’s dolphin named Pelorus Jack.

For twenty-four years, Jack would leap through the waves, riding the bow waves of oncoming vessels and swimming ahead to lead them safely past the razor-sharp reefs. Not a single ship ever ran aground while following his lead.

In 1904, a passenger aboard the SS Penguin shot at Jack, injuring the beloved creature. Outraged, the New Zealand government passed a historic law specifically to protect Jack by name. After two weeks of healing, the dolphin returned to his post—guiding ships safely through the storm—with one legendary exception: he never guided the SS Penguin again. Whenever that ship approached, Jack vanished. Years later, while trying to navigate without their guide, the SS Penguin struck a reef and sank.

The Only True Harbor

When the tempests and trials of life hit us, it’s so easy to feel tempted to just tie up to the nearest broken dock. But while the world offers many makeshift “ports,” there is only one True Harbor of safety when the crashing waves threaten to pull us under. That safe harbor is also our Lighthouse, YahShua HaMashiach (Jesus Christ).

When you’ve docked in dangerous storms and you suddenly realize the planks beneath your feet are giving way, remember that He is the True Light shining over the rough waters, and He’s ready to guide you all the way home. Here’s what God’s Word says about His Light:

Matthew 4:16 BSB
[16] the people living in darkness have seen a great light; on those living in the land of the shadow of death, a light has dawned.”

https://bible.com/bible/3034/mat.4.16.BSB

John had only met Him when they were each in their mother’s wombs, but he knew who would soon be bringing salvation to the world.

John 1:9 BSB
[9] The true Light, who gives light to everyone, was coming into the world.

https://bible.com/bible/3034/jhn.1.9.BSB

And I love this verse I found in the Psalms about God Himself guiding us into safe harbor.

Psalm 107:29-30 BSB
[29] He calmed the storm to a whisper, and the waves of the sea were hushed.
[30] They rejoiced in the silence, and He guided them to the harbor they desired.

https://bible.com/bible/3034/psa.107.29-30.BSB

Now enjoy this beautiful a capella version of I Thank God for The Lighthouse by Vocal Union…

Vocal Union — The Lighthouse (with lyrics)

August 7, 2026 Posted by | AI, AI Image Creations, Bible, Christianity, Clichés, Platitudes & Life Lessons, Creativity, Gemini (by Google), Grace and Mercy (In Scripture and In Life), memories, Nonfiction, Photo Studio Pro app, salvation, Slice of Life, Text on Image | , , , , , , , , , | Leave a comment

Cliché Month: Toe The Line 👣


A vibrant neon sign on a black background featuring a row of five pairs of barefoot feet in bright neon blue, green, orange, pink, and cyan. The feet are positioned neatly above a thick, solid horizontal glowing yellow line without touching or crossing it. Below the yellow line, the title "TOE THE LINE" is written in purple block text stacked above pink script, surrounded by small multi-colored glowing starburst sparkles.
AI (Gemini) Toe The Line by Crystal A Murray (CC BY-NC-SA 4.0)

Boundaries With Purpose…

Aren’t you glad the toes in this image stay lined up exactly on the line rather than crossing into the text and creating unreadable chaos? That neon yellow boundary keeps order and allows the text message to remain crisp, visible, and perfectly legible. When things cross the line, structure (even digital structure) can collapse into a messy blur.

P.S. A quick spelling alert: Because we often talk about “towing” a heavy load, many people mistakenly write this idiom as “Tow the line.”  But as you can see from our neon friends above, it is strictly Toe the line—as in physically placing your feet against a boundary!

And that physical boundary is exactly where tonight’s cliché story begins…

From Deck Seams to Track Meets

While we use “toe the line” today to describe following group rules or conforming to expectations, its literal roots come from strict physical discipline.

The most widely accepted origin comes from 18th-century wooden warships. The wooden decks of Royal Navy vessels were built with long planks sealed together using black pitch and tar. When the crew was called for morning inspection or disciplinary roll call, barefoot sailors were ordered to stand in a row with their toes touching the dark seam line running along the deck.

Standing still with your toes precisely on that mark meant you were paying attention and doing exactly as told. And since obedience to command in the military is necessary for victories and to save lives, most sailors did, in fact, toe the line. Here’s an image I found at archive.org depicting an inspection of hands and feet by The Royal Navy.

A 1873 black-and-white engraving from the Illustrated London News titled "Inspection of Hands and Feet" by Major W. O. Carlile. It depicts a row of barefoot Royal Navy sailors standing at attention on the wooden deck of a ship while naval officers walk past to inspect them.
Illustration: “Life on board a troop-ship: Inspection of Hands and Feet”
by Major W. O. Carlile, published in the Illustrated London News (1873).
Public Domain.

Interestingly, Captain Basil Hall was one of the first Royal Navy officers to write down the phrase “toeing the line” in his 1831 memoirs, describing how boys on the ship were made to stand at the deck seams as a routine discipline drill or punishment.

As time went on, the practice spread:

  • In Schools: children were made to line up with their toes touching a floorboard or painted stripe before entering class or answering roll call.
  • In Sports: Early runners placed their shoe tips right at the starting mark. Stepping over meant instant disqualification.


In every scenario, the lesson is identical: get as close to the line as required, but don’t step over it.

A Little Wiggle Room

Which brings us to the annual August 6th celebration of National Wiggle Your Toes Day. As one website reminds us, it’s one of the easiest holidays to celebrate because it doesn’t require any special equipment or dress code. Personally, I think wiggling barefoot is best, though. 🐻🦶😁

Really, there is a fun irony in celebrating toe freedom right next to an idiom about strict obedience. Toeing the line requires keeping your feet anchored and perfectly still. But once the inspection is over, the race is run, or the school day or work is done, there’s nothing quite like kicking off your shoes and giving your toes some room to wiggle.

Sometimes, learning how to toe the line is what earns us the freedom to relax when the day is done! Apparently, it’s even a treatment for anxiety, so don’t wait for just one day a year. Free up those “piggies” and get wiggling.

And don’t forget how much obedience is mixed with blessings in God’s order of things. Here’s a message from God through Joshua to the Children of Israel

Joshua 1:7 BSB
[7] Above all, be strong and very courageous. Be careful to observe all the law that My servant Moses commanded you. Do not turn from it to the right or to the left, so that you may prosper wherever you go.

https://bible.com/bible/3034/jos.1.7.BSB

Plus…

Psalm 37:23 BSB
[23] The steps of a man are ordered by the Lord who takes delight in his journey.

https://bible.com/bible/3034/psa.37.23.BSB

This one took quite a bit of research between Google, Gemini, and Archive. Big thanks to both models of Google Gemini for their collaborative help.

August 6, 2026 Posted by | AI, AI Image Creations, Bible, Gemini (by Google), Learning and Thoughts, Nonfiction, special days, Text on Image, Walking With The Lord | , , , , , , , , , | Leave a comment

Cliché Month: Actions Speak Louder than Words


"A vibrant digital artwork featuring a neon graphic aesthetic against a dark, textured background. On the left, a film director's clapboard reads 'SCENE 1, TAKE 2, ACTION! ACTIONS SPEAK'. On the right, a glowing neon comedy theater mask is surrounded by colorful speech bubbles with small text, alongside glowing purple butterflies. Bright neon text across the top reads
AI (Gemini) Actions vs Words by Crystal A Murray (CC BY-NC-SA 4.0)

I almost added an ellipsis at the end of the word “speak” in the above illustration. I forgot to ask for it in the prompt, so when Nano Banana created it, I was pleasantly surprised to see this powerful message of “Action Speaks” jump right out at me. Even without the remaining words of the cliché, it’s a solid and true message.

I realized after writing all of this that it’s almost an argument against yesterday’s cliché that the pen is mightier than the sword. I mean, if you’re taking action by a sword, that would definitely be louder than threatening words. But today’s message is more about the actions that must follow the life-changing words of the pen.

Has anyone ever told you they loved you and then made you doubt their words by their behaviors? Or have you ever had someone promise you something from the bottom of their heart with a pinky promise and, no matter how strongly they swore its truthfulness at the time, never fulfilled that promise?

If you answered yes to either of those questions (and I’d think most people could,) you’ve had a demonstration of words being weaker than actions. If the bad behaviors or broken promises have broken something in you, then you’ve truly understood the louder language of actions.

Of course, this also works the opposite way. Like when I moved in with my grandparents at 12-years-old and fell in love with a neighborhood kitty cat that started hanging around our house. When she showed up pregnant, I asked my grandfather if we could bring her inside to have her kittens, and he vehemently said no to my pleas.

One afternoon, a few days later, I got home from school to find a box in my room. Not only was it perfect for Mama Cat, but Grandpa had added some cushiony towels and cut a little area in the front of the box shorter to make sure she could get her oversized belly in there. Those actions were not only a gift to the cat and her kittens, they were a precious gift from my grandfather to me that stayed with me forever.

Actions speak! AND they speak louder than any words—no matter how true and passionate those words may sound. It’s why real Christianity is far more than an emotional confession during fleeting moments of fear or conviction. What you do after you stand back up from your knees makes all the difference. It’s why baptism is one of the first things offered to new converts. More than a ritual, it’s an action that speaks of your plans to turn away from your sins by literally washing them away in the figurative blood of Christ. Your old self, along with the actions you engaged in while in bondage to sin, is buried with YahShua (Jesus) in baptism, so your new self can rise up like He did in resurrection and perform new actions that imitate Him.

What would Jesus do? is much more powerful than What would Jesus say? (Though, in His case, what He said was pretty important as well. 😊)

Even the Bible has strong words about the importance of actions over words. When shallow actions performed by habit spoke to The Messiah that people didn’t really care about Him as much as they did their rituals, He called them hypocrites.

Matthew 15:8 BSB
[8] ‘These people honor Me with their lips, but their hearts are far from Me.

https://bible.com/bible/3034/mat.15.8.BSB

Action that springs from the action of listening with our hearts brings blessings when we act on what we have learned:

James 1:25 BSB
[25] But the one who looks intently into the perfect law of freedom, and continues to do so — not being a forgetful hearer, but an effective doer — he will be blessed in what he does. (Emphasis added by me.)

https://bible.com/bible/3034/jas.1.25.BSB

YahShua says it’s our good deeds that shine a light and glorify God:

Matthew 5:16 BSB
[16] In the same way, let your light shine before men, that they may see your good deeds and glorify your Father in heaven.

https://bible.com/bible/3034/mat.5.16.BSB

In First John, we’re reminded of the power of action and truth:

1 John 3:18 BSB
[18] Little children, let us love not in word and speech, but in action and truth.

https://bible.com/bible/3034/1jn.3.18.BSB

And in Colossians, we’re reminded how important our focus is whether we are speaking words or doing actions:

Colossians 3:17 BSB
[17] And whatever you do, in word or deed, do it all in the name of the Lord Jesus, giving thanks to God the Father through Him.

https://bible.com/bible/3034/col.3.17.BSB

And I’ll close with a parable of YahShua that perfectly demonstrates today’s cliché. It’s called “The Parable of the Two Sons” and says:

Matthew 21:28-32 BSB
[28] But what do you think? There was a man who had two sons. He went to the first one and said, ‘Son, go and work today in the vineyard.’ [29] ‘I will not,’ he replied. But later he changed his mind and went. [30] Then the man went to the second son and told him the same thing. ‘I will, sir,’ he said. But he did not go. [31] Which of the two did the will of his father?” “The first,” they answered. Jesus said to them, “Truly I tell you, the tax collectors and prostitutes are entering the kingdom of God before you. [32] For John came to you in the way of righteousness, and you did not believe him, but the tax collectors and prostitutes did. And even after you saw this, you did not repent and believe him.

https://bible.com/bible/3034/mat.21.28-32.BSB

August 2, 2026 Posted by | AI Image Creations, Bible, Bible Study, Christianity, Gemini (by Google), memories, Nonfiction, Photo Studio Pro app, salvation, Slice of Life, Text on Image, Walking With The Lord, Word Nerd with a Bible | , , , , , , , , | Leave a comment

Prompt Response: Eli by Bill Myers


A digital image created by Wombo Dream AI using the botanical filter and the prompt: "A finished thick light green paperback novel with worn corners from intense reading sits on a dining room table. A one-word title says text:"Eli” on the cover. The woman who just finished it is sitting in a dining room chair at the table and looking at the book lying on the table. A few question marks circle around her head as she throws her hands up in the air and wonders why it ended as it did." The book isn't exactly paperback, but the gold foil vines and driftwood branches around the book look nice while displaying the title. I finished the image with a gold frame from Photo Studio Pro app for Android.
AI (Wombo) Reader Finished with Questions
by Crystal A Murray (CC BY-NC-SA 4.0)

If you could rewrite any book’s ending, which one would you choose?

First, let me tell you that I loved this book—all but the ending. Eli by Bill Myers is an excellent book, and you’ll see by the 4.8 star average that most people think so. If you visit (via my associate link in the title) you’ll see that it’s on sale with 40% off in Kindle format right now, and 13% off for the mass market paperback.

A Brief Description

Eli is a creative journey into a world where Jesus has not yet been born. Mary and Joseph are hippies looking for a safe place to have their baby, and they settle for a laundry room in an apartment complex. So just by this start, you can see the wonderful and creative mind of the author.

The journey continues into His adult life and includes events like Jesus walking through a tornado in Kansas and bidding His new follower to join Him in the midst of the storm. If you’ve read the Bible, you know the story of Peter the disciple watching YahShua (Jesus) walk through a storm on the sea and asking to be invited to join Him.

Matthew 14:25-30 BSB
[25] During the fourth watch of the night, Jesus went out to them, walking on the sea. [26] When the disciples saw Him walking on the sea, they were terrified. “It’s a ghost!” they said, and cried out in fear. [27] But Jesus spoke up at once: “Take courage! It is I. Do not be afraid.” [28] “Lord, if it is You,” Peter replied, “command me to come to You on the water.” [29] “Come,” said Jesus. Then Peter got down out of the boat, walked on the water, and came toward Jesus. [30] But when he saw the strength of the wind, he was afraid and, beginning to sink, cried out, “Lord, save me!”

https://bible.com/bible/3034/mat.14.25-30.BSB

The book continues at a nice pace covering most of the events we would expect to see in a world that is yet without a Savior. I thoroughly enjoyed all the creativity and the backstory the author weaves in about the one who is sharing these events as they unfold. I highly recommend the read.

A warning about what is the equivalent of the crucifixion scene…

This is not a bad warning, just a warning for those who are emotionally moved by the pain and sacrifices of our Messiah. I don’t think any of us have seen an actual crucifixion, so even at its most real (like The Passion of The Christ movie,) it’s still not truly familiar. Bringing it into today’s society with cowboys kicking Him with their pointy-toed boots had a realistic feel because of similar scenes in movies and, for some, in real life. Some of the moments with the beatings still bring tears even though I read it probably 15+ years ago. If you want to really see YahShua as a victim paying a price for your sins, this is a powerful way to see it.

Here’s the biblical version with the crucifixion…

Matthew 27:27-31 BSB
[27] Then the governor’s soldiers took Jesus into the Praetorium and gathered the whole company around Him. [28] They stripped Him and put a scarlet robe on Him. [29] And they twisted together a crown of thorns and set it on His head. They put a staff in His right hand, knelt down before Him, and mocked Him, saying, “Hail, King of the Jews!” [30] Then they spit on Him and took the staff and struck Him on the head repeatedly. [31] After they had mocked Him, they removed the robe and put His own clothes back on Him. Then they led Him away to crucify Him.

https://bible.com/bible/3034/mat.27.27-31.BSB

Now About That Ending

So the ending isn’t bad. It does not change the focus or purpose of the book or the strength of the story. It just adds an event to the end that I wish was not there. If I were writing it, I would’ve wrestled for another ending that didn’t leave me wondering why it had to go THAT way. But I won’t spoil it for you in case you read it for yourself.

Just know that I would’ve written the hospital scene and the ending with the narrator character with a little more hope. As I write this now, though, I realize the life of Peter in the Bible didn’t have an ending I would write either, so maybe the author used that narrative to guide his ending. But in fiction, you have a little more artistic freedom, so go read it for yourself and then tell me how you think you would’ve written the ending.

July 26, 2026 Posted by | AI Image Creations, Bible, Books and Writings, by Day One, Christianity, Fiction, Nonfiction, Prompts, Reviews, Slice of Life, Wombo Dream | , , , , , , , , | Leave a comment

🎵The Tongues of Angels


A digital image created by Wombo Dream AI using the prompt: "A view into Heaven where groups of angels are conversing with each other. Some angels are praying with each other. Some are speaking about the condition of the world. Some appear to be listening to the prayers rising up from the Earth. And some groups at higher levels in the clouds are standing on riders like small choirs singing unto The Lord. The whole place has bright rays of sunshine and a misty glitter flowing through the air. HDR and 3D brilliantly lit amazing atmosphere." I used the "Vibrant Void” filter, so the angels all have colorful robes, and the clouds swirl with purple and pink mist for an ethereal beauty.
AI (Wombo) Angelic Conversations by Crystal A Murray (CC BY-NC-SA 4.0)

One more thing happened 43 years ago that still matters today; I prayed to be filled with God’s Holy Spirit. My experiences may not match every person who reads my posts, or any person who reads my posts, and that’s okay. I’m just going to share my own experiences.

Missionettes …

Way back when I was about 9 years old, I was part of a group within the Assemblies of God churches called Missionettes. It was like a lot of other clubs for girls where you earned badges for learning skills. The difference was in the skills—they were all biblically or spiritually based. It was an awesome experience with an amazing and sincere group of girls and a great leader for our particular group.

We had a sleepover in the church one night, and these girls decided that I could not go to sleep unless I was filled with The Holy Spirit which would become evident when I spoke in tongues. It was about 2 in the morning when I quit resisting just so I could go to sleep. 😁 But I did speak in an unknown language, and that was followed by some experiences where I truly felt I’d stepped into the Presence of my Holy Creator.

But then …

When life changed and we moved away from our stepdad and his family, my mom took us back to the Baptist church. They were quick to tell me that no one gets filled with The Holy Spirit with speaking in tongues in this day and age. I believed them and did not allow myself any non-English words in my prayers.

A Little Hope …

By 8th grade, I’d found a wonderful friendship with a girl who was in the Pentecostal church, and when we prayed together, I allowed myself to speak in tongues again. But the Baptist church I attended looked down on that as something not okay. Still, between me and God, that moment with my friend Lynette let me know God was still there for me. And that was the year of being on the honor roll, graduating 8th grade with special awards, and getting glowing compliments from my teachers—and even my principal—in my yearbook. I was like a different person from the ways I’d behaved in 7th grade. (Still smoking, though. I guess I was addicted by then.)

A Time of Giving Up …

If you’ve read many of my testimony posts, you know I went back and forth between my grandparents’ home and my mom’s home. While with my mom, we tried other religions, some New Age teachings, and finally tried to find a “God as we understood Him” within our 12 Step groups. In that last one is where I prayed my I Give Up prayer. I said something like, “But, God, I don’t understand You. If You really loved me, why did You force Your Son to die? Why didn’t You do it Yourself?”

After that prayer, I basically gave up trying to serve God because I was thoroughly confused by all the different ideas people had about Him and what it meant to serve Him. Plus, life was filled with chaos, so with foster care and court visits and moving all over the state, I wasn’t thinking much about God anyway.

A Time of Searching …

That all lasted until I was back in Arizona and ended up at another Baptist church just to get a sale on some rolling shutters. If you read that testimony, you know God used Scripture from John 10:30 to answer my give up prayer, but the preacher told me it didn’t mean what I thought. So off I went into my own thoughts and ideas again, not daring to share them with anyone who might correct me.

A Time of Finding …

And then came all those events with reluctantly attending the Pentecostal church where I repented on July 14th and got baptized on July 16th. That was followed by a prayer meeting on July 19th where the ladies wanted to help me be filled with The Holy Spirit. They did not know any of my past experiences at that time, and they had no idea of the battle raging in my mind while I prayed.

See, I wanted that experience from Missionettes back. I wanted the time of victory that I had during my friendship with Lynette. And I wanted these promises this new group of people were making about speaking in tongues “as The Spirit gave the utterance.”

At one point, I felt like I heard this different language in my mind, and just as I did, the pastor’s wife spoke through my mental chaos and fear and said, “That’s the Holy Ghost, Crystal. Just yield to It.” I thought to myself, well, if it’s wrong, I guess they’ll tell me. So I gave up fighting and began to speak in an unknown—yet familiar—language. And as I spoke, I felt like I was on an elevator platform rising upward to hear angelic voices singing with the ladies in the prayer meeting. It was a moment of perfect peace and perfect joy.

My Thoughts …

There are as many ideas out there about the Holy Spirit as there are stars in the heavens, I think. I once heard of a missionary who was serving in an area where no one spoke any English. Someone got baptized and came out of the water speaking praises to God in English! Another time, I watched a deaf and mute girl suddenly begin to speak a language as she was prayed for, and she signed to her interpreter to ask what she was saying. You know she couldn’t have been faking anything or copying anyone.

Even the highly respected Got Questions website has an article stating that we do not need tongues anymore. It suggests that tongues are only human languages used to spread the Gospel.

But what of my own experiences and those I’ve seen on my own? And what about the Apostle Paul talking about speaking in an unknown tongue. He doesn’t say not to speak at all but rather to speak directly to God.

1 Corinthians 14:2, 14 BSB
[2] For he who speaks in a tongue does not speak to men, but to God. Indeed, no one understands him; he utters mysteries in the Spirit.
[14] For if I pray in a tongue, my spirit prays, but my mind is unfruitful.

https://bible.com/bible/3034/1co.14.2-14.BSB

Paul also makes a distinction between the tongues of men (that would be languages) and the tongues of angels (heavenly language?) in 1st Corinthians 13, so it would appear that he could speak in these non-human tongues for him to bring it up.

1 Corinthians 13:1 BSB
[1] If I speak in the tongues of men and of angels, but have not love, I am only a ringing gong or a clanging cymbal.

https://bible.com/bible/3034/1co.13.1.BSB

In a recent move among some Bible teachers, a few are swearing off speaking in tongues at all, believing they only spoke what they did within the emotional hype of the moments in which they spoke. If that is true for those teachers, they should definitely stop speaking until they know that it’s truly The Holy Spirit speaking through them.

I have had times where I didn’t know how to pray or what to pray. In those times, I have sought God in a language I did not know, and answers came to me as a result. I believe it’s because The Holy Spirit spoke in ways that bypassed my human understanding and let me momentarily become a conduit of communication between my needs and what The Spirit in me knew would bring answers. I didn’t need to understand in my mind if God knew what would fix things, and I could just trust Him.

Wrapping up…

These testimony posts have been me being very real with my readers. It’s not easy to share these deep and honest parts of myself. I’m not trying to convince anyone that I, Crystal, am perfect or walk a perfect way that everyone else should walk in.

But I do serve a perfect God who has proven Himself to me more often than I could fit into these posts. (Many are tagged with the word testimony if you do a search to see them all together in one place.) And I am grateful for those moments in my childhood where God’s Heavenly Presence invaded my earthly flesh. It’s possible those moments are why I made it through some of my more difficult experiences with often miraculous victories. And I’m even more grateful that 43 years ago, He showed up for me as an adult with understanding and gave me a strong foundation to build a solid walk upon. May I continue to walk with Him, and if you don’t know Him as your trustworthy Confidant, I pray my honesty plants a seed that will grow into your walking with Him one day as well.

Turn Your Eyes Upon Jesus by Reawaken Hymns (with lyrics)

July 19, 2026 Posted by | AI, AI Image Creations, Bible, Bible Study, Christianity, Learning and Thoughts, memories, New Testament/New Covenant, Nonfiction, Photo Studio Pro app, salvation, Slice of Life, testimony, Walking With The Lord, Wombo Dream | , , , , , , , , , | Leave a comment

My 43rd Re-Birthday 🎂


AI image created by Wombo Dream AI using the prompt: "A brunette woman stands in the deep water next to an older pastor in a large Christian immersion baptismal pool. There are beautiful paintings of flowers, waterfalls, streams, and butterflies on the fencing around the pool, plus lots of living plants around the pool. Both the woman and her pastor are wearing modest white robes. Her robe is very modest even though it's soaking wet. The woman has just been baptized, so she is saturated and drenched from the experience and yet she has a soft peaceful grin. The pastor's sleeves are wet from dunking her in the water. There is a peaceful and heavenly glow over the entire scene." A colorful paint-splash frame added by the Photo Studio Pro app for Android.
AI (Wombo) Baptism Scene by Crystal A Murray (CC BY-NC-SA 4.0)

It wasn’t my first baptism, but it was THE baptism that marked a total and complete change in my life. I was desperate to be saved and to have God’s perfect will as the driving force from that moment on.

My first baptism was with many people in a swimming pool. I was sincere, but I was 9 years old, so it wasn’t the kind of sincerity you have after you’ve lived through some of the rough coming-of-age moments that bring you from 9 to 19. In those moments, I had been to juvenile hall; been in foster care; moved around California, Nevada, and Arizona; overdosed; and lived on the streets for a while. I was really ready to stop doing things my own way and see if God’s way was better. (Spoiler alert: life is MUCH better with a loving Creator and Heavenly Father by your side.)

I’d also had a baptism at 14 when my high-school aged boyfriend said he was getting baptized. And since my first baptism was at a Pentecostal church, everyone suggested I needed a Baptist church baptism anyway. Again, I was sincere, and I did make lifestyle changes that followed the baptism. I went from getting suspended in school to being double honor roll and graduating 8th grade with honors.

But the event in 1983 was the significant life change that stuck for the rest of my life—up to and including now. So today, I celebrate 43 years as a new person. The old me was buried with Christ in baptism, and I rose out of the water to walk with Him in the newness of life. ✝️🧬

Romans 6:4 BSB
[4] We were therefore buried with Him through baptism into death, in order that, just as Christ was raised from the dead through the glory of the Father, we too may walk in newness of life.

https://bible.com/bible/3034/rom.6.4.BSB

Shabbat Shalom to all, and you are welcome to celebrate with me by sharing your own repentance and baptism stories in the comments. 🕊️

July 17, 2026 Posted by | AI, AI Image Creations, Bible, Christianity, memories, Nonfiction, Photo Studio Pro app, Sabbath/Shabbat, salvation, Slice of Life, special days, testimony, Wombo Dream | , , , , , , , , | Leave a comment

The Love Story that Created a Love Story


A creative, bright photo edit of a couple standing side-by-side in front of their home on their 43rd Anniversary. The man is wearing jeans and a baseball cap, and his wife is wearing a white summer dress with a yellow shrug jacket. The image is framed with a whimsical border of white daisies and gold hearts, accented by a soft yellow chiffon vignette, flowing yellow edging, and sparkling white hearts. Creative decor and AI edits done with the Photo Studio Pro app for Android.
Happy 43rd Anniversary Steve & Candie (©2026-All Rights Reserved)

Truthfully, if it wasn’t for this couple’s love story, I may not have turned my life around and started really living for The Lord.

It started with a move from LA to Arizona. Then my sister and our mom moved there, and our mom got a switchboard job at the county courthouse. She met Steve, introduced him to Candie, and the rest is 43+ years of history.

But within that history is the wedding where I got to be the matron of honor because I’m the big sister. 😁 And then, a stubborn ultimatum about someone refusing to attend their special day unless I agreed to visit a church service turned into my ultimate turnaround moment.

It doesn’t matter that I didn’t want to be there. It doesn’t matter that I once walked by that very church with a huff, heard the music from inside, and stated, “You won’t catch me dead in a Pentecostal church!” And it doesn’t matter that my heart was not in it when I attended for all the wrong reasons. What matters is that God set all the details in place to make sure He could get me to a place where I would hear His voice.

Since that night, life has been filled with changes—both good and bad, but mostly good. It has had additions and losses, fill-ups and drainages, moves and stays, and bumps and bruises. There have been moments that challenged my faith, but there have been far more moments that strengthened it. And through all those changes, the Creator who pursued this resistant soul has never left me.

So when you think your little rejected invitation, or your prayers for someone’s soul, don’t really matter—they do. Even if you can’t find the perfect words to win someone, speak from your heart anyway. God may decide to use a couple that isn’t even serving Him yet as a tool to draw a daughter who desperately needs to meet her Heavenly Father simply because their event helps put all the pieces in place. And in return, just look at how God blessed their event to become a marriage and a family that serves Him and has lasted 43 years so far.

Happy Anniversary Steve and Candie. Thank you for falling in love. Thank you for getting married. Thank you for letting God use you both in my salvation story even when none of us knew what He was doing. May God’s holy presence fill your every moment and bless you abundantly in return for this major blessing in my life. In YahShua’s name, Amen! 🙏💕

2 Corinthians 4:15 NLT
[15] All of this is for your benefit. And as God’s grace reaches more and more people, there will be great thanksgiving, and God will receive more and more glory.

https://bible.com/bible/116/2co.4.15.NLT

July 16, 2026 Posted by | AI, Christianity, Creative Image Editing, family, Grace and Mercy (In Scripture and In Life), memories, Nonfiction, Photo Editing & Manipulation, Photo Studio Pro app, Photography, salvation, Slice of Life, special days, testimony | , , , , , , , , , , | Leave a comment

🎵Time and Time Again


A wall of clocks on a colorful wall with swirls of gold glitter represent the recent US House vote on Daylight Saving Time. Digital image created by Wombo Dream AI and framed in Photo Studio Pro.
AI (Wombo) Time and Time Again by Crystal A Murray (CC BY-NC-SA 4.0)

I thought I’d share my thoughts about Daylight Saving Time(DST).

First, just so you know, there is no “s” on SAVING even if the predicted next word shows it with SAVINGS because so many people use it that way. Lol 🤣. It was literally for the purpose of saving daylight when it was first begun in 1916.

Since the original activation of DST, there have been lots of changes to the process. Most recently, the Sunshine Protection Act passed the US House of Representatives with bipartisan approval on July 14th to make DST permanent. But the idea has gone round and round since 2025 because of the multiple effects it can have based on the time of year.

The biggest concern is the extreme amount of morning darkness when children are waiting for school buses in the winter. Darkness carries more cold and presents more safety fears. On the other side of that argument, the later light could mean students with long bus rides home wouldn’t have to get off the bus in the dark. The bill now heads to the Senate where its future is still uncertain.

My thoughts are based on wanting a later day of sunshine in the summer, but as I get older, I’m not as attracted to that. So while I really wanted the change at one point, I’m less certain of that now.

The truth is, though, no time change will ever be perfect because the actual amount of sunshine and darkness changes throughout the year with the tilt of Earth’s axis. The only real solution would be having multiple time changes that coincide with the actual amount of darkness you’re trying to avoid and shorter work/school days to go with that. Of course, with mid-winter freezes, I’m sure many kids (and even adults) would be all for days that don’t start until the sun comes up. 🌞

But the best Daylight Saving Time will happen in the future—in eternity. In that part of our lives, if we have had our sins washed under the Blood of The Lamb, that same Lamb will light the city in which we will spend our eternity, and there will be no more night at all.

Revelation 21:23 BSB
[23] And the city has no need of sun or moon to shine on it, because the glory of God illuminates the city, and the Lamb is its lamp.

https://bible.com/bible/3034/rev.21.23.BSB

Revelation 22:5 WEBUS
[5] There will be no night, and they need no lamp light or sun light; for the Lord God will illuminate them. They will reign forever and ever.

https://bible.com/bible/206/rev.22.5.WEBUS

So, whether the US Senate passes the bill that just made it through the US House on July 14th, or they let it languish for another year, we can have the peace of knowing that all time is in The Creator’s hands anyway.

Psalm 31:14-15a BSB
[14] But I trust in You, O Lord; I say, “You are my God.” [15] My times are in Your hands;

https://bible.com/bible/3034/psa.31.14-15.BSB

Here’s a musical reminder that time is in the hands of Our Great God:

How Great is Our God by Chris Tomlin (with lyrics)

And as for eternity, here’s a wonderful older song that describes the beautiful City of Gold:

Beautiful City of Gold by Chronicle (with lyrics)

July 15, 2026 Posted by | AI Image Creations, Bible, Current Events, Nonfiction, Photo Studio Pro app, salvation, Slice of Life, Wombo Dream | , , , , , , , , , | Leave a comment

🎵The Watchman vs The Defender


A courtroom scenario in the Baroque filter created by Wombo Dream AI. The prosecutor is reading the law from a partially unfurled Torah scroll while the defendant sits at a table with YahShua (Jesus) as his Defender. The judge, jury, and community look on from around the room.
AI (Wombo) Court of Torah Law by Crystal A Murray (CC BY-NC-SA 4.0)

Today is my 43rd “Spirit-versary”  of when I repented of my sins and chose to give my life to Christ. Before July 14th of 1983, I was living a very different life, some of which I’ve shared pieces of in various blog posts. The July 14th repentance story is on my Torah commentary post about Numbers 16 and 17.

Recently, my Bible study has brought me to the book of Ezekiel. This is a hard book to study because the rebellion of Israel has pushed God too far, and He’s got Ezekiel speaking their consequences. In the third chapter of Ezekiel, Yahveh has assigned the prophet the position of a watchman.

Ezekiel 3:17 BSB
[17] “Son of man, I have made you a watchman for the house of Israel. Whenever you hear a word from My mouth, give them a warning from Me.

https://bible.com/bible/3034/ezk.3.17.BSB

I don’t think anyone today who calls themselves a prophet or prophetess would be willing to go through the trials Ezekiel (or other OT prophets) had to endure—especially for a people whom God has said will not listen to him. But even the hard-hearted and hard-headed cannot ignore some of the visual examples Ezekiel had to display. And I’m certain, since it is not God’s will for any to perish (and since He is the same yesterday, today and forever) that God’s hope was to find that remnant who would be moved by the words and deeds of this obedient prophet.

But even with a one-in-a-million hope, prophesying doom and gloom is not the easy path to take. Still, we need the obedient voice of one willing to share the reality of The Law and the dangers of violating it.

The Hard Yet Beautiful Truth

The law defines the boundaries of holiness and exposes what separates us from God. We cannot apply the blood of Christ without first knowing what needs to be forgiven, just as we could not hire a defense attorney unless we know what we need to be defended of.

Ray Comfort (an evangelist) meets people on the street and runs through the Ten Commandments with them asking if they have willingly violated any of them. Most people say yes, and Ray makes them comfortable with their answers by admitting that he is not better than them, and that he has also violated them. He then goes on to tell them about a courtroom scenario where a violation is met with a fine, but someone comes in to pay the fine, so the person is free to go.

Hiding Judgment “Under the Rug”

We live in a culture now that is terrified of being judgmental. We don’t want to offend someone who might turn around and point fingers at us, and—if we’re Christian—we also worry about driving someone away from finding salvation in Christ. In our efforts to love people, we often try to play the part of the defender by excusing bad choices, softening truths, or blurring the lines of God’s law just to make people comfortable.

But when we do these things, when we play the role of defender instead of being a watchman for people’s souls, we are actually stepping into a job that doesn’t belong to us. We are not mediators between the law and the sins people commit that violate it. And we are definitely not called to ignore violations and sweep them “under the rug.” If we do that, no one can experience the blessing and power of forgiveness because we’ve excused the very things that require it.

One Mediator

We’re told in 1st Timothy chapter 2 that there is ONLY one Mediator who can take away human sins without denying or excusing them.

1 Timothy 2:5-6 BSB
[5] For there is one God, and there is one mediator between God and men, the man Christ Jesus, [6] who gave Himself as a ransom for all — the testimony that was given at just the right time.

https://bible.com/bible/3034/1ti.2.5-6.BSB

Though we want to be like YahShua, we do not have perfect blood to shed to cover sins forever. True, compassionate ministry looks more like the high priests of old: gently but clearly identifying the law so that people can see their need, separate themselves from their sin, and place it under the perfect sacrificial blood of Christ. And to be like YahShua means to do all of that with love. It reads well in the second chapter of 2nd Timothy in the World English Bible:

2 Timothy 2:24-26 WEBUS
[24] The Lord’s servant must not quarrel, but be gentle toward all, able to teach, patient, [25] in gentleness correcting those who oppose him. Perhaps God may give them repentance leading to a full knowledge of the truth, [26] and they may recover themselves out of the devil’s snare, having been taken captive by him to do his will.

https://bible.com/bible/206/2ti.2.24-26.WEBUS

Loving Like The Lord

Sometimes, the most loving thing we can do for a person trapped in the bondage of sin is to hold up the mirror of God’s Word and Law so they can find a path toward freedom. Love doesn’t mean affirming captivity; it means pointing the way out of the cell. That Way is YahShua HaMashiach (Jesus Christ) who is our righteous Judge and Defender of a law He says has not changed by one tiny letter or pen stroke (jot or tittle in KJV).

Matthew 5:18 WEBUS
[18] "For most certainly, I tell you, until heaven and earth pass away, not even one smallest letter or one tiny pen stroke shall in any way pass away from the law, until all things are accomplished."

https://bible.com/bible/206/mat.5.18.WEBUS

What has changed is that we now have a permanent way to cover violations of the law, so we can be made free of their consequences—consequences that still exist for a law that still exists, but with a fine that has been completely paid in full.

2 Corinthians 5:20 BSB
[20] Therefore we are ambassadors for Christ, as though God were making His appeal through us. We implore you on behalf of Christ: Be reconciled to God.

https://bible.com/bible/3034/2co.5.20.BSB

Since we are called to be ambassadors of The Lord and urge people to look at their sins and place them under the blood, let’s stop trying to do The Defender’s job and start loving people enough to tell them the truth—the truth that will set them free to live and walk in the newness of life here and in eternity.

2 Corinthians 5:17 BSB
[17] Therefore if anyone is in Christ, he is a new creation. The old has passed away. Behold, the new has come!

https://bible.com/bible/3034/2co.5.17.BSB
Romans 6:4 BSB
[4] We were therefore buried with Him through baptism into death, in order that, just as Christ was raised from the dead through the glory of the Father, we too may walk in newness of life.

https://bible.com/bible/3034/rom.6.4.BSB

I must tell this story 43 years later because of the wonderful changes it made in my life. Enjoy these two videos with the song “I Love to Tell the Story,” first by Alan Jackson and then a beautiful a capella version by Chris Rupp.

I Love to Tell the Story by Alan Jackson (with lyrics)
I Love to Tell the Story by Chris Rupp
(a capella–no lyrics unless using captions)

Note: I realized this difference between watchman and defender the other day, and I could not figure out how to communicate it without sounding harsh. With some collaboration tips from Google’s Gemini, I’m very happy with the presentation now.

July 14, 2026 Posted by | AI Image Creations, Bible, Bible Study, Christianity, Grace and Mercy (In Scripture and In Life), Nonfiction, Photo Studio Pro app, salvation, Thoughts and Articles, Walking With The Lord, Warnings, Hard Wisdom, and Discernment, Wombo Dream | , , , , , , , , , | Leave a comment

Prompt Response: The Word of God


A digital image created by Wombo Dream AI using the prompt: "A holy Bible lies open on a reflective surface. From its gilded pages burst growing hearts, music notes, beautiful flowers, butterflies, small hearts, books, graduation caps, and dollar signs. The air is filled with glitter and joyful symbols of life. Sparking rays of sunshine burst from the heavens over the whole scene."  And then in the corner is a sticker of a red 3D heart with white letters that say, "The B.I.B.L.E. Yes that's the book for me."  This is to answer the prompt of what book I want to read more than any other.
AI (Wombo) Sprouting Word of God by Crystal A Murray (CC BY-NC-SA 4.0)

Which book have you read more than any other?

There are a few books I’ve read more than once, though mostly short ones and children’s books because I have so many I want to read that I don’t want to miss the new ones while I’m rereading older ones. But there is one exception to that personal rule: The Holy Bible.

When YahShua asked His closest disciples if they wanted to run away with others who left due to a misunderstanding of His words, Peter answered this way…

John 6:68 BSB
[68] Simon Peter replied, “Lord, to whom would we go? You have the words of eternal life.

https://bible.com/bible/3034/jhn.6.68.BSB

Who else has the words of life? What other book has the amount of good fruit that comes from the Bible? Many testimonies have been given that detail amazing and wonderful life changes as a result of God’s precious words. They include things like…

  • Relationship repairs,
  • New Hopes and Dreams,
  • Miracles and Answers,
  • Education and Wisdom,
  • Healings and Life,
  • Provisions and Jobs,
  • Promises and Protection,
  • Comfort and Peace,
  • Love and Joy,
  • And so much more.

When you’ve come to the very end of yourself and have nowhere else to go, you can turn to God’s Word. When you’ve searched for answers in everything else and found none, you’ll be amazed at the good advice His Word can provide. When you feel completely alone, you can look into His Word and find His presence.

It’s no small thing that The Creator of the universe has preserved these holy words through many centuries to speak directly to those who are looking for Him. He says that when you seek and search for Him with all your heart, you will find Him. And most likely, you’ll find Him in His own Word. As the old acronym says: BIBLE… Basic Instructions Before Leaving Earth!

I encourage you to try His Word for yourself. Whether you’ve been taught it all your life by someone else and never really looked for it to speak to you personally, or you’ve never opened it up at all, start with just being willing. When you open it, ask Yahveh Almighty to speak from the written words directly to your heart. He wants you to get to know Him, so He will reach out to you. And when you see Him for yourself, you’ll be so glad to meet Him, you’ll want to love and serve Him forever.


Note: The cute little heart in the corner of today’s image is from one of the images I made for my post on February 24th of this year called “I Love the B-I-B-L-E.” That post has three great music videos about the Bible, and a larger size of that cute sticker. Which, by the way, I was thrilled to figure out how to make into a custom sticker. Using my Samsung tablet or phone, I could press and hold the image and be offered the chance to turn the highlighted portion of the image into a sticker. It took a little editing in the Photo Studio Pro app to get the transparent background, but I’m really happy with the result. Have you ever tried making your own stickers? If so, I’d love to know how you did it and see one if you’ve saved it online.

July 12, 2026 Posted by | AI, Bible, by Day One, Christianity, Learning and Thoughts, Nonfiction, Photo Studio Pro app, Prompts, Slice of Life, Walking With The Lord, Wombo Dream | , , , , , , , , | Leave a comment

Prompt Response: Life is a Classroom


A digital image created by Wombo Dream AI using the following prompt: At the back of a classroom of students, a person has a futon and a microwave. They are sitting on the futon surrounded by books and notebooks where they are scribbling notes. Outside each window is a teacher with an easel and lessons written on the easel. On the walls of the classroom there are TVs also with teachers and easels with lessons. On one wall, you can read the words “Welcome to Life and its Lessons” as the classroom represents lifelong learning.
AI (Wombo) The Class of Life by Crystal A Murray (CC BY-NC-SA 4.0)

Are you a lifelong learner?

Did the class move into the guy’s dorm room, or did the guy bring his bed and microwaves into the classroom? You decide. But either way, the “Welcome to Life and its Lessons”  message on the wall answers the prompt question. Yes, I am a lifelong learner. And so are you. (And maybe that partly goes with being short based on the midget teachers standing on the classroom window sills. Lol 😂)

As in almost all classrooms, we have star students who excel at everything they try, we have hard working students who try lots of things even if they don’t fully succeed at every attempt, and we have those who choose to sit in the corner with a dunce cap on because they’d rather be doing anything else other than learning.

I really don’t understand the dunce cap students because I love learning. I joined Duolingo for Spanish but have since added Esperanto, Hebrew, Chess, and Music. I study the Bible daily and follow up with lessons from The Bible Project and Got Questions and Bible Hub because I want to know the meanings behind the messages. Each of these sites also has an app.

I’ve never been satisfied to just take the words of someone who says they know something no matter their position or authority. It’s why I don’t just automatically believe everything said by the media or on social media. And it’s why I try to provide links to expanded texts and websites to show the sources of facts or opinions I share.

Being a lifelong learner is not the same as gnosticism where the pursuit of knowledge is often used as a substitute for God because it’s not always easy to trust what you cannot see. But if I consigned all my beliefs to only what I can see, hear, taste, touch, or feel, my life could have no true love in it since love exceeds all our senses.

Note: While love and wisdom exceed the boundaries of our senses, God also uses our senses to teach us. Think about King David saying, “Taste and see that The Lord is good.”  And a member of our local writer’s group put together a wonderful devotional book called Our God of Common Senses by Victoria Hicks. (Affiliate link for views used.)

Faith is also something that requires lifelong learning. Learning to accept love from God and from others; learning to trust the process until things finally work out; and learning to let go of some things while leaning in to deeper understandings as you mature in faith. That applies to faith in general AND faith in The Lord.

Scripture tells us that we need The Holy Spirit’s guidance to understand biblical wisdom.

1 Corinthians 2:7, 9-10, 12 BSB
[7] No, we speak of the mysterious and hidden wisdom of God, which He destined for our glory before time began.
[9] Rather, as it is written: “No eye has seen, no ear has heard, no heart has imagined, what God has prepared for those who love Him.” [10] But God has revealed it to us by the Spirit. The Spirit searches all things, even the deep things of God.
[12] We have not received the spirit of the world, but the Spirit who is from God, that we may understand what God has freely given us.

https://bible.com/bible/3034/1co.2.7-12.BSB

And wisdom brings us blessings and long life according to the writer of Ecclesiastes.

Ecclesiastes 7:12, 19 BSB
[12] For wisdom, like money, is a shelter, and the advantage of knowledge is that wisdom preserves the life of its owner.
[19] Wisdom makes the wise man stronger than ten rulers in a city.

https://bible.com/bible/3034/ecc.7.12-19.BSB

And it takes time and experience to gain wisdom, so being a lifelong learner is not only a way to absorb benefits from life but also to make it last. And if you share that wisdom with others, it becomes a legacy that will outlive you when your time on Earth is done.

Proverbs 16:31 BSB
[31] Gray hair is a crown of glory; it is attained along the path of righteousness.

https://bible.com/bible/3034/pro.16.31.BSB

Job 12:12 BSB
[12] Wisdom is found with the elderly, and understanding comes with long life.

https://bible.com/bible/3034/job.12.12.BSB

July 11, 2026 Posted by | AI Image Creations, Bible Study, Books & Reading, by Day One, Christianity, Devotion, Learning and Thoughts, Nonfiction, Prompts, Walking With The Lord, Wombo Dream | , , , , , , , , | Leave a comment

🎵The Hospitality of Rest: Why the Sabbath Was Made for Us


An AI digital image created by Google's Gemini using the prompt: A hyper-realistic, wide-angle cinematic shot of a warm, inviting rustic wooden porch at twilight (the "golden hour" just as the sun sets over the horizon). In the distance, a breathtakingly soft, fading golden and purple sunset paints the sky over a vast, peaceful meadow. Two classic, well-worn wooden rocking chairs sit perfectly positioned on the porch, facing the view. They are empty, creating a poignant, serene invitation for conversation and fellowship. Soft light spills from a single oil lamp hanging near the porch steps. High-resolution, warm color palette, peaceful atmosphere.
AI (Gemini) Front Porch Resting Place by Crystal A Murray (CC BY-NC-SA 4.0)

Sometimes, a roadblock that changes our plans is exactly what it takes to slow us down for just long enough.

Today, my “Operation Cleanout” friend and I had big plans to build a new project. FedEx had dropped off my package a couple days ago, and it looked like it had been through a war zone. How is it that when your tracking shows your item is out for delivery, and then it gets delayed, it often shows up damaged? We didn’t know if the shelf would be as bad as the box, so we dug out all the heavy pieces. Sadly, even with lots of great packing materials to protect it, the mistreatment was more than it could survive. Our plans were instantly derailed.

(That kinda sounds like life, sometimes, doesn’t it? We think we’re all cushioned against the blows, and then reality hits.)

At first, I felt that familiar, heavy spike of aggravation. Broken momentum tends to undo all my other plans as well. Especially after calling Amazon and finding out that I had to deal directly with a seller in another country. But, as much as I dislike my plans being hijacked by circumstances beyond my control, I was actually more at peace because of having the presence of a good friend to share in the frustrations.

So, we started fellowshipping and talking about God and His Word and His precious promises to us. I noted her resilience to stand on The Word and not compromise what it directs her to do. In our conversation of why we do what we do, we talked about that tendency in modern Christianity to identify Friday-Saturday Sabbath as Jewish and Sunday as a “Christian Sabbath Day.” She doesn’t think that way herself, but I mentioned what I had learned in my Messianic Jewish studies about the fact that Sabbath existed before Moses or Abraham or Judaism. It was the 7th day of Creation!

Later in the day, that conversation came back to me. As the evening approached and the thoughts of this week’s Sabbath rolled in, a verse kept circling through my mind: “The Sabbath was made for man, and not man for the Sabbath.”

Mark 2:27-28 BSB
[27] Then Jesus declared, “The Sabbath was made for man, not man for the Sabbath. [28] Therefore, the Son of Man is Lord even of the Sabbath.”

https://bible.com/bible/3034/mrk.2.27-28.BSB

When we look at the creation story and read about that first Sabbath, we read that God rested on the seventh day. But I found myself asking tonight: If the Sabbath was made for man, why did God rest? He doesn’t get tired.

And then it hit me…

For the first six days of creation, God was working alone. He was building, shaping, separating light from dark, and speaking galaxies into existence. He was being the Supreme Creator and doing Supreme Creator things all by Himself—but not for Himself. At the end of the sixth day, He made us. The prophet Isaiah reminds us of these plans in God’s blueprints in Isaiah 45:18…

Isaiah 45:18 BSB
[18] For thus says the Lord, who created the heavens— He is God; He formed the earth and fashioned it; He established it; He did not create it to be empty, but formed it to be inhabited: “I am the Lord, and there is no other.

https://bible.com/bible/3034/isa.45.18.BSB

The seventh day wasn’t a pause because God ran out of energy or creative ideas. He took the time to pause because the home was completed and His family had finally arrived. He finished the work, turned the garden over to man, and then walked in the cool of the day with him.

Isaiah 40:28 BSB
[28] Do you not know? Have you not heard? The Lord is the everlasting God, the Creator of the ends of the earth. He will not grow tired or weary; His understanding is beyond searching out.

https://bible.com/bible/3034/isa.40.28.BSB

The Sabbath was made for man because God wanted a designated time and space to fellowship with us. It’s not about religious observance and law keeping. It’s about spending time with God and making the time and space for God to spend time with us. It’s preparing a seat at the table, having a fulfilling meal, and then taking a walk together. And though God knew we would need a designated space to fill our wells for the week ahead, He made the Sabbath out of His deep, passionate desire to simply fellowship with us. Picture it like this: The Creator of the universe setting down His tools, turning around with a smile on His face, and saying, “Okay, I’m done working. Now, let’s spend some time together.”

While I collaborated with Gemini on this post, this beautiful statement came out of it:

“The entire multi-day cosmic construction project wasn’t an empty display of power. It was the intentional staging of a home, built specifically so He could move in and share with us.”

So for this Sabbath weekend, the battered box is still in the hallway, and the momentum for that project is still broken. But as I step into this day of rest, I can see my derailed plans as a gift. They slowed me down to talk of this deep subject with a sister in The Lord, and that came back as such a wonderful realization that my future Sabbath days will have a much  deeper meaning than before.

If something in your life took a beating this week, and if your own plans got derailed, take a breath and take a break. God has invited us to take a walk in the garden with the One who made it. Let’s meet Him where He’s waiting for us. And as we’re walking, we can sing this wonderful old hymn with a new sweetness in our hearts and voices:

In the Garden by Brad Paisley (with lyrics)

July 10, 2026 Posted by | AI, AI Image Creations, Bible, Christianity, Creativity, Gemini (by Google), Grace and Mercy (In Scripture and In Life), Nonfiction, Old Testament, Photo Studio Pro app, Prayer, Sabbath/Shabbat, Walking With The Lord, Word Nerd with a Bible | , , , , , , , , | Leave a comment

🎭How The West Was Lost—Or, Pure As The Driven Smog (Part 3–Finale!)


A digital AI creation and alt text by Google's Gemini of... A complex, low-angle backstage photograph taken from on top of an antique iron four-poster bed on the stage of Aquarius Rising (1980s). The camera looks over the iron footboard at the huddling, pajama-clad backs of three young orphan girls. In the mid-ground, the Irish Nanny character (medium-length blonde hair, floral dress, apron) is cowering, crying into a small cup, illuminated by a localized spotlight in a dark corner. The man from previous scenes peeks cautiously from around a solid wooden door frame in the backstage partition (stage left). The background is completely filled with a dense, sprawling audience seating area packed with dimly lit, silhouetted faces of patrons, some with faint reflections from glasses, emphasizing the packed house for the finale.
AI (Gemini) Orphans View Sad Nanny by Crystal A Murray (CC BY-NC-SA 4.0)

And here we are for the grand finale wrap of my short tenure as a teen actress in LA. (Yes, the San Fernando Valley is still considered LA. Lol 😂)

Recap

  • I started as a New York newspaper boy with my long hair tucked up into a beret and a bulky scarf to hide part of my feminine face.
  • Costume change two put me in raggedy orphan clothes just after we’d been rescued by a kind-hearted benefactor.
  • Costume change three was like the scene above where the Irish nanny was getting the three orphans ready for bed. She had gotten us into clean night clothes and allowed us to dance around singing about living the “Life of Riley” in the song When My Ship Comes In. (Full chorus on yesterday’s post.) And within this scene, she also sang the light-hearted song “I’m Only a Shoplifter’s Daughter” which went something like…

Shoplifter’s Daughter Turned Nanny

I'm only a shoplifter's daughter,
My mother was one of the best.
Sometimes the cops almost caught her,
But somehow she always seemed blest.

One day she lifted a sable,
And wore it right out of the store.
Since that day she has been able...
To not have to work anymore.

Hers was a fine occupation,
She wanted to teach me the trade.
But to my sweet ma's consternation (guessing on this line),
I never could quite make the grade.

I’m pretty happy with remembering (after 45+ years) all but one line in a song I didn’t even sing in the play. And I’m thankful the poet in me was able to create a line with similar syllables and a close rhyme. 😁

The Torch Song (Tears on My Pillow)

Now you may be wondering about the guy peeking through the door. He was the one the nanny had a crush on. Butler? Assistant? Barrister? I’m not sure. But he was totally not interested in her, so she sat down in the corner to sing a song of lament and cry a bit. Of course, we orphans had no clue about what it meant to crush on a guy, and we definitely didn’t know what a manipulative, guilt-inducing torch song was. But you’ll get it by the end of the lyrics.

Tears, tears on my pillow. 
Each tear I shed for you.
With a heart that is burning...
With yearning desire.
But with tears like a rainstorm,
To put out the fire.

Some day when it's over,
I hope you'll know it's true.
When they tell you I died,
Please remember I cried...
All those tears on my pillow—
For you!

And on that last “you,” she noticed him in the door getting ready to burst in and repeated it until it came out a little bit angrier.

Mr Crush (I cannot remember his name or his character’s name) shouted that she had to get the kids dressed and packed because they thought they found our father or uncle or some family member we had to go see.

More Costume Changes

  • Costume change four was back to the newspaper boy that opened the play in my first post. Only this time, I don’t recall what the headlines were. I think something about orphans finding a long-lost relative.
  • Costume change five had me back in day clothes to go with my orphan sisters to find our lost relative.
  • Costume change six was likely back to the newspaper boy again, but I’m not absolutely sure how many times I did the little herald. I’m sure it was mostly for the moments the actors needed to get new props and people onto the stage.
  • Costume change seven was the final and most complete change. There was no going back to any other costumes because it required me to paint my hair black (my first time using colored hair spray) and slather any visible skin with reddish-brown pancake makeup. This transformed me into an old Indian woman. (I don’t ever recall the word indigenous back in those days.)

And this brought me to my final line in the play…

“Ugh, come, we go. Old man sick. Not long he go Happy Hunting Ground.”

I don’t remember who the old man was other than him being someone who knew who the orphans really belonged to. They may have been children of someone related to the rich and fancy Astorbilts, or maybe to deceased parents who weren’t part of any fancy family.

But I’m pretty sure that the whole play ended on a bunch of happy notes, like the children moving to the mansion because their ship did come in. Maybe Mabel got the guy the nanny liked, and the nanny figured out someone else was interested in her.

Cue Exit Lighting

My age and lack of experience, or maybe being so busy with my own parts in the play, meant I didn’t actually get to watch the play, so the ending I remember best was coming out on stage with the whole cast and doing a group bow to the audience.

We repeated that whole experience multiple times. Maybe once a week or maybe more, and I think for 8-12 weeks. It was definitely more fun at the beginning than at the end when the newness wore off and the crowds got too small. I vaguely recall hearing that Jim and Teddy were trying to sell the entire showcase, actors and all, to an investor, but that was way, way above my head then.

It never got picked up, and soon all the actors found new stages and movies. Me, I enrolled in a trade school to become an administrative assistant (because the school told me I could be “more than a secretary”), and I stayed there until I got a chance to travel with a company selling an all-purpose cleaner called Show Off. That’s a whole adventure for another day, though.

No More Acting

The experience taught me that acting is hard work far beyond memorizing lines in a script. And it taught me that actors behind the scenes like to self-medicate—or at least the young ones in this production. I tried very hard to stay away from the temptations, and they tried everything to get me to give in, including trapping me between two people in a sealed up car while they smoked and tried to give me a “contact high.”

I didn’t let myself get in that type of precarious position again, and it wasn’t right to try so hard to assuage their own guilt by not letting my no be no. But we were all young, and that’s just part of the experience of learning boundaries. I’ve prayed for all of them even without remembering most of their names. And I’m thankful that the glitz and glamour I thought was acting was not everything I imagined, so I was free to go the directions God picked out for me in this life.

If you aren’t sure where your steps should go, please consider allowing The Lord to guide your steps according to His good plans for you. I can tell you from experience, God’s way IS the High Way!

Proverbs 16:9 BSB
[9] A man’s heart plans his course, but the Lord determines his steps.

https://bible.com/bible/3034/pro.16.9.BSB

Psalm 37:23 BSB
[23] The steps of a man are ordered by the Lord who takes delight in his journey.

https://bible.com/bible/3034/psa.37.23.BSB

Jeremiah 10:23 BSB
[23] I know, O Lord, that a man’s way is not his own; no one who walks directs his own steps.

https://bible.com/bible/3034/jer.10.23.BSB

July 8, 2026 Posted by | AI, AI Image Creations, Creativity, Gemini (by Google), Grace and Mercy (In Scripture and In Life), Lyrics and Song, memories, Nonfiction, Reviews, Slice of Life, Walking With The Lord | , , , , , , , , , | Leave a comment

America, Bless God!


A digital image created by Wombo Dream AI of an eagle in front of an American flag and behind a patriotic birthday cake. I always try to add an eagle for my Vietnam veteran uncle who loves eagles and the USA. The exact prompt is: A USA bald eagle sitting majestically in front of the United States flag. Hints of glowing red and white and blue glisten and sparkle in his feathers and tiny glittering gold stars can be seen in the golden hue of his mighty beak. In front of him is a large birthday cake with +250 patriotic sparklers and fireworks and patriotic candles. It's a 3 tier red white and blue cake. The liner under the cake is gold foil with the great seal of the United States stamped repetitively around the edges. There is a faint overlay of colorful exploding fireworks above the eagle and in front of the flag.
AI (Wombo) Celebrating USA 250 by Crystal A Murray (CC BY-NC-SA 4.0)

First, Happy Semiquincentennial (250 years) Birthday, America! 🎂🗽🇺🇸 I’m grateful for this nation that so many flock to because they know there is hope here they may not find in their home countries. It’s up to us to teach them the skills to work for those freedoms, starting with lawfully abiding by the plans we’ve put in place to bring in immigrants and keep out our enemies. We sure don’t want to bring thieves into our own homes and businesses to make it easier for them to case the joint, right?

By the way, that cross in front of the 250 on the cake was unintentional, but I left it there because it seemed right for this post. In the image prompt, I was trying to get 250 candles and sparklers, so I put a “+” sign in front of the 250 to show importance. Wombo turned it into a cross. How cool is that, right?

The Freedom to Bless God

So, what exactly is freedom? Is it getting to make all our own decisions, not answering to anyone above us, and never having any responsibilities? Is it always having everything go our way? Is it a land with no laws that cause someone to feel less than welcome no matter what evil intentions they may be hiding in their hearts?

Or is it a place where we have the freedom to do the right things, and we get to harvest the results of our hard work without someone who thinks of themselves as better than us taking it away just because they can? Even if it’s done under the guise of charity, if we can’t keep what we’ve worked for and choose where to share our abundance, we are missing the true American dream—the dream where we work hard and gain an abundance that we want to share with others.

An Entertaining Example

Even though it’s a Christmas movie (though Christmas in July is a thing now), one of my top movies is “The Ultimate Gift.” It stars James Garner, Drew Fuller (before his 6 seasons on “Army Wives”), and Abigail Breslin in roles that perfectly demonstrate the blessings of hard work and heartfelt obedience out of love. I highly recommend it, and if you’ve got Amazon Prime, it’s there for free. Also, I found it on YouTube with ads. But in case you want to see a preview before you decide, here’s one that’s less than 3 minutes:

The Ultimate Gift (2006) trailer (2:43)

Where is the Blessing?

Most of us have likely heard the adage it’s more blessed to give than to receive. That spirit has driven some of the finest moments in the US as a nation. The moments when someone sacrifices for the benefit of someone else even with the risk it may cost them everything. It’s the drive that makes a soldier keep fighting, a woman in labor keep pushing, and a tired parent keep striving to bring a better life to their family. It’s a mix of hope and resilience with a finish line calling out, “Don’t give up!” These people give even before they have a promise of payback much like the biblical patriarchs in Hebrews 11.

Hebrews 11:13, 16, 38-39 BSB
[13] All these people died in faith, without having received the things they were promised. However, they saw them and welcomed them from afar. And they acknowledged that they were strangers and exiles on the earth.
[16] Instead, they were longing for a better country, a heavenly one. Therefore God is not ashamed to be called their God, for He has prepared a city for them.
[38] The world was not worthy of them. They wandered in deserts and mountains, and hid in caves and holes in the ground.
[39] These were all commended for their faith, yet they did not receive what was promised.

https://bible.com/bible/3034/heb.11.13-39.BSB

The whole faith chapter:

https://bible.com/bible/3034/heb.11.1-40.BSB

But there is a promise out there. The soldier often survives and makes it back home to a loving welcome and a family. The mother gets to hold her new baby in her arms. The striving parent is able to get a home for their family, or at least a nightly meal on the table. And usually, someone says thanks to them, and it makes all the sacrifices worth it.

Don’t Give Up!

We have a loving Father and Creator who has built a world for us. It’s a place where the law of the harvest allows us to plant exactly what we want to grow. If we care for the plant according to its needs, we will reap a harvest if we’re patient. And all He wants is a thank you and to not be forgotten when things are going well.

Galatians 6:9 BSB
[9] Let us not grow weary in well-doing, for in due time we will reap a harvest if we do not give up.

https://bible.com/bible/3034/gal.6.9.BSB

An Attitude of Gratitude

In the USA, we have freedoms and blessings now that were just hopes and dreams of our founding fathers. They knew back then that true abundance came by the provision of our Lord and Creator. And beyond the harvests in this life, we have the same great and precious promises our biblical forefathers had. Some happen here, and some come with eternity. All are gifts from God that are worthy of our thankfulness to Him.

People have a choice to be grateful even when things don’t go their way. They can endure the hard things and keep pressing toward the goals they desire, and they can be both satisfied and hopeful at the same time. They can ask God to bless America and still thank Him for the abilities to do the hard work to bring in an abundant harvest. Even more, we can thank Him for the ultimate blessing of His presence through all the moments of this life—good and bad.

Or, people also have a choice to become petulant and ungrateful with a perpetual demand for entitlement—throwing tantrums and filing lawsuits for every minor offense or discomfort. They can demand that God bless them (and maybe America), and all the pet projects they deem worthy of His blessings.

Which do you think will bring people the most genuine happiness? The demand for a blessing? Or the grateful heart that blesses God first and gives more than it receives. I vote for the latter, so I say,…

“America, bless God!”


Note: I’m grateful for a bit of collaboration with Gemini catching a couple issues where the flow went a different direction.

July 4, 2026 Posted by | AI, AI Image Creations, Bible, Christianity, Creativity, Current Events, Grace and Mercy (In Scripture and In Life), Nonfiction, Photo Studio Pro app, Slice of Life, special days, Thoughts and Articles, Walking With The Lord, Wombo Dream | , , , , , , , , , | Leave a comment

Shabbat Shalom Patriotic Style


A swirl of red and white stripes set off by a strip of blue with white stars covers these Sabbath candles with a patriotic color scheme. A digital image created by Wombo Dream AI using the following prompt: 2 patriotic Candles with red and white stripes plus white stars on blue like the USA flag. They are in ornate golden candlesticks burning with a soft glow that illuminates the air around them with sparkling fireworks. The candlesticks should be sitting on a beautifully polished high quality marble table and some silky patriotic flowers of red white and blue should be sitting on the table near the candles. The walls in the room should be gray granite stonework and festive patriotic decorations. The candle flames are peaceful and beautiful.
AI (Wombo) Patriotic Sabbath Candles by Crystal A Murray (CC BY-NC-SA 4.0)

I love that I can get an idea in my mind of something I think would be pretty, and then try it with an AI design tool. I mostly do that with Wombo because I’m so familiar with it. And this made so many designs to stick with my theme of doing patriotic images for all of July. I had one I liked better except for one thing: the candles were dripping. Of course, that’s what most burning candles do, but because someone might think I’m alluding to the colors running, I decided to use a different one.

Because it’s Sabbath and I want to enjoy some rest after a busy (and good) week, I’m keeping this short, but I will throw in a few more pictures. I’m hoping to create an album in Google Drive of many patriotic and firework images. Maybe I should do about 250 of them. 😁

And I just realized today that I’ve been alive for both the bicentennial in 1976 and now the semiquincentennial. Thankfully, it’s the country that is a quarter of a millennium old and not me. Lol 😂. But it is cool to have been born in the right year to live through both of these anniversary events.

Psalm 91:1, 16 BSB
[1] He who dwells in the shelter of the Most High will abide in the shadow of the Almighty.
[16] With long life I will satisfy him and show him My salvation.”

https://bible.com/bible/3034/psa.91.1-16.BSB

I like how sharing the first and last verse of a chapter in the Bible creates a link to the whole chapter. I’ve never tried that before. I guess it doesn’t take much to entertain me. (Grin)

And here are a few extra images before I sign off for Sabbath rest:

One red and white striped candle and one blue candle with white stars. They are in digital image created by Wombo Dream AI and using the prompt: "2 patriotic Candles with red and white stripes plus white stars on blue like the USA flag. They are in ornate golden candlesticks burning with a soft glow that illuminates the air around them with sparkling fireworks. The candlesticks should be sitting on a beautifully polished high quality marble table and some silky patriotic flowers of red white and blue should be sitting on the table near the candles. The walls in the room should be gray granite stonework and festive patriotic decorations. The candle flames are peaceful and beautiful." The candles are dripping but the colors don't run.
AI (Wombo) Patriotic Candles Create a Show
by Crystal A Murray (CC BY-NC-SA 4.0)
Two short fat candles burn to create a firework atmosphere on a marble table. It's a digital image created by Wombo Dream AI and using the prompt: "2 patriotic Candles with red and white stripes plus white stars on blue like the USA flag. They are in ornate golden candlesticks burning with a soft glow that illuminates the air around them with sparkling fireworks. The candlesticks should be sitting on a beautifully polished high quality marble table and some silky patriotic flowers of red white and blue should be sitting on the table near the candles. The walls in the room should be gray granite stonework and festive patriotic decorations. The candle flames are peaceful and beautiful."
AI (Wombo) Pretty Patriotic Candles by Crystal A Murray (CC BY-NC-SA 4.0)
An ethereal swirl of red white and blue on candles in a digital image created by Wombo Dream AI using the Vibrant Void filter and the prompt: "2 patriotic Candles with red and white stripes plus white stars on blue like the USA flag. They are in ornate golden candlesticks burning with a soft glow that illuminates the air around them with sparkling fireworks. The candlesticks should be sitting on a beautifully polished high quality marble table and some silky patriotic flowers of red white and blue should be sitting on the table near the candles. The walls in the room should be gray granite stonework and festive patriotic decorations. The candle flames are peaceful and beautiful."
AI (Wombo) Ethereal Patriotic Scene by Crystal A Murray (CC BY-NC-SA 4.0)

(Tech Note: I fixed the Jetpack problem by reinstalling. It hasn’t had a recent update, so I don’t know why that worked other than I’d originally installed it to my tablet by a transfer from my phone, and maybe all it needed was a clean install from the Google Play Store.)

July 3, 2026 Posted by | AI, Bible, Christianity, Creative Image Editing, Creativity, Nonfiction, Photo Studio Pro app, Sabbath/Shabbat, Slice of Life, Wombo Dream | , , , , , , , | 3 Comments

🎵A Heavyweight Dilemma


A digital image created by Wombo Dream AI using the "optimistic" filter. It's a picture of a little boy struggling to lift a heavy barbell with weights, and a huge strongman trying to help by taking the weights away. It represents the problem of making people weak by removing the hard things instead of supporting and spotting them while they build muscle doing the hard stuff.
AI (Wombo) Heavyweight Dilemma by Crystal A Murray (CC BY-NC-SA 4.0)

Many children shout, “I can do it!” as they struggle with a new task. At the same time, parents wrestle with when to step in and when to let them try—even if it means a painful lesson. But just like physical training, learning to lift beyond what is easy means building new muscle and new strength.

The Heavyweight Path of Isaac Watts

Isaac Watts, the 1700s preacher and songwriter dubbed the “Father of English Hymnody,” wrote over 600 hymns, including the one that helped convert Fannie J Crosby. (Alas and Did My Savior Bleed.) But he didn’t reach those heights on a lightweight path.

A gifted writer and linguist from a young age, Watts learned Latin at four, Greek at nine, and Hebrew at thirteen. At only seven years old—the same age I wrote my first song—he wrote an acrostic poem using the letters in his given name:

I am a vile polluted lump of earth
So I've continued ever since my birth
Although Jehovah grace does give me
As sure this monster Satan will deceive me
Come, therefore, Lord, from Satan's claws relieve me.

This early intellectual and spiritual discipline strengthened him for the trials ahead. As a “dissenter” against the Anglican Church in London, Watts faced a lot of opposition. In those days, church worship only allowed the literal singing of Psalms or other Scriptures. Writing songs outside of accepted Scripture made him a target.

But Isaac stayed resilient for most of his life, having learned to fight these spiritual attacks from his parents, who were also dissenters. Yet, in his final years, the attacks seemed to wear him down, leading to an early retirement.

Perhaps spiritual muscles mirror physical ones. Decades of fighting can cause fatigue. Or maybe, as times changed and non-Anglican beliefs became more widely accepted, life grew easier. With fewer attacks, he could lower his guard; and that may have allowed some weakening in his spirit.

The Cost of Lowered Expectations

My husband and I talked about this recently after he shared Watts’ story with me from Robert J. Morgan’s Then Sings My Soul book.

When we first met over 30 years ago, his young nephews were living in harsh conditions. While removing them from those conditions was good, the state’s foster and group home system placements ultimately hindered rather than helped them. Like the strongman in the image above, the system tried to “help” by  removing all the weights. They followed that by taking away their self-control with medication and a counseling narrative that drilled into them how they were victims.

By removing the weights, the state stopped their life-muscle building process. The toll of that deficit remains visible in their lives to this day.

State agencies often view themselves as virtuous for saving all of these kids from their hard lives. But we believe it would be far better for them to act like spotters—making sure the weight doesn’t cause injury—rather than superheros who take the weights away entirely.

Consider one of our nephews: he was placed in a remedial reading class with lowered standards and materials. It quickly became a place for the kids to just goof off. During the four years we had custody, we removed him from that school for a single semester. I tutored him myself, and in just that one semester, he advanced four grade levels in both reading and math. Dumbing things down and lowering expectations does more harm than good.

Raising the Bar(bell) for the Next Generation

This brings me to my final point: young people are capable of growing up far earlier than we allow them to. If we expect less and hold them to low standards, that is what we will get.

Biologically, their bodies are proving they are entering adulthood; that they are old enough to become parents themselves. Yet we trap them in a frustrating limbo of zero responsibility and zero freedom. Instead, we should acknowledge their transition to adulthood—like a Bar or Bat Mitzvah—and let them lift the weights that come with it, staying close by to spot them in case they stumble. Given the chance, I believe they will prove themselves far more often than they will fail.

The real dilemma is getting the agencies in charge to finally get on board.

Revisit the Legacy of Isaac Watts

Here are a few of his amazing hymns you might recognize.

When I Survey the Wondrous Cross (with lyrics)
Alas, And Did My Savior Bleed (with lyrics)
I Sing the Mighty Power of God (with lyrics)

And if you’d like a solid 25 minutes of songs by this same YouTube channel (Old Hymns and Lyrics) watch the full collection here.

June 30, 2026 Posted by | AI, Christianity, Creative Writing, Devotion, Gemini (by Google), Lyrics and Song, Nonfiction, Walking With The Lord | , , , , , , , , , | Leave a comment

Prompt Response: The Boogeyman Upstairs


Canned Italian Stewed Tomatoes plus Beef over Cauliflower Noodles
by Crystal A Murray (CC BY-NC-SA 4.0)

What’s something you used to believe as a kid that seems ridiculous now?

For my Sabbath break this week, I’m just going to share a quick story in response to the Day One prompt.

I remember being four or five years old and having a sitter. And she cooked my dinner. I can still see the one thing on the plate that I was completely uninterested in; stewed tomatoes. Why I didn’t like them back then I have no idea, because I love them now. Even from a can, they are yummy by themselves, over some cauliflower noodles, or mixed with hamburger meat for a beef and tomato skillet or big pot of cabbage stew.

But not liking stewed tomatoes isn’t my answer. It’s what the babysitter did to try and get me to eat them. She’d say the boogeyman was gonna get me, and then she’d wait for the tenants in the apartment upstairs to move around and say, “See, you can hear him. He’s getting ready to come down here and get you. You better eat those tomatoes!”

Now I know that it was just the sound of people walking around upstairs, but then… I ate the tomatoes!

June 26, 2026 Posted by | by Day One, Food/Restaurants/Eating, memories, Misc Photo Editing Apps, Nonfiction, Photo Studio Pro app, Photography, Prompts, Sabbath/Shabbat, Slice of Life | , , , , , , , , | 2 Comments

Prompt Response: You Make the Lemonade


A digital image created by Wombo Dream AI with the prompt: “An assembly line of perfectly shaped lemons on the left. They're heading toward a machine where the lemons will get squeezed and have sugar added. On the right side of the machine is an assembly line of glasses of fresh lemonade with a slice of lemon in each glass. Above the lemons on the left is the word text:"LIFE" and above the machine adding sugar to make lemonade is the word text:"YOU" The scene is pleasant with blue skies and sunshine above both assembly lines and green rolling hills in the distance.” This image is done with the Botanical filter, so that adds driftwood, golden vines, and flowers throughout the image.
AI (Wombo) Lemons to Lemonade by Crystal A Murray (CC BY-NC-SA 4.0)

What’s the best advice you’d give to someone younger than you?

Sometimes, I think people have the idea that getting lemonade from the lemons in life simply means looking for the good in the bad. That’s my specialty. I’m often very good at finding even a thread of hope or promise within a terrible situation.

But what if it’s more than just looking for the thread? What if we learn from a young age to actually be the one responsible for adding just the right amount of sweetness to turn a sour moment into something more palatable to help us survive it. And maybe more than survive it, thrive from it because just sugar or honey in a glass by itself isn’t refreshing at all.

So learn your tastes. Figure out which sweetener is the best to your many tastebuds. Maybe you prefer honey or agave, or you need a sugar-free additive like Stevia leaf. Maybe you’ve even learned that the juice of one orange to about 5 lemons makes a lovely mix of flavor and color in a tall glass of summer refreshment.

In life, even if you’ve grown up as a survivor from a dysfunctional home, you cannot see the future and exactly which lemons might come your way. So get a recipe ready for dealing with the bumps and potholes no matter what they are. The first part of the recipe will always be looking for the golden thread of hope or peace to hang onto until you can get to the sugar jar. And I believe the strongest golden thread is the voice of our Creator as He speaks to us from His Word.

Take Romans 8:28 for instance…

Romans 8:28 BSB
[28] And we know that God works all things together for the good of those who love Him, who are called according to His purpose.

https://bible.com/bible/3034/rom.8.28.BSB

Notice it doesn’t say all things (or all lemons) are good, nor does it say we should just give up and wait for them to turn good. It says they will work together for the good. And here’s an interesting factoid: the Greek word used for “work together” in the verse is synergeo—where we get our word “synergy.” That implies partnership, cooperation, and an active blending of ingredients.

And remember this: you are not alone. Whether you are young or carry a bit more experience, your Master Creator is already in the kitchen with you ready to help you with your lemonade mixture. He will provide the ingredients for the golden thread and the sweetness, just like He provides oranges and sugar cane for real food and beverage recipes.

King David learned this, and even though he dealt with many bitter things in life, he ultimately proclaimed:

Psalm 34:8 BSB
[8] Taste and see that the Lord is good; blessed is the man who takes refuge in Him!

https://bible.com/bible/3034/psa.34.8.BSB

And later in this same chapter...

Psalm 34:19 BSB
[19] Many are the afflictions of the righteous, but the Lord delivers him from them all.

https://bible.com/bible/3034/psa.34.19.BSB

Note: Compliments to Google Gemini as my collaborator and for giving me the info on the Greek in Romans 8:28. It fit perfectly with the direction for this post.

June 25, 2026 Posted by | AI Image Creations, Bible, by Day One, Christianity, Devotion, Gemini (by Google), Hard Days & Emotions, Learning and Thoughts, Nonfiction, Prompts, Slice of Life, Text on Image, Visual Parables (Images with a Message), Walking With The Lord, Wombo Dream | , , , , , , , , , | 3 Comments

🎵Looking for Love—And a Father


A digital image created by Wombo Dream AI using the prompt: “A young girl sitting safely and peacefully on the kneeling lap of a kind, radiant Holy Father figure with radiant hair and clothed in glowing light. He kindly holds her hands and looks at her with fatherly love and kindness, and she looks at Him with the love and trust only a daughter could feel. They are surrounded by a soft golden hour meadow with small family homes scattered across the small hillsides, deep emotional warmth, fatherly protection and love, pastoral scene, HDR, beautifully lit, beautiful digital painting, spiritual art style.” I used the botanical filter, so the scene includes golden vines and large pieces of driftwood with flowers as a framing device, then I used Photo Studio Pro to add a sparkling golden frame.
AI (Wombo) Daughter with Father by Crystal A Murray (CC BY-NC-SA 4.0)

In my last post, I shared the beautiful memory of my birth father—the man who tattooed my name on his arm as a mark of his love for me. But human stories are rarely simple. Sometime shortly after my fifth birthday, he was gone. And a little girl was left wondering: Why did he leave? What did I do wrong?

When your hero leaves, that important space is left empty. A lifelong search begins looking to replace everything that’s missing. Love; a father; protection; a new hero. If you don’t know what a father’s protective love actually looks like, you start looking for it everywhere and in everything.

In the years that followed, my mom made great efforts to replace what my little sister and I were missing. Men came and men went, many who tried to play “Daddy.” While some of them worked hard to live up to the name in their own fractured ways, darkness, addiction, and brokenness sometimes invaded those dynamics. Instead of finding safety, boundaries were broken that love should never have crossed.

When the very people who are supposed to protect you become the source of your wounds, the marks left behind may be invisible from the outside, but they are there nonetheless. These are not marks of love like a tattoo; they are stains of shame you feel the whole world can see on you. And those marks breed a quiet, devastating conclusion: If earthly fathers brought pain and abandonment, how could I ever trust an unseen Heavenly one to love me and stay in my life?

The “Foster Child” Mentality

By the time I was a teenager, I was looking for love—and a father—in all the wrong places, learning all too well how to live with a victim mentality. But God is a master of rescue. Years later, after I began walking with Him, He began the work of healing those old, deep wounds. Eventually, I was even able to find a place of reconciliation and peace with those in my past who had hurt me.

Yet, as wonderful as the healing was, a quiet barrier remained around my heart. Not having a solid and safe father figure while growing up left me entirely unequipped to comprehend God as a “Father,” especially as my Father.

I read the Scriptures about the “Spirit of Adoption” bringing us into God’s family, but in my heart, I still felt like an outsider. To me, God felt like the world’s best, safest “foster parent.” I knew He cared for me, but how could I accept Him as a true Father when I didn’t even know what that word meant? I wanted to be a real child of God, not just someone pulling up an awkward chair at a mixed family table.

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June 22, 2026 Posted by | AI, ApologetiX, Bible, Christianity, Devotion, family, Gemini (by Google), Grace and Mercy (In Scripture and In Life), Grace by DNA book, Hard Days & Emotions, Nonfiction, salvation, Slice of Life, testimony, Walking With The Lord, Wombo Dream | , , , , , , , , | Leave a comment

🎵 Daddy Can Never Forget Me


A digital image creation of a soldier by Wombo Dream AI using the golden hour filter and the prompt: A blond Vietnam soldier wearing a ribbed tank top and sitting cross-legged on the ground after a hard day's work. One arm wipes sweat from his forehead. On his other arm you can see a tattoo of the name text:"Crystal" outlined with a heart.
AI (Wombo) Tired Soldier with Tattoo by Crystal A Murray (CC BY-NC-SA 4.0)

Yes, that’s my name. No, that’s not my dad. Lol 🤣 I looked everywhere for the old photo I had of my dad with a small group of soldiers in Vietnam, but I couldn’t find it. So, I decided to have Wombo recreate it for me. My dad did have my name tattooed on his arm since I was his firstborn, and years later, that ink inspired a song.

While I can’t find the exact words for the song right now—I have a feeling it’s only on paper in one of my many notebooks— I still remember the heart of it. It’s about how no matter how far away my dad went, even getting married and having other children, that tattoo meant he could never totally forget me. Even if he’d had the tattoo removed, the remaining scar would always remind him of the name that used to be there.

There’s a beautiful Scripture about God’s hands where the exact same rule applies. I’ve used bold and italics to highlight the part of the verse I’m referring to.

Isaiah 49:15-16 BSB
[15] “Can a woman forget her nursing child, or lack compassion for the son of her womb? Even if she could forget, I will not forget you!
[16] Behold, I have inscribed you on the palms of My hands; your walls are ever before Me.

https://bible.com/bible/3034/isa.49.15-16.BSB

As my song continues, I mention how God also has a tattoo right in the palm of His hand, and that, just like my daddy, Jesus can never forget me. Years ago, when my dad read those lyrics when he was running from The Lord, he told me it brought him to tears.

Dear reader, maybe you are like so many this Father’s Day (including me) where your human father has left this Earth. This year, I’m without my birth father and my stepfather, and others (like a grandfather) who were fatherly toward me.

But that is because this life is temporary. It will always lack the things that would make life “perfect,” but it will never lack The most Perfect Savior and Friend we could ever have. That Perfect Savior let nails pierce right through where our names are written, shedding His perfect blood for us. And because of those scars, He can never forget us.

Here is a beautiful chain of promises from the Scriptures reminding us of that truth—from The Torah, through the Psalms, to the words of YahShua, and into the epistles:

Deuteronomy 31:6 BSB
[6] Be strong and courageous; do not be afraid or terrified of them, for it is the Lord your God who goes with you; He will never leave you nor forsake you.”

https://bible.com/bible/3034/deu.31.6.BSB

Psalm 37:25 BSB
[25] I once was young and now am old, yet never have I seen the righteous abandoned or their children begging for bread.

https://bible.com/bible/3034/psa.37.25.BSB

Matthew 28:20 BSB
[20] and teaching them to obey all that I have commanded you. And surely I am with you always, even to the end of the age.”

https://bible.com/bible/3034/mat.28.20.BSB

Hebrews 13:5 BSB
[5] Keep your lives free from the love of money and be content with what you have, for God has said: “Never will I leave you, never will I forsake you.”

https://bible.com/bible/3034/heb.13.5.BSB

I’ll wrap this up with two beautiful songs I found. The first is directly inspired by Isaiah 49:16, titled “Engraved on Your Hands.” It features gorgeous video scenes, rich lyrics, and beautiful moments sung in Hebrew (with both Hebrew and English subtitles).

Engraved on Your Hands (with lyrics)

This second one has amazingly moving lyrics paired with beautiful beach imagery. (It may be AI generated, as I couldn’t locate specific vocalist info, but the message is timeless):

You Are Not Forgotten (with lyrics)

June 21, 2026 Posted by | AI, AI Image Creations, Bible, Christianity, Creativity, Current Events, family, Grace and Mercy (In Scripture and In Life), Hard Days & Emotions, Nonfiction, salvation, Slice of Life, special days, Walking With The Lord, Wombo Dream | , , , , , , , , | 4 Comments

Sealed for Your Protection


Digital art of the Great Seal of the United States, edited with a 3D effect using Wombo Dream AI to give the eagle and shield texture. Set against a smooth gradient background with the words “The Great Seal” and “Adopted June 20th, 1782” added in clean text.
The Great Seal of The United States of America
U.S. Government, Public domain, via Wikimedia Commons
(edited to 3D using Wombo Dream AI, Gradient/Text added in Photo Studio Pro)

My patriotic self saw the special day from 1782 (The US adopted The Great Seal on June 20th, 1782) and had to make it the focus of tonight’s blog. The original image is public domain, so creating derivatives is okay. And I love the 3D detail I got from Wombo. You can download your own image from Wikimedia Commons at the link in the photo caption.

Seals have so much more meaning than just an image. First, there’s the wonderfully creative-sounding word sigillography. That’s the study of seals (not the critters that look like sea lions, live in the ocean, and dine on penguins in the Antarctic), and a student of seals is called a sigillographer. And you can hear the word pronounced at https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=2H8xoFnI6LE

If you want to know some interesting history of seals, check Wikipedia, and The National Archives has a huge collection of them if you’re curious.

But the best thing about seals is what they represent. They mark authority and ownership, they prove authenticity, and they offer protection. This even works in our walk with The Lord who seals us by His Holy Spirit.

Ephesians 1:13 BSB
[13] And in Him, having heard and believed the word of truth — the gospel of your salvation — you were sealed with the promised Holy Spirit,

https://bible.com/bible/3034/eph.1.13.BSB

Ephesians 4:30 BSB
[30] And do not grieve the Holy Spirit of God, in whom you were sealed for the day of redemption.

https://bible.com/bible/3034/eph.4.30.BSB

2 Corinthians 1:21-22 BSB
[21] Now it is God who establishes both us and you in Christ. He anointed us, [22] placed His seal on us, and put His Spirit in our hearts as a pledge of what is to come.

https://bible.com/bible/3034/2co.1.21-22.BSB

Many years ago, I heard a great song (and the story behind it) by singer/songwriter Nancy Grandquist. Pill bottles in stores were in the early years of getting safety seals (after the infamous Tylenol poisonings of 1982) and manufacturers printed “Sealed for Your Protection” right on those stuck-on covers. She read that on a bottle and immediately thought of how Christians are sealed by God for our protection. I had the song on cassette (yes, a long time ago 😁) and I could only find one source with an incomplete song. But a few of the lyrics say…

“If the seal is in place, then you know that you’re safe, and no harm is gonna come to you.” And then the chorus says, “Sealed for your protection …. nothin’ can break through the shield of faith around you.” You are welcome to listen to what I found on YouTube, though it’s not complete and a little hard to understand from the cassette the channel used. Still, it’s a lively tune with a great message.

As I looked for the song, I found a video saying Nancy passed away in the last year, but she really put out a lot of songs. Her own YouTube page is at https://youtube.com/@nanfam?si=g0_II54bxeNoKJHa

On a personal note, I no longer attend the type of church she ministered in (United Pentecostal Church), but I will never be sorry for the changes in my life as a result of the strong doctrine that took me completely away from living for worldly pleasures and brought me to a decision for Christ. It’s nearly impossible to sit on the fence in that type of religion, and I’m still thankful that my life totally changed direction back in July of 1983.

I’m still sealed by Yahveh Almighty for a future He determines and leads me in. I am part of the blood-bought, blood-washed bride of Christ, and I only hope that what I share in these posts will help people to either walk closer to The Lord or turn to Him if they’re walking their own way now. He is The Way, The Truth, and The Life, and He will seal you as one of His own if you’ll trust Him and ask. Let me know if you have any questions about making a choice to serve Him.

June 20, 2026 Posted by | AI Image Creations, Bible, Christianity, Creativity, Grace and Mercy (In Scripture and In Life), memories, Misc Photo Editing Apps, Nonfiction, Photo Studio Pro app, salvation, Slice of Life, Text on Image, Thoughts and Articles, Walking With The Lord, Wombo Dream | , , , , , , , , , | Leave a comment

Shabbat Shalom for June 19-20, 2026


A digital image creation of an older couple enjoying a time of reading Torah and Bible together by the light of 2 purple Sabbath candles. The candles sparkle and glitter in their crystal candlestick holders. The couple is all smiles and filled with joy. The AI image was created by Wombo Dream AI with the baroque filter.
AI (Wombo) Couple Reads Bible by Sabbath Candlelight
by Crystal A Murray (CC BY-NC-SA 4.0)

Shabbat Shalom dear readers. I won’t keep you long because it is time for rest in The Lord. May you have a beautiful Shabbat (Sabbath) with the unmistakable Presence of Yahveh Almighty in your every moment. 🙏

I created this image of a couple reading Bibles by candlelight because it represents something hubby and I try to do on Friday evenings. I say “try” because life doesn’t always go as planned, and we are a bit behind in doing the exact schedule of Torah readings. But whatever portion we read as the candles are burning, we always learn from them. It’s a blessing that has brought special—even miraculous—moments more than once.

Here are a couple of Shabbat/Sabbath verses from “The Complete Jewish Bible” which is a wonderful teaching Bible for linking the Old and New Testaments…

Sh'mot (Exo) 20:11 CJB
[11] For in six days, Adonai made heaven and earth, the sea and everything in them; but on the seventh day he rested. This is why Adonai blessed the day, Shabbat, and separated it for himself. ה

https://bible.com/bible/1275/exo.20.11.CJB
Mark (Mrk) 2:27-28 CJB
[27] Then he said to them, “Shabbat was made for mankind, not mankind for Shabbat; [28] So the Son of Man is Lord even of Shabbat.”

https://bible.com/bible/1275/mrk.2.27-28.CJB

June 19, 2026 Posted by | Bible, Christianity, Nonfiction, Sabbath/Shabbat, Slice of Life, special days, Wombo Dream | , , , , , | Leave a comment

🎵Prompt Response: Happiness vs Joy


A whimsical digital drawing of a vendor selling smiling red hearts with price tags that read One Smile under a bright blue sky, created using the Wombo Dream Optimist filter.
AI (Wombo) Joyful Heart Vendor by Crystal A Murray (CC BY-NC-SA 4.0)

What’s a common misconception people have about happiness?

There are many common misconceptions about happiness, but I think the biggest one is that it means the same thing as joy.

Happiness is an emotion. It is something we can choose to receive or to reject. It fully belongs to us to do with as we wish. And because human emotions are not always steady, it means that happiness will ebb and flow like an ocean tide. It’s mostly based on our current experiences, but for those who are good at making lemonade from life’s lemons, it can show up despite sour events in life.

I’m not saying that happiness is not a gift, though; it is a wonderful gift that often fills us up with what we need to sustain us in unhappy times. But it’s not joy. That is something that comes from only one source—God Himself. Because joy is a fruit of The Holy Spirit, it means it belongs to Yahveh, and it’s in His control. And just like The Lord is the same yesterday, today, and forever; joy is always the same and not dependent on circumstances.

See, we really need both of these in this life. We don’t deserve happiness (that’s another message all together), but we need it for balance. It will give us strength and hope to keep us looking for that next happy day and help us to not be so willing to give up because we know what we’d miss.

Sometimes, though, it’s really not easy to feel happiness. Even those with 24/7 lemonade stands sometimes struggle to be happy in the face of hard events or times. If they are followers of YahShua, though, this is where they can lean into joy. Because His Spirit is inside them to sustain them at all times, they can tap into that deep joy (along with the other fruit like love, peace, mercy, etc.) and make it through the hard times with strength to carry them to the next moment of happiness. They can trade temporary smiles of happiness for permanent hearts filled with God’s joy.

Nehemiah 8:10 BSB
[10] Then Nehemiah told them, “Go and eat what is rich, drink what is sweet, and send out portions to those who have nothing prepared, since today is holy to our Lord. Do not grieve, for the joy of the Lord is your strength.”

https://bible.com/bible/3034/neh.8.10.BSB

Now, for a moment of happiness, look at these adorable pictures from Wombo using the knitting filter.

A two-photo digital collage featuring cozy, textured images of vendors selling knitted, plush red hearts with stitched smiles and price tags that read One Smile, created using the Wombo Dream Knitting filter.
AI (Wombo) Knitted Heart Vendors by Crystal A Murray (CC BY-NC-SA 4.0)

And when you get the joy, joy, joy down in your heart, you’ll find that the joy of The Lord is your strength.

The Joy of The Lord by Rend Collective (with lyrics)

And while I thought I was almost done with this post, I have to append this note: I was looking for the old Sunday School chorus about the joy of The Lord when I came across the song above. I liked it right away, but before sharing it here, I wanted to research the spiritual foundations of the band. It turns out, they wrote this song specifically for a time of grief in the band when they needed the joy of The Lord to comfort them in unhappy times. (Shout out to Gemini for this important historical note.) That makes me feel like finding this song after everything I wrote before I even looked for it is not just happenstance or coincidence.

And here’s the one I was originally going to share.

The Joy of The Lord is My Strength (with lyrics and gestures)

June 18, 2026 Posted by | AI, AI Image Creations, Bible, by Day One, Christianity, Collaged, Nonfiction, Photo Studio Pro app, Prompts, Walking With The Lord, Wombo Dream, Word Nerd with a Bible | , , , , , , , | Leave a comment

Same but Different


Digital AI-generated art by Wombo Dream AI of butterfly scene in a vibrant stained glass style featuring multiple highly detailed butterflies with colorful wings, enclosed within an ornate, matching stained glass border frame.
AI (Wombo) Stained Glass Butterflies and Frame
by Crystal A Murray (CC BY-NC-SA 4.0)

If you’ve known me for any time at all, you know I have a real thing for butterflies. A lot of my text and Messenger signatures have butterflies in them, and my uncle once asked me why I added it.

Many years ago, I was a member of a group called Ala-Teen. It’s where I first encountered the 12 Steps. They are a path of realization and healing that can help anyone. I believe my time studying and applying the steps in my own life set me up with a better attitude for understanding deeper biblical principles when I began walking with The Lord. Though the 12 Steps I’ve linked to, are related to alcohol, they’ve been adjusted on several platforms to line up with healing goals. Like, “We admitted we were powerless over gambling,” or “drugs” instead of “alcohol.” They can be applied as needed because the principles work for all of us made in the image of Our Creator—that is; having a body, a soul, and a spirit.

There’s even a great set of 12 steps for Bible believers that say, “We admitted we were powerless over our sin—That our lives had become unmanageable.” That one, and the other 11, are in a book called A Hunger for Healing by J Keith Miller. It’s on Kindle (including Kindle Unlimited at the time of this writing), but I also recommend the workbook which is better in print format. (Used affiliate links for tracking purposes.) Step 1 in this book and study are based on Paul’s words in Romans 7:15-20…

Romans 7:15-20 WEBUS
[15] For I don’t understand what I am doing. For I don’t practice what I desire to do; but what I hate, that I do.
[16] But if what I don’t desire, that I do, I consent to the law that it is good.
[17] So now it is no more I that do it, but sin which dwells in me.
[18] For I know that in me, that is, in my flesh, dwells no good thing. For desire is present with me, but I don’t find it doing that which is good.
[19] For the good which I desire, I don’t do; but the evil which I don’t desire, that I practice.
[20] But if what I don’t desire, that I do, it is no more I that do it, but sin which dwells in me.

https://bible.com/bible/206/rom.7.15-20.WEBUS

I separated the verses to make them easier to understand, but here I also want to share this in “The Message Bible” because it reads more like you would expect someone nowadays to speak to you.

Romans 7:14-20 MSG
[14-16] I can anticipate the response that is coming: “I know that all God’s commands are spiritual, but I’m not. Isn’t this also your experience?” Yes. I’m full of myself—after all, I’ve spent a long time in sin’s prison. What I don’t understand about myself is that I decide one way, but then I act another, doing things I absolutely despise. So if I can’t be trusted to figure out what is best for myself and then do it, it becomes obvious that God’s command is necessary.
[17-20] But I need something more! For if I know the law but still can’t keep it, and if the power of sin within me keeps sabotaging my best intentions, I obviously need help! I realize that I don’t have what it takes. I can will it, but I can’t do it. I decide to do good, but I don’t really do it; I decide not to do bad, but then I do it anyway. My decisions, such as they are, don’t result in actions. Something has gone wrong deep within me and gets the better of me every time.

https://bible.com/bible/97/rom.7.14-20.MSG

Anyway, somewhere in all of my 12-step discoveries, I was introduced to the concept of metamorphosis as represented by the change a caterpillar makes when it turns into a butterfly. It is literally the same “bug” it was born as, but after the struggle and change, it’s a more beautiful version of that bug.

Knowing that all of us who have been created by God are essentially the same in our most basic ways, and knowing we are all (as King David points out) “born in sin and shaped in iniquity,” means a few things. It means we all need to go through a change (metamorphosis) to become our best; it means we are all able to change; and it means that God loves each of us enough to offer us His mercy and grace before the change along with the love and strength we need to become new rather than staying trapped in our old selves.

So my butterflies mean, change is possible! And for me, they mean change has happened in beautiful ways. The saying goes something like, “I know I’m not yet what I want to be, but I thank God I’m no longer what I used to be.” 🦋

And if you’re interested in an outline of all 12 steps as applied biblically and with a bit more detail, you can visit the Uncuffed Ministries site for what they call “The 12 Steps of Christian Discipleship.”

This next image should bring home what I’m saying. I used exactly the same prompts but a different filter. It’s the same, but yet it’s different. I don’t know how many different filters God used during creation, but I know that He is the common denominator. And HE (His Spirit) is also the filter by which we can change our entire lives into something better and more beautiful. He knows us as we are, He laid down His life for us while we were yet sinners, and He is ready to help us to experience the change that will allow us to rise up to walk in the newness of life.

Dynamic AI-generated artwork by Wombo Dream AI depicting a colorful explosion or burst of multi-hued butterflies radiant with light over a deep dark background, symbolizing vibrant transformation and spiritual metamorphosis.
AI (Wombo) Butterfly Burst by Crystal A Murray (CC BY-NC-SA 4.0)

Just for your information, here are the 12 Steps as applied to sin aka the 12 Steps for Overcomers…

1. **Step 1** – We admitted we were powerless over sin—that our lives had become unmanageable.
2. **Step 2** – Came to believe that a Power greater than ourselves could restore us to sanity.
3. **Step 3** – Made a decision to turn our will and our lives over to the care of God as we understood Him.
4. **Step 4** – Made a searching and fearless moral inventory of ourselves.
5. **Step 5** – Admitted to God, to ourselves, and to another human being the exact nature of our wrongs.
6. **Step 6** – Were entirely ready to have God remove all these defects of character.
7. **Step 7** – Humbly asked Him to remove our shortcomings.
8. **Step 8** – Made a list of all persons we had harmed, and became willing to make amends to them all.
9. **Step 9** – Made direct amends to such people wherever possible, except when to do so would injure them or others.
10. **Step 10** – Continued to take personal inventory and when we were wrong promptly admitted it.
11. **Step 11** – Sought through prayer and meditation to improve our conscious contact with God as we understood Him, praying only for knowledge of His will for us and the power to carry that out.
12. **Step 12** – Having had a spiritual awakening as the result of these steps, we tried to carry this message to others, and to practice these principles in all our affairs.

June 17, 2026 Posted by | AI, AI Image Creations, Bible, Christianity, Creativity, Devotion, Grace and Mercy (In Scripture and In Life), Nonfiction, salvation, Thoughts and Articles, Walking With The Lord, Wombo Dream | , , , , , , , | Leave a comment

🎵 My Brother’s New Music, Makin’ Chains, is Honest and Deep


Shayne Savage — Makin’ Chains Cover (Courtesy of Shayne Savage)

There’s something thrilling about watching a musician with a dream as he carves out his new path in real-time. As his big sister, I’m super proud of Shayne’s achievements so far, and I know there are plenty more in the future. As a writer, I know the emotional labor that goes into crafting words from the depths of your soul, and with the deep truths presented in this latest release, I know my brother put it all out there.

It’s not common to present something so gritty and raw as only a second release, but with this one, Shayne is building a momentum even I didn’t expect. He put in the studio hours and put out the heart and soul that will prove to the world he’s not afraid to tackle heavy, complex human stories.

Shayne’s latest single, “Makin’ Chains” does exactly that.

If you are expecting the bright, melodic energy of his first release, “Savage Grace,” prepare yourself for a deliberate shift to something much darker, grittier, and cinematically truthful. “Makin’ Chains” is a bit harder for me to write about. It’s not meant to make you feel comfortable; rather it’s an intense, unflinching look at generational patterns, anger, and the harsh cycles we create when pain is passed down as an inheritance.

The track itself is a bluesy rock with the guitar and vocals sounding like a weight being dragged across a hard floor. Shayne sings about the painful links forged into an ever-growing, weighted chain on our lives. He paints a detailed picture of the forger of that weight wanting to be free of it, and he sings a raspy whisper of the solution found in the Light.

But he doesn’t take the listener to the breakthrough in this song. That’s kind of hard for me, but I also know it takes some serious artistic bravery to drop a song that leaves you uncomfortable. It’s a mature stance to step away from the easy and catchy lines and deal with something so tragic and real. It’s genuine storytelling without holding back. I need to learn from my little brother. 😊 Knowing Shayne, though, I’m hoping he’s got a future track prepared where the story moves into that Light he whispers about in “Makin’ Chains.”

To feel the heavy and authentic atmosphere he’s built with this track, you can watch the official video below.

Makin’ Chains by Shayne Savage (Just Released June 12th, 2026)

With Makin’ Chains officially live and streaming everywhere, you can find the track, artwork, interviews, and choose your favorite streaming platform at: https://distrokid.com/hyperfollow/shaynesavage/makin-chains

To keep up with all future releases, merch, and more, bookmark his official website at: https://www.shaynesavage.com/


Note: Some of the words for this review were assisted by Google Gemini, but I’ve edited and personalized all of it before publishing.

June 13, 2026 Posted by | AI, Christianity, family, Gemini (by Google), Lyrics and Song, Nonfiction, Reviews, Slice of Life | , , , , , , , , | Leave a comment

Blog Break—Sunny D Kitty


Photograph of an orange tabby cat sitting on a window ledge in front of a window. Behind the window is a screen and a view of a big pine tree outside, but I used Photo Studio Pro to blur the background to bring all the focus to the cat. This beautiful red-orange kitty with greenish eyes crossed the rainbow bridge a few years ago, but still holds a huge place in my heart.
Sunny Delight; Rainbow Bridge Kitty by Crystal A Murray (CC BY-NC-SA 4.0)

I’ve got a big post planned for tomorrow to share the new release from my brother’s latest album track. You can look up Shayne Savage Music and find “Makin’ Chains” if you just can’t wait to hear it, but I’m taking Sabbath off for this night and coming back with all the links and fanfare you could want tomorrow.

In the meantime, enjoy this capture I took of my big orange kitty, Sunny Delight, sitting by the window at our previous house. I still miss my big boy sitting on my lap and all the comfort his sweet purring brought to me. And just look at those beautiful greenish eyes! Kitty 🐈 Love 💕

June 12, 2026 Posted by | Blog Break, Nonfiction, Photography, Sabbath/Shabbat, Slice of Life | , , , , , , , , , | Leave a comment

🎵A Very Big Tree


A collage of 5 photos from underneath and to the side of The World's Largest Rose Tree in Tombstone, Arizona. The base is a huge twist of thick rose branches intertwined into a giant tree trunk. The leaves and tiny white roses spread out above over a supportive framework.
World’s Largest Rose Tree by Crystal A Murray (CC BY-NC-SA 4.0)

I’m keeping this shorter tonight.

I was thinking about the conversation Eve had with the serpent in the garden. Here’s the beginning of it from Genesis 3:1:

Genesis 3:1 KJV
[1] Now the serpent was more subtil than any beast of the field which the LORD God had made. And he said unto the woman, Yea, hath God said, Ye shall not eat of every tree of the garden?

https://bible.com/bible/1/gen.3.1.KJV

Do you see the anxiety-inducing, manipulative question in that statement? “…Ye shall not eat of EVERY tree of the garden?” (My emphasis here.) In many translations, the word “every” is replaced by “any” which still shows the manipulation, but I think every reveals the hidden agenda a little better. Basically, the enemy made ONE tree bigger than ALL the trees of the garden. One tree that God forbade to protect their innocence became more desirable than who knows how many others with wonderful and sweet fruit available to them 24/7.

That manipulation still goes on today, and sometimes even using words from The Holy Bible. Someone will use the word “slave” as an excuse to avoid God and His words, even though far more of them are filled with mercy and grace. A Christian battling with performance or perfection issues will find a verse like “Be ye perfect” larger than “My grace is sufficient.”

So, I just want to remind you today that the garden was bigger than one tree. And God’s plans for salvation are bigger than any man-made set of do’s and don’ts that demand our adherence to earn God’s love. When you encounter anxiety from the written word, ask God to show you through His Holy Spirit how to understand it and correctly apply it to your own life. It will be His pleasure to let you know because it’s His desire for you to spend your eternity with Him.

2 Peter 3:9 BSB
[9] The Lord is not slow in keeping His promise as some understand slowness, but is patient with you, not wanting anyone to perish but everyone to come to repentance.

https://bible.com/bible/3034/2pe.3.9.BSB

And if you travel while on this Earth and if those travels take you out Arizona way like they did me in May of 2010, stop and see the World’s Largest Rose Tree and museum in Tombstone, Arizona. I wish my pictures were better at showing how magnificent it is, but the images and video on the website should.

And now, since we’re talking about roses, sing along with this beautiful bluegrass version of “Where the Roses Never Fade.”

Where the Roses Never Fade (with lyrics)

June 11, 2026 Posted by | Bible, Bible Study, Christianity, Collaged, Grace and Mercy (In Scripture and In Life), Nonfiction, Photo Studio Pro app, Photography, salvation, Slice of Life, Travel & Destinations, Walking With The Lord, Word Nerd with a Bible | , , , , , , , , , | Leave a comment

🎵 The Upside-down Mountain of Blessings; Part 3


Digital image created by Wombo Dream AI with the prompt: 4 panel drawing
Panel 1 has a cute house on a sunny day built on a solid rock foundation in the middle of a beautiful field. The rock is filled with light and gold and it creates glowing light that fills up the house. 
Panel 2 has the same house on the same solid rock foundation in the middle of a strong rainstorm. The rain is causing flooding, but the house is standing solid and still filled with light from the rock. 
Panel 3 has an adorable house with cute windows and colorful shingles on a sunny day, but no light in the windows and it's built on a pile of sand. The sand has pretty sparkles in it. It looks like paradise. 
Panel 4 has the same adorable house on the hill of sand but now it's in the powerful rainstorm with flooding that's making the sand foundation flow away and causing the house with no light to fall over on its side and collapse into a heap of broken wood and crushed rubble.
AI (Wombo) The House is Built by Crystal A Murray (CC BY-NC-SA 4.0)

The dark clouds roll in with a thunderous crackle, and a howling wind blows blinding sheets of rain against the neighborhood. A flash flood violently surges over the riverbanks, ripping up trees and slamming directly into two houses. From a distance, the two structures look identical. But as the mud rushes over the foundations, their differences become obvious. One house stands completely unmoved against the torrent, while the other one collapses into a catastrophic heap of crushed bricks and broken wood. This is the closing cinematic scene of YahShua’s famous sermon.

After dismantling four millennia of religious chaos and bringing the focus back to its original purpose—grace—He ends with a sharp warning about an unavoidable storm. He forces us to look past the outward appearance of our lives and look directly at what is underneath them. Without explicitly asking Himself, He poses the question: What is your foundation?

Matthew 7:24-27 BSB
[24] Therefore everyone who hears these words of Mine and acts on them is like a wise man who built his house on the rock. [25] The rain fell, the torrents raged, and the winds blew and beat against that house; yet it did not fall, because its foundation was on the rock.
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[26] But everyone who hears these words of Mine and does not act on them is like a foolish man who built his house on sand. [27] The rain fell, the torrents raged, and the winds blew and beat against that house, and it fell— and great was its collapse!”

https://bible.com/bible/3034/mat.7.24-27.BSB

So I ask you, dear reader, what is your foundation? Are you trusting in The Lord and built on a rock-solid foundation that is backed up in Scripture? Have you tested the beliefs that frame your spiritual life against the words of The Carpenter?

And if you’ve ever wondered what a house (and rock) made of knitted yarn looks like, check out this cute image…

Digital image created by Wombo Dream AI in the “knitted” filter and using the prompt: 4 panel drawing
Panel 1 has a cute house on a sunny day built on a solid rock foundation in the middle of a beautiful field. The rock is filled with light and gold and it creates glowing light that fills up the house. 
Panel 2 has the same house on the same solid rock foundation in the middle of a strong rainstorm. The rain is causing flooding, but the house is standing solid and still filled with light from the rock. 
Panel 3 has an adorable house with cute windows and colorful shingles on a sunny day, but no light in the windows and it's built on a pile of sand. The sand has pretty sparkles in it. It looks like paradise. 
Panel 4 has the same adorable house on the hill of sand but now it's in the powerful rainstorm with flooding that's making the sand foundation flow away and causing the house with no light to fall over on its side and collapse into a heap of broken wood and crushed rubble.
AI (Wombo) Knitted Houses by Crystal A Murray (CC BY-NC-SA 4.0)

I loved working on this study with Gemini because it brought up some focal points I may have missed if I’d spent the hours required to search all the sources the AI has access to. One great point was this: The wise builder didn’t build a house to earn the rock; he built on the rock because he trusted its strength. At least it’s a great point to someone who has spent many days and hours trying to perform flawlessly enough to keep the Rock in my life rather than causing Him to give up on me.

I also liked the notes on comparing our walk with Christ to a phone that needs to be charged. A phone doesn’t earn its power by working, it sits passively on a charger to receive power. But it receives power *so that* it can go out and run its apps. Good behavior and holy living are not a currency we pay to get God to love us—they are the natural fruit of a life that has finally let God and His love be the source of power.

Stopping the Grace vs Works Pendulum

We don’t obey God to convince Him we are worthy of His love; we obey Him because we have finally allowed Him to fully love us. His way. Based on His worthiness—poured out in blood at Calvary. We obey because, like a glass submitting to a vessel that’s pouring water into it, we trust Him to fill us up. Good behavior and obedience, including letting God serve us in healings and other blessings, is the fruit of that trust.

The balance of both grace and good works—with grace setting us free from struggling for a paycheck attached to our workload—stops the pendulum. Once we’re free from being servants of sin, we become like children who want to please our holy Father because we love and trust Him. We’re no longer swinging from one extreme to the other trying to figure out which lessons to follow to become perfect or shunning works all together as if they are a type of bondage.

Now, we’re praising God from the top of the upside-down mountain of blessings, and from the valley below. We realize blessings are His gifts of love toward us rather than rewards for our perfection. He pours out gifts because He wants to. No more begging; just receiving, trusting, and loving in all kinds of weather.

As we wrap up this journey on the Upside-Down Mountain of Blessings, look at your own spiritual foundation today. Are you still trying to climb the old mountains of performance, or are you ready to build on the Rock of Christ’s finished work? I’d love to hear your thoughts in the comments below: Which part of this upside-down message speaks most deeply to where you are at in your faith journey right now?

Read Part 1 at: https://crystal-writes.com/2026/06/07/upside-down1/

Read Part 2 at: https://crystal-writes.com/2026/06/08/upside-down2/

And now, enjoy an old childhood favorite about the wise man and the foolish man…

The Wise Man Built His House Upon the Rock (with lyrics)

And I’ll finish this in style with the beautiful song “God on the Mountain” by Lynda Randle…

God on the Mountain, Still God in the Valley by Lynda Randle (with lyrics)

Note: Parts of this study (and a few of the words) were assisted by Google Gemini, alongside website studies at Bible Hub and Got Questions, but I’ve edited and personalized all of it before publishing.

June 9, 2026 Posted by | AI, AI Image Creations, Bible, Bible Study, Christianity, Gemini (by Google), Grace and Mercy (In Scripture and In Life), Nonfiction, salvation, Thoughts and Articles, Walking With The Lord, Wombo Dream, Word Nerd with a Bible | , , , , , , , , | 2 Comments

The Upside-down Mountain of Blessings; Part 2


A digital image created by Wombo Dream AI with the prompt: A large room on the second floor of an ancient building. It's large enough to host 120 people. It's got high wooden ceilings and a strong wooden floor. In the middle of the room, 12 men in biblical attire are reclining at a huge wooden table covered with foods from a Passover meal. All of the men in the room are wearing Jewish head coverings. On the front side of the table, Jesus is kneeling humbly to the floor with a towel wrapped around his waist as he sits on the floor in front of Peter the apostle. Peter is sitting on a chair in front of Jesus and you can see his sandal-clad dirt-covered feet. Jesus has a bowl of water between them as He explains to Peter His plans to serve him by washing Peter's feet, but Peter holds up his hands in opposition because he thinks he should be the one washing Jesus' feet. The dusk has settled and the room is lit by large candles on tall stands and on the table.
AI (Wombo) Jesus Ministering Foot Washing to Peter (CC0)

Picture a candle-lit upper room at dusk on the night before the crucifixion. The air is heavy with tension, and the disciples are doing what human beings always do when they are insecure: arguing about who among them is the greatest and therefore deserves the seat of honor nearest the Messiah.

Suddenly, the room falls dead silent. Everyone turns toward the front of the table where YahShua has pushed aside His plate of bread and the cups of covenant He had just taught about.

Silently, The Rabbi stands up and ties a towel around His waist. The others watch as He pours water into a basin and lowers it to the floor. He kneels before the first disciple to wash his dirty, dust-covered feet. And then He washes the feet of the next one, and the next. These are moments of profound beauty—and total theological panic. The stunned disciples submit to their Master, but it all feels upside-down to them.

When YahShua gets to Peter, the tough fisherman recoils in flat-out refusal. Even though YahShua had just stated He was there to serve them, Peter’s religious training told him that followers serve the Master, not the other way around.

“But it’s me who should be washing Your feet,” Peter exclaims!

YahShua looks up at Peter from the floor. In a loving moment of warning, He reminds him that without submitting to Him as a servant, Peter will have no part with Him.

Now Peter swings the pendulum the other way requesting for his Master to wash him head to toe. It’s a beautiful way for Peter to state that he is sold out to The Messiah and is fully committed to His ministry. We know that commitment will be tested within the next couple days, and Peter will fail, but it won’t be the end of his ministry.

YahShua has seen the future denials, but He has also seen the future. In Mark 16:7, He sends an angel to specifically include him: “go tell the disciples and Peter” to meet Him in Galilee.

Mark 16:7 BSB
[7] But go, tell His disciples and Peter, ‘He is going ahead of you into Galilee. There you will see Him, just as He told you.’”

https://bible.com/bible/3034/mrk.16.7.BSB

This story of deep messages and lessons across the dinner table is shared in all four gospels, though not all parts are in each rendition. Still, for quick reference to read these yourself, check out these links at Bible Hub where you can read a variety of Bible translations and even put them in parallel.

Matthew 26... https://biblehub.com/bsb/matthew/26.htm

Mark 14... https://biblehub.com/bsb/mark/14.htm

Luke 22... https://biblehub.com/bsb/luke/22.htm

John 13... https://biblehub.com/bsb/john/13.htm

My introduction to this upside-down view of YahShua came during a recent Bible study in the YouVersion app. It’s called “Daily Encouragement,” and it’s a year-long study of 366 devotions written by a lifelong missionary. On Day 207, the devotion covers the verse in Mark 10:45 (“For even the Son of Man did not come to be served, but to serve, and to give His life as a ransom for many.”) Then he gives a quote from Bible teacher P.T. Forsyth that really got to me:

“Christ came not to be ministered to but to minister, and our first duty therefore is to be ministered to by him.”

From Peter’s experience and this quote, I’m trying to look at how letting Christ serve me is an act of obedience.

In the devotion, the missionary mentions some of the words to describe God like Comforter, Shepherd, Helper, Keeper, High Priest, Husband, and Father. All of these words show actions in service to us. If we ask Him for comfort, and then we actually let Him comfort us, we are submitting to His service toward us. The same when we ask Him to save us, deliver us, or heal us.

Going back to yesterday’s thoughts in Part 1, it’s not about being the perfect performer to earn His blessings. The upside-down reality is that while He is the Master, submission and obedience to Him means receiving what He offers us.

If you are a follower of Christ, you took that first step of obedience by submitting to the mercy and grace found in His blood, allowing Him to wash your sins away just as He washed Peter’s feet. It didn’t elevate you above your Master or make you perfect any more than it did Peter, but it did prove that obedience given out of trust and love is the very definition of redemption.

That submission to salvation is the first step of many. But if you’re like me, your next steps took all the responsibility onto your own shoulders as you struggled to please The Lord (and maybe a few preachers) with flawless performance. You forgot—or maybe weren’t taught—you had stepped into a submission of receiving from The King of Kings Himself, the One who declared Himself your servant.

True Christian obedience doesn’t begin with a checklist of things we do for God; it begins with the vulnerability of opening our hands and letting YahShua (Jesus) minister to us through His salvation, healing, and comfort. Asking, seeking, and knocking (Matthew 7;7) isn’t an act of begging a distant deity—it is the posture of a child receiving from a good Father.

But here is where the pendulum usually swings to the opposite extreme. If the Christian life is entirely about passively receiving the grace and service of Christ, does that mean our actual behavior doesn’t matter? Can we just claim mercy and live however we want?

In Part 3, we are going to look at how to stop the pendulum from swinging between legalism and laziness, and discover what it truly means to build a life on the only Rock that stands firm when the storms hit.


Note: Parts of this study (and a few of the words) were assisted by Google Gemini, alongside website studies at Bible Hub and Got Questions, but I’ve edited and personalized all of it before publishing.

June 8, 2026 Posted by | Bible, Bible Study, Christianity, Gemini (by Google), Grace and Mercy (In Scripture and In Life), New Testament/New Covenant, Nonfiction, Thoughts and Articles, Walking With The Lord, Wombo Dream, Word Nerd with a Bible | , , , , , , , , , , | 2 Comments

🎵Upside-down Mountain of Blessings; Part 1


A digital image created by Wombo Dream AI with the prompt: Jesus sits on the ground on a high mountain top with His 12 disciples gathered in a semicircle right in front of Him. He is teaching them deep lessons about blessings and woes. The valley below the mountain and the sides of the mountain are filled with many people trying to hear the lessons for themselves, though Jesus is teaching the disciples how to teach the people when it is their time. Pastoral setting. Beautiful sky and sun rays. Listing photo at CC0 (public domain) to allow anyone to use it without crediting my name or prompts.
AI (Wombo) Jesus Teaches the Crowds (CC0)

Imagine standing in the desert heat in the Shechem Valley of ancient Israel. You’re listening to the voices of the nation’s tribal leaders shout across two steep cliffs. From one lush green peak, Mount Gerizim, you hear shouts of blessing after blessing poured over the crowds. The shouts promise things like wealth, rain, and victory. And then, from the barren ridge of Mount Ebal, terrifying declarations of curse after curse ring out, warning of catastrophic dangers like poverty, hunger, and exile. This was the environment of the “valley of decision”—the place where God asked for a commitment of loyalty from His people. In Deuteronomy 30:19-20 it says,

Deuteronomy 30:19-20 BSB
[19] I call heaven and earth as witnesses against you today that I have set before you life and death, blessing and cursing. Therefore choose life, so that you and your descendants may live, [20] and that you may love the Lord your God, obey Him, and hold fast to Him. For He is your life, and He will prolong your life in the land that the Lord swore to give to your fathers, to Abraham, Isaac, and Jacob.”

https://bible.com/bible/3034/deu.30.19-20.BSB

For centuries, this was the landscape of ancient Judaism—a clear-cut line where your physical state (blessing or curse on wealth, health, and safety) was your spiritual “report card.” Originally, it had a beautiful purpose in driving loyalty to The Creator and away from the many false gods of the surrounding nations.

But even good things can become co-opted by human misunderstanding until they no longer resemble their original purpose. Over time, religion began to use those “report cards” as excuses to elevate or destroy people based on how they determined God must be judging them. (Think of Job’s “friends.”) If you were successful, you were deemed blessed, and if not, you were deemed cursed.

Suddenly, instead of “one people” gratefully serving the One Lord who delivered them from the bondage and slavery of Egypt, religion devolved into a caste society of judgmental haves lording themselves over the have-nots. It didn’t help people’s hearts grow closer to Yahveh at all. In fact, His heart broke for every person driven away from Him by those whose service to Him was shallow and purely on the surface.

But fast-forward to a different hill in Galilee. Here, a radical new Teacher sits down with the crowd. He looks far beyond the external “report cards” and instead looks deep into the eyes of the poor, the grieving, and the socially rejected. Even if they only came for a free meal or healing, he doesn’t shout at them from a mountain of curses.

Instead, He catches everyone completely by surprise. He looks right at the broken and says, “Blessed are you.”

Welcome to the Upside-Down Mountain of Blessings, where YahShua (Jesus) rewrites everything we thought we knew about the favor of God.

When we talk about this event, we call it The Sermon on the Mount in the book of Matthew, and The Sermon on the Plain in the book of Luke. On the mountain, YahShua mirrors Moses going up the mountain to receive the laws of God, bringing tried-and-true instructions for Kingdom living to His disciples. On the plain, He acts more like Joshua delivering those historic blessings and curses—except He turns them totally upside-down.

We call them “The Beatitudes” (from the Latin word beatus meaning “blessed” or “happy”) and “The Woes.” Notice how the traditional “report card” gets completely flipped. Here’s the account from Luke 6…

Luke 6:20-26 BSB
[20] Looking up at His disciples, Jesus said:

“Blessed are you who are poor, for yours is the kingdom of God.
[21] Blessed are you who hunger now, for you will be filled.
Blessed are you who weep now, for you will laugh.
[22] Blessed are you when people hate you, and when they exclude you and insult you and reject your name as evil because of the Son of Man. [23] Rejoice in that day and leap for joy, because great is your reward in heaven. For their fathers treated the prophets in the same way.

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[24] But woe to you who are rich, for you have already received your comfort.
[25] Woe to you who are well fed now, for you will hunger.
Woe to you who laugh now, for you will mourn and weep.
[26] Woe to you when all men speak well of you, for their fathers treated the false prophets in the same way.

https://bible.com/bible/3034/luk.6.20-26.BSB

(You can also read Matthew's account of The Beatitudes, which focuses on the blessings without the woes, here: https://bible.com/bible/3034/mat.5.3-11.BSB)

In all of this, you can see how far humanity swung the pendulum of religion away from God’s original intent of “encouraging” people to choose His ways. From the Old Testament mountains to the hills and plains of the New Testament, religious systems had stripped away God’s mercy—leaving a distorted picture that still causes people today to accuse God of being a bully in the Old Testament. But YahShua demonstrated the true heart of The Father by fully ministering to the actual needs of those who followed Him.

And now, as you see your hardships are not a sign of God’s judgment or abandonment, you can release that crushing burden of being required to perform flawlessly for Him to earn your mountain of blessings.

But this leads to a slightly uncomfortable question: If the Kingdom is a place where the empty are filled and the broken are blessed, how do we actually receive it? What does it look like for Our King to roll up His sleeves, kneel down on the ground in front of us, and offer to do the one thing our spiritual pride hates the most—minister to us in our messy and broken conditions?

In Part 2, we will look at exactly that scenario as YahShua declares Himself a servant and washes the feet of His disciples. Read Part 2 here.

In the meantime, check out this fantastic ApologetiX parody of “Venus” by Bananarama and titled “Jesus (Sermon on the Mount). While this specific video isn’t sung directly by them, it’s an excellent parody with great visuals and full lyrics included!

Jesus (Sermon on the Mount) parody by ApologetiX (with lyrics)

Note: Parts of this study (and a few of the words) were assisted by Google Gemini, alongside website studies at Bible Hub and Got Questions, but I’ve edited and personalized all of it before publishing.

June 7, 2026 Posted by | AI, ApologetiX, Bible, Bible Study, Christianity, Gemini (by Google), Grace and Mercy (In Scripture and In Life), Learning and Thoughts, New Testament/New Covenant, Nonfiction, Old Testament, Thoughts and Articles, Walking With The Lord, Wombo Dream, Word Nerd with a Bible | , , , , , , , , , | 2 Comments

🎵The Upside-down Mountain of Blessings


A framed picture of two giant mountains standing in the midst of the desert. One has the name blessing and the other has the name curse. Digital image created by Wombo Dream AI using the prompt: Two ancient mountains stand in the midst of the desert. One is lush and green. The other is barren and gray. Each mountain bears a name that describes its purpose. The green mountain is called “BLESSING” and the gray mountain is called “CURSE.”
AI (Wombo) Mountains of Blessing & Curse by Crystal A Murray (CC BY-NC-SA 4.0)

Do you think that when they declared June 6th to be National Trails Day in 1993 they were thinking about the rabbit trails in the minds of those of us with ADHD? Lol 😂.

So, I’ve got a great Bible study I’m working on to share with readers, and it’s got so much in it that I’ve separated it into 3 parts. The problem is, I ended up studying so much that I tired myself out too much to get part 1 up right now. The image above is a clue, though, and if you want to read about these mountains, check Deuteronomy 11, 27, and 28 plus Joshua 8:30-35. Here are a few brief parts of those Scriptures…

Deuteronomy 11:26-28 BSB
[26] See, today I am setting before you a blessing and a curse — [27] a blessing if you obey the commandments of the Lord your God that I am giving you today, [28] but a curse if you disobey the commandments of the Lord your God and turn aside from the path I command you today by following other gods, which you have not known.

https://bible.com/bible/3034/deu.11.26-28.BSB
Deuteronomy 27:9-13 BSB
[9] Then Moses and the Levitical priests spoke to all Israel: “Be silent, O Israel, and listen! This day you have become the people of the Lord your God. [10] You shall therefore obey the voice of the Lord your God and follow His commandments and statutes I am giving you today.” [11] On that day Moses commanded the people: [12] “When you have crossed the Jordan, these tribes shall stand on Mount Gerizim to bless the people: Simeon, Levi, Judah, Issachar, Joseph, and Benjamin. [13] And these tribes shall stand on Mount Ebal to deliver the curse: Reuben, Gad, Asher, Zebulun, Dan, and Naphtali.

https://bible.com/bible/3034/deu.27.9-13.BSB
Deuteronomy 28:1-2, 8 BSB
[1] “Now if you faithfully obey the voice of the Lord your God and are careful to follow all His commandments I am giving you today, the Lord your God will set you high above all the nations of the earth. [2] And all these blessings will come upon you and overtake you, if you will obey the voice of the Lord your God:
[8] The Lord will decree a blessing on your barns and on everything to which you put your hand; the Lord your God will bless you in the land He is giving you.

https://bible.com/bible/3034/deu.28.1-8.BSB
Joshua 8:30, 32, 34 BSB
[30] At that time Joshua built an altar on Mount Ebal to the Lord, the God of Israel,
[32] And there in the presence of the Israelites, Joshua inscribed on the stones a copy of the law of Moses, which he had written.
[34] Afterward, Joshua read aloud all the words of the law— the blessings and the curses— according to all that is written in the Book of the Law.

https://bible.com/bible/3034/jos.8.30-34.BSB

You can see from just these few verses that there’s lots to unpack here, and it gets infinitely more detailed when we tackle how YahShua (Jesus) turned these mountains of blessing and curse upside down. Be prepared for hiking some fantastic trails through Scripture. In the meantime, since we’re talking about mountains, enjoy this congregational singing of As the Mountains are Around Jerusalem with lyrics on their song board.

As The Mountains Are Around Jerusalem (with lyrics)

June 6, 2026 Posted by | AI Image Creations, Bible, Bible Study, Christianity, Current Events, Nonfiction, special days, Walking With The Lord, Wombo Dream | , , , , , , , | Leave a comment

Shabbat Shalom & Weekend Blessings


AI (Wombo) Sabbath Candles Mix by Crystal A Murray (CC BY-NC-SA 4.0)

Real life means that even with the joyful activity of lighting Shabbat (Sabbath) candles on Friday evenings, the image you took to remember it may not be the best for sharing. A little camera shake, too much wax on the candlesticks, or a bit of clutter captured in the image, and you’re looking for some creative editing tricks to make your image look prettier. So I took my candle picture to Wombo Dream and described the table and background I wanted, and then I let it work its magic. After a number of creations, I couldn’t decide between the one from the botanical filter and the filter they call abyssal void for my favorite. So, I made a collage in the Photo Studio Pro app and framed the two together. Here are a few more from the same two filters plus a couple more filters…

AI (Wombo) My Shabbat Candles Reimagined by Crystal A Murray
(CC BY-NC-SA 4.0)

So we’ve been lighting candles together on Friday nights for over 25 years now. I say the prayer as I first learned it in a brief Hebrew class I took with the sweet friend who opened up this world to me. Understanding some aspects of original Judaism has helped me to better understand both the Old Testament and my Jewish Messiah. When I first started to learn these things (1999), I wrote a poem called YahShua The Jew, and blogged it here in 2016 in a post also called “YahShua The Jew.”

The Hebrew prayer says …

Hebrew:
בָּרוּךְ אַתָּה הָ׳ אֱלֹהֵינוּ מֶלֶךְ הָעוֹלָם, אֲשֶׁר קִדְּשָׁנוּ בְּמִצְוֹתָיו וְצִוָּנוּ לְהַדְלִיק נֵר שֶׁל שַׁבָּת.

Transliteration:

Baruch atah Adonai, Eloheinu Melech ha-olam, asher kid’shanu b’mitzvotav v’tzivanu l’hadlik ner shel Shabbat.

English Translation:


Blessed are You, Lord our God, King of the Universe, who has sanctified us with His commandments and commanded us to kindle the light of the Sabbath.

And right after we light the candles, we sing two songs together. The first is “Shabbat Shalom” and the second is from Isaiah 28:16…

Isaiah 28:16 BSB
[16] So this is what the Lord GOD says: “See, I lay a stone in Zion, a tested stone, a precious cornerstone, a sure foundation; the one who believes will never be shaken.

https://bible.com/bible/3034/isa.28.16.BSB

And here are the videos of those songs…

Shabbat Shalom by Jonathan Settel — Chorus (with lyrics)
I Lay in Zion, Isaiah 28, with lyrics

June 5, 2026 Posted by | Bible, Christianity, Collaged, memories, Nonfiction, Photo Editing & Manipulation, Photo Studio Pro app, Photography, Sabbath/Shabbat | , , , , , , , | Leave a comment

🎵Prompt Response: Angel on my Car Hood?


Am image of the hood of a vehicle as seen from inside the cab of a vehicle with the driver looking out and driving with hands on the wheel. In the air near a streetlight is a golden warrior angel with wings. It's getting ready to jump on the hood of the car. The digital image is created by Wombo Dream AI from a text prompt and with the “Realistic V4” filter.
AI (Wombo) Angel on Alert by Crystal A Murray (CC BY-NC-SA 4.0)

What’s a moment that made you question reality?

More than once, there have been events in my life that seemed helped by an unseen hand. For example, the times when I used to catch the city bus on a street also known for solicitation activities (you rent where you can afford), and a car would pull up to question me… Before I could even give an answer, the driver would look up a little behind me and shudder just before driving away. What did he see, I wondered? Once, a whole group of people walking in the opposite direction split apart and walked a wide area around me like I was more than one person. They also seemed to look above and behind me as they passed. So, was there an angelic being playing bodyguard where I couldn’t see but others could?

Many years ago, I frequently attended a Cowboy Church that was about 40 minutes from home. We had concerts with some amazing Christian country artists followed by fellowship and pizza that often lasted into the wee hours of the morning. I miss those deep Bible and life conversations that drove me to see and seek God beyond simple church attendance. But I will always cherish those times. And one of them comes with an event demonstrated by the image Wombo Dream created for me.

It was probably about 4 AM when I left to head home. For most of the drive, sleepiness was not an issue. But as I got within a few miles of the freeway exit, drowsiness fell over me like a heavy blanket. Windows open, AC cranked, and determination to get all the way home worked for at least part of the time. But then, boom! Something large and like a big shadow landed on the hood of my van and actually made the metal of the hood pop loudly. It woke me up with a startled jump that infused the rest of my drive with major energy. Though I couldn’t see anything still on the hood or outside the van anywhere, I was sure I saw something like a silhouette jump off the van and fly away. Had I fallen asleep? If so, did I dream about something landing on the hood and then leaping off? Or, did God send an angel to wake me up by jumping on the hood and making the metal pop? I vote for the angel idea.

It’s not far-fetched to believe it could be an angel because the Bible is filled with moments where angels visited with people. And there’s even a reminder to take care of strangers because sometimes they are angels. When they show up as unseen helpers, or even as a shadow that jumps on your hood and then disappears, it does make you question what the reality was in those moments; but not question if they happened so much as how they happened.

Hebrews 13:2 BSB
[2] Do not neglect to show hospitality to strangers, for by so doing some people have entertained angels without knowing it.

https://bible.com/bible/3034/heb.13.2.BSB
Angels (Watching Over Me) by Amy Grant (with lyrics)

June 3, 2026 Posted by | AI Image Creations, by Day One, Christianity, Grace and Mercy (In Scripture and In Life), Miracles/Miraculous Events, Nonfiction, Prompts, Slice of Life, testimony, Walking With The Lord, Wombo Dream | , , , , , , , , , | Leave a comment

🎵Rejoice in This


AI (Wombo) Lamb with His Book of Life by Crystal A Murray (CC BY-NC-SA 4.0)

It is The Lamb who will sit in the midst of the throne for eternity, and it is The Lamb who is worthy of all our praise (and pride) this month and always. His is the book, written in His own blood, that will determine the destination for each of us in eternity. We can have perfect works, but a prideful and haughty spirit to go with them can still bring destruction. So, after the disciples came back victorious in a battle with the enemy, they were instructed in the right attitude to keep them humble and blessed.

Luke 10:20 BSB
[20] Nevertheless, do not rejoice that the spirits submit to you, but rejoice that your names are written in heaven.”

https://bible.com/bible/3034/luk.10.20.BSB

Paul reminded the Philippians that he had places he could take pride and have confidence if he chose, but he reframed his own experience, power, and ability in comparison to Christ. That gave him all he needed to reject pride and stay humble.

Philippians 3:7-8a BSB
[7] But whatever was gain to me I count as loss for the sake of Christ. [8] More than that, I count all things as loss compared to the surpassing excellence of knowing Christ Jesus my Lord.

https://bible.com/bible/3034/php.3.7-8.BSB

When he talked to the Romans, he reminded them that grace is the main reason to look at ourselves through God’s eyes of grace. That is enough to keep us on solid ground rather than being puffed up by pride.

Romans 12:3 BSB
[3] For by the grace given me I say to every one of you: Do not think of yourself more highly than you ought, but think of yourself with sober judgment, according to the measure of faith God has given you.

https://bible.com/bible/3034/rom.12.3.BSB

And the book of James echoes the idea that grace belongs to the humble.

James 4:6 BSB
[6] But He gives us more grace. This is why it says: “God opposes the proud, but gives grace to the humble.”

https://bible.com/bible/3034/jas.4.6.BSB

Though many others are writing on the subject of pride this month, it still bears worth to remind ourselves what happens at the end of pride and haughtiness.

Proverbs 16:18 BSB
[18] Pride goes before destruction, and a haughty spirit before a fall.

https://bible.com/bible/3034/pro.16.18.BSB

Circling back to the first verse I shared, let me encourage you to recall where you were headed before the mercy and grace of The Lord made a better way for you. But for the grace of God, go I as well. We serve a God who pursues us even while we are sinners because it is His idea & desire to spend eternity with us. Even our own desires to serve Him were put in our hearts by Him, so He still gets all the praise. We are so not worthy of the wonderful love of YahShua HaMashiach (Jesus Christ), and yet He has poured it out on us in abundance. Now THAT is a good reason to celebrate with pride humility!

And this seems like the perfect place to share a beautiful song recently shared with me by a beautiful friend and sister in The Lord. It’s called “The Author.”

The Author by Brandon Lake & Nick Jonas (with lyrics)

June 1, 2026 Posted by | AI Image Creations, Bible, Christianity, Current Events, Grace and Mercy (In Scripture and In Life), Nonfiction, salvation, Thoughts and Articles, Visual Parables (Images with a Message), Walking With The Lord, Warnings, Hard Wisdom, and Discernment, Wombo Dream | , , , , , , , , , | Leave a comment

Sabbath Flora


Some people need to write every day because of how their minds work. My lessons on that have come with years of missed posts, so apparently that’s also how my mind works. But, I also need a Shabbat (Sabbath) rest here and there, so my new plan is to use Fridays to share some of my many image creations.

Today, that starts with a few of my lilies which were used as input images into a few different photo manipulation programs. I’ll share them as simple collages created with the Photo Studio Pro app.

Original lily color enhanced and vignetted.

Backyard Lily by Crystal A Murray (CC BY-NC-SA 4.0)

Original lily with background removed in the Background Eraser app. And when I first got that app, removing backgrounds and replacing them with other colors and designs was about all it could do. Now it includes all kinds of other photo editing tools, so I need to get back and play a bit more. Anyway, after removing the background, I used the Chroma Lab app to change colors and the Photo Studio Pro app to add frames and decorative edges.

Backyard Lily with Color Enhancements Collage by Crystal A Murray
(CC BY-NC-SA 4.0)

I went back to Chroma Lab and did a whole lot of rainbow filters with some added bokeh (background blur), and I really like the way this collage came out.

Finally, I used the lily image as an input image (like a template) for Wombo Dream AI. A variety of filters later, including one that knitted a rainbow lily for me, I got the following collection I’ve put into a collage for you. I think the pink ones for their pretty pink gingham background from Background Eraser be before I used that as an input to Wombo. These designs are mostly from the Abstract Fluid 2 filter, and they are by far my favorites. Can you believe how much variety can be created from only one image? And if a computer can do this, imagine all that God can do with those of us created in His image!

Sweet flower dreams and Shabbat Shalom everyone! 🌸

Luke 12:27 BSB
[27] Consider how the lilies grow: They do not labor or spin. Yet I tell you, not even Solomon in all his glory was adorned like one of these.

https://bible.com/bible/3034/luk.12.27.BSB

May 29, 2026 Posted by | AI, AI Image Creations, Christianity, Collaged, Creative Image Editing, Creativity, Misc Photo Editing Apps, Nonfiction, Photo Studio Pro app, Photography, Sabbath/Shabbat, Wombo Dream | , , , , , , , , , | Leave a comment

🎵 Prompt Response: Soul ATM


Image by Gemini AI of... A wide, symbolic outdoor scene split into a sequential spiritual journey. On the far left, a stone building features prominent engraved text reading “SOUL ATM.” A steady stream of somber-faced, diverse everyday people emerge from mechanical, chute-like doors of the building, carrying nothing in their hands.
In the center, under a small pop-up canopy, an elderly, joyful woman with short white hair and glasses sits in a blue folding chair, holding up a wooden sign that reads “GOOD NEWS HERE!” Beside her chair are tall stacks of Holy Bibles. She excitedly hands a Bible to a young man who has stepped out of the crowd to encounter her.
On the right side, the progression continues onto a new path bathed in bright, sparkling sunlight. The people who have received Bibles are now facing away from the woman and walking joyfully toward a massive, radiant wooden cross glowing on a hill in the background. They are holding their Bibles close, smiling brightly as they journey toward the light.
AI (Gemini) People Who Need the Good News by Crystal A Murray
(CC BY-NC-SA 4.0)

If you had an unlimited budget for 24 hours, what would you do?

Day One

When I first read this prompt, my mind immediately went to how many lasting things I could get if I had no limits. I thought of how I’d contact a banker and ask for help with investments that would keep the unlimited flow going long after the 24 hours. And then…

It occurred to me that an unlimited budget did not have to be about any kind of money or finance. What could be worth more than those things and give me unlimited prosperity for 24 hours? Souls! Having a flow of guaranteed souls dispensed to me like an ATM does money, and then being able to send those souls in a new direction—toward the cross of Christ—would be amazing.

I think my mind went there after hearing from a Facebook friend who I met on the site years ago but who has since blessed me greatly with her sincere love for The Lord. She told me about how she tries to use every opportunity God gives her to share her salvation testimony. She is driven to carry the Good News to as many souls as God allows to cross her path.

So, can you imagine having a day with an unlimited budget of souls being sent your way? They need The Lord you serve, the peace He provides, and the promise of eternity. You have the answers that will give them that hope and peace, and this unlimited budget means they are sent right to you and ready to listen.

Most of us will share our experiences and testimonies here and there as a door opens or an opportunity presents itself. A few, like my friend Miha, will create open doors and opportunities. And whether you were only given 2 talents or the whole 5, or even only 1 talent, the Lord wants to gain interest on the investment He made for your soul and paid with His very own blood. Anything that can make interest (usury) is certainly a valuable asset, and we really do have an unlimited budget of hungry and empty people who need God.

In The Parable of the Talents (Matthew 25:14-30) it begins like this…

Matthew 25:14-15 BSB
[14] For it is just like a man going on a journey, who called his servants and entrusted them with his possessions. [15] To one he gave five talents, to another two talents, and to another one talent — each according to his own ability. And he went on his journey.

https://bible.com/bible/3034/mat.25.14-15.BSB

Each servant spends his investment differently with one of them not spending at all but burying his talent. There are many interpretations of what these talents are, including the possibility of those abilities within each of us that can be called talents, but the end result is always the same. We need to multiply what The Lord has entrusted us with that He will be able to profit on His return. He tells the person who hid his talent…

Matthew 25:27 BSB
[27] Then you should have deposited my money with the bankers, and on my return I would have received it back with interest.

https://bible.com/bible/3034/mat.25.27.BSB

So whether it’s financial gain, or actual performance talent, when The Lord returns, we know He is returning for souls. That means interest on that would be more souls.

Over forty years ago, I sat on a church pew in Riverside, California, where I was visiting for a revival. They presented a video set to Steve Green’s classic song, “People Need the Lord.” But it wasn’t a generic Hollywood production. The church had taken photos of their own community—ordinary people on familiar street corners, living out their daily lives. I wept as I watched unfamiliar faces with the same needs as the familiar faces in my own daily life. I understood then that the mission field isn’t always across an ocean; it’s often right outside our own front doors. We are surrounded by a Soul ATM, a world of empty people rushing by with a need for mercy and grace and maybe not even knowing where to look. It just takes one person willing to step out of their own busyness, set up a chair, and offer the only Good News that can truly change their direction and fill them with the hope they need.

Here’s a beautiful rendition of that song…

People Need The Lord sung by Jeramie Sanico (with lyrics)

May 28, 2026 Posted by | AI, AI Image Creations, Bible, by Day One, Christianity, Gemini (by Google), Nonfiction, Prompts, salvation, testimony, Walking With The Lord | , , , , , , , , , | Leave a comment

The Worst Best Gifts


A digital image created by Wombo Dream AI of a transparent jeweled butterfly in silver and turquoise and surrounded by metallic pink butterflies on a glowing black and turquoise background.
AI (Wombo) Transparent Jeweled Butterfly by Crystal A Murray (CC BY-NC-SA 4.0)

I looked through my draft folder and found one of my oldest unpublished posts. And guess what? It’s probably worth 3-4 posts with all the subjects I tried to include. Granted, when looking through all the gifts in life that come with a healthy dose of responsibility, the list can get pretty long. So, I grabbed the first few paragraphs to share a little part of myself and the way my mind and heart functions.

So, ignorance is bliss according to some. Of course, I can admit it would certainly be more blissful to die instantly in your sleep than to run in terror because you hear a missile screaming toward your bedroom. I guess that’s why so many choose to dwell in an almost-constant state of ignorance—because they desire an almost-constant state of bliss.

Then there are people like me. With gifts of empathy, perspective, and discernment, I’ve noticed many details of my surroundings (and been concerned about the world around me) since as young as I can remember. My aunt used to take me to the lunchroom at the old JC Penny’s where she worked. Though only about 5 years old, on one lunch visit, I offered to share my meal with an employee sitting across from us who wasn’t eating. I was too young to consider why he wasn’t eating, but I couldn’t help being concerned that he might be hungry, so sharing seemed the natural response to that.

For the most part, I have never been able to look at a perceived need in someone’s life without it affecting me emotionally. It’s why I’m desperate to try and fix things even when they’re not my responsibility. It’s a way to deal with the pain of the brokenness I see and feel around me—and within me because of my deep empathetic emotions. That is quite the opposite of ignorance, and it is often the opposite of bliss. It is so opposite that I once asked God to make me less sensitive, so I wouldn’t feel so much hurt, but God made me aware of the total cost for that request. It would require me to be less sensitive to good emotions as well. I chose to endure the pain of sensitivity in order to keep the blessings.

I’ve learned that sensitivity is one of God’s gifts to me, and I cherish it even when it makes me feel worse than I would like. I found a description of how I felt in an article originally published at Squidoo, now owned by Hub Pages. It’s still there and titled The Empath Within — Are You a Highly Sensitive Person? Though it hasn’t been updated since 2013 and has a lot more ads now, it’s a great read even though not written from a Christian perspective. And it cleared up so much of what concerned me that generated the prayer I’d offered. The best part is the list of traits shared by highly sensitive people. Here are a few of them:

The empathic person:

Is emotionally sensitive to the thoughts and feelings of others.

Is rarely concerned with their own achievements, a quiet leader.

Has little trouble discussing emotional issues.

Is uncomfortable around disharmonious or emotionally intense people.

It’s a long list, and if you think you may fall into this category, it’s worth reading all the characteristics. The author concludes with a warning to protect your emotions by being careful who you spend time with since some people can exhaust you from a constant stream of negativity. And that’s where the beautiful gift of empathy can begin to feel like it’s not a gift at all. Like Monk (“the defective detective”) used to say, “It’s a gift — and a curse.” I don’t say it’s a curse, but there are people who can drag me down to a point where I think it’s what I’m feeling until I manage to get away from the source and realize it was all coming from them. Thankfully though, there are also people who can lift me up and energize me just from a few minutes with them. God knows how to give us balance.

I’ll close with a note about one of the first books I made an effort to write from a short story I’d written. It was called “The Blind Man’s Desire” and it was about a girl who rode a city bus with a blind man every day. She told him she wished she was blind like him, so she wouldn’t have to see all the awful things in the world. By the time he explained all the good things he missed and wished he could see, she changed her desires and found a lot of good to describe for him to see through her eyes. I guess God was teaching me that lesson long before that prayer.

1 Peter 3:8 BSB
[8] Finally, all of you, be like-minded and sympathetic, love as brothers, be tenderhearted and humble.

https://bible.com/bible/3034/1pe.3.8.BSB

Romans 12:15 BSB
[15] Rejoice with those who rejoice; weep with those who weep.

https://bible.com/bible/3034/rom.12.15.BSB
A digital image created by Wombo Dream AI of a beautiful metallic turquoise and pink butterfly filled with sparkling jewels and perched on sparkling sands at Golden Hour.
AI (Wombo) Pink Jeweled Butterfly at Golden Hour

May 27, 2026 Posted by | AI Image Creations, Creative Writing, Creativity, Grace and Mercy (In Scripture and In Life), Learning and Thoughts, Nonfiction, Photo Studio Pro app, Slice of Life, Walking With The Lord, Wombo Dream | , , , , , | Leave a comment

Prompt Response: Faith is the Answer


A smiling man in a baroque robe stands in a pastoral field with a peaceful smile on his face. He's smiling because he's passing along the “weight of the world” to The Lord, as illustrated by a globe of Earth nestled into a dumbbell on a tray he's handing to two hands reaching out of the clouds. Digital image created by Wombo Dream AI. Text on image reads: FEAR stands for….

“False Evidence Appearing Real”

but FAITH says….

“Forsaking All I Trust Him.”
AI (Wombo) Weight of the World to God by Crystal A Murray (CC BY-NC-SA 4.0)

How do you handle fear and self-doubt?

I’m not sure where I learned the two acronyms in the image above, but I know they weren’t together when I learned them. The idea of the first part is to see fear as nothing to fear. But, in truth, sometimes it really is something that can harm us or those we love, and being in fear is the normal response we need to activate our “fight or flight” response.

Whether it’s a real, worthy of fighting or evasive maneuvers, fear, or the weight of tossing our troubles around in our minds until they harm us whether they come to fruition or not, FAITH is still an answer. Faith may give you the wisdom you need for a proper fight or the direction to run for a good getaway. Or, faith may just tell you to stand your ground and be still because the battle belongs to The Lord. The hardest and easiest part is when faith tells you that nothing will change but that nothing changing also means God is still on His throne taking care of what we can’t control and of our eternity.

On that last part, I can tell you honestly that the idea of losing anyone I love and care for from this Earth is hard. Thinking of my own passage into eternity is hard. And I need statements like the one above to remind me that God’s got it all in His hands.

Still, it’s totally human to fear and doubt. In Psalm 56:3, King David didn’t say he would not fear but rather …

Psalm 56:3 BSB
[3] When I am afraid, I put my trust in You.

https://bible.com/bible/3034/psa.56.3.BSB

Though, once he acknowledged that he could be afraid, he strengthened himself in The Lord and went on in verse 4 to say …

Psalm 56:4 BSB
[4] In God, whose word I praise — in God I trust. I will not be afraid. What can man do to me?

https://bible.com/bible/3034/psa.56.4.BSB

When the roots of our fears and doubts are of our own making, they can harm us at least as much as real dangers. Recently, I spent an entire night with my lessons, blog, and sleep all negatively affected because I feared an unknown scenario where I’d received a subpoena. Not being a person who likes to defend myself even when I know I’m innocent, that postal note on a certified letter let my mind wander to many possible scenarios. The next day, I thought of better possibilities (like an old family parcel with water rights finally becoming worth something), but oh how the wandering mind can torture us until we know the truth. And at the end, not one thing I imagined matched the real reason for the letter.

So, did I put those weights of the world on a tray and hand them over to The Lord? Unfortunately, not. And He might have been extending His arms, ready to take over, the whole time. As many times as I’ve written about fear and shared miraculous testimonies, wouldn’t you think I’d know better by now? But alas, I am human and have a lot of experience that has set me up for fear and doubt—probably like everyone who reads this post.

I hope that sharing this helps someone to get through a fearful event or time a little more easily, even if it’s because you now know you’re not alone in being a person who loves and trusts God but still gives in to your fears at times. And I hope creating a visual of someone passing the weight of the world to the waiting hands of God will stay with me (and you) for the next time fear becomes a battle.


I wrote the poem below for my sister in 2015 as we both maneuvered life after losing our mom. You can find it to download in its largest size on my Flickr page at https://flic.kr/p/ybqdqj where I’ve listed a regular copyright but am happy to let people use it for personal and non-commercial purposes. Since I’ve placed it on items for sale at Zazzle, I must protect my copyright to make sure no one comes and says I took it from them, but I’m a big believer in freely I have received, so freely I will give.

”I Trust You” Lyric Poem by Crystal A Murray in light yellow text on an image of a beautiful blue lake with a rusted piling and chain.
“I Trust You” Lyric Poem on Lake Image
(Both the image and words are by Crystal A Murray © 2015)

May 26, 2026 Posted by | AI Image Creations, Bible, by Day One, Christianity, Hard Days & Emotions, Lyrics and Song, Nonfiction, Photo Studio Pro app, Poetry, Prompts, Text on Image, Visual Parables (Images with a Message), Walking With The Lord, Wombo Dream | , , , , , , , , , , | Leave a comment

🎵 Not Comfortless


A digital image of a parchment scroll nailed to wooden planks as created by Wombo Dream AI. On the scroll are the following Bible verses: John 14:16, 18, 23 BSB
[16] And I will ask the Father, and He will give you another Advocate to be with you forever — 
[18] I will not leave you as orphans; I will come to you. 
[23] Jesus replied, “If anyone loves Me, he will keep My word. My Father will love him, and We will come to him and make Our home with him. 
With a link to the Bible website at... https://bible.com/bible/3034/jhn.14.16-23.BSB I have listed this image as Creative Commons Zero (CC0) so people can share it freely since the Bible version used is also public domain.
AI (Wombo) for Scroll, Photo Studio Pro for Text and Frame,
Creation by Crystal A Murray (CC0 Use Freely)

Because we are in the midst of Shavuot (Pentecost following The Feast of Weeks), I wanted to unpack this major promise from YahShua about not leaving His disciples as comfortless orphans. When read all together, these 3 verses from John 14 say so much about who YahShua actually is, and how He revealed Himself to the disciples (and to us through the Word we have now).

I don’t know that I could ever give the amount and quality of information they have at the Hebrew for Christians website, so I’ll refer you to them for all the details on the Feast of Pentecost that happened 50 days after the Passover. I learned while studying for this that Shavuot in Judaism is kept to remember when Moses was given the Torah (Law) on Mt. Sinai. One site suggested the sound of rushing mighty wind in Acts 2:2 would’ve been like the roaring and thunder they heard on the mountain while Moses was up there, so those gathered in the upper room and Jerusalem that day may have understood the deeper meaning in it.

Acts 2:2 BSB
[2] Suddenly a sound like a mighty rushing wind came from heaven and filled the whole house where they were sitting.

https://bible.com/bible/3034/act.2.2.BSB

Whatever that sound meant to those gathered for the festival, we know what it meant to the 120 believers gathered in the Upper Room that day. It was the fulfillment of the John 14 promises, and it gave them the boldness they needed to proclaim the Gospel of Messiah YahShua from that point forward. Peter himself went from one who denied Christ in front of a few people to one who stood and boldly proclaimed His salvation to many thousands all at once. That’s what real comfort can do.

YahShua (Jesus) told the disciples that if two or three gathered in His name, He would be in the midst of them. Most of us who have followed Him for any amount of time can point to at least one instance where a gathering, small or large, included moments much like the disciples on the road to Emmaus in Luke 24:32 where our hearts “burned within us” and we knew the Presence of The Lord was there. In those moments, we did not see a body with us, so that confirms the Spirit of Christ who said He would not leave us comfortless but that HE would come to us. The fullness of The Godhead dwelt in the human body of YahShua…

Colossians 2:9 BSB
[9] For in Christ all the fullness of the Deity dwells in bodily form.

https://bible.com/bible/3034/col.2.9.BSB

… AND, the fullness of that One Spirit (from John 14:23) shows unity with The Holy Spirit even though YahShua said of Himself and The Father, “We will come to him and make Our home with him.” (Emphasis mine.)

Ephesians 4:4-6 BSB
[4] There is one body and one Spirit, just as you were called to one hope when you were called; [5] one Lord, one faith, one baptism; [6] one God and Father of all, who is over all and through all and in all.

https://bible.com/bible/3034/eph.4.4-6.BSB

See, we do not have a God or High Priest that is “somewhere out there” and unable to be touched by our needs. We have a very real Savior who longs to be real to us and not just a mystery we cannot know, even though exactly how He does it may be a mystery like it says in 1 Timothy 3:16, which I really like from The Complete Jewish Bible

1 Timothy (1 Ti) 3:16 CJB
[16] Great beyond all question is the formerly hidden truth underlying our faith: He was manifested physically and proved righteous spiritually, seen by angels and proclaimed among the nations, trusted throughout the world and raised up in glory to heaven.

https://bible.com/bible/1275/1ti.3.16.CJB
Hebrews 4:15 BSB
[15] For we do not have a high priest who is unable to sympathize with our weaknesses, but we have one who was tempted in every way that we are, yet was without sin.

https://bible.com/bible/3034/heb.4.15.BSB

But one day, when every knee bows and confesses that Jesus (YahShua) is Lord (Adonai is the actual word translated to Lord here), we will be able to say, “He did not leave us comfortless, but He kept His promises to come to us whenever we called on Him.”

Philippians (Php) 2:10-11 CJB
[10] that in honor of the name given Yeshua, every knee will bow — in heaven, on earth and under the earth — [11] and every tongue will acknowledge that Yeshua the Messiah is Adonai — to the glory of God the Father.

https://bible.com/bible/1275/php.2.10-11.CJB

I’ll close with this very upbeat song from way back when I was learning to follow Him as a new believer…

Let Me Tell You Who Jesus Is (with lyrics)

And one more video of a song I’ve never heard before, but I really like it, and I like the images they used …

I Will Not Leave You Comfortless by Hopesong

May 23, 2026 Posted by | Bible, Christianity, Creative Image Editing, Grace and Mercy (In Scripture and In Life), Nonfiction, Photo Studio Pro app, salvation, Text on Image, Thoughts and Articles, Walking With The Lord, Wombo Dream, Word Nerd with a Bible | , , , , , , , , , | Leave a comment

🎵Rededicate 250 — Thoughts


Digital image created by Bing Image Creator of people praying at The White House on their knees while holding crosses and American flags. This representa the May 17th day of prayer for rededication of ourselves and our country to God in celebration of 250 years as a nation.
AI (Bing) Praying at The White House by Crystal A Murray (CC BY-NC-SA 4.0)

I’m not one of those who follows every event dubbed as “Christian” or a follower of everyone who says they are Christian, but some moments are worth supporting in my own prayer life. I do not have to like or agree with every person invited to speak or pray at the May 17th event to be supportive of the goal for the event: Rededicate the United States of America back to the godly roots of prayer from our establishment.

You can do a search for “Rededicate 250” to learn more about it. The link I’ve provided is a Copilot search with a list of speakers and links to other info about the day. There’s a lot of stuff out there, and a lot of complaints about evangelicals getting involved in DC, but from the perspective of one who values my current freedom to worship God, I’m not interested in kowtowing to those who only serve themselves instead of The Lord. I am, however, interested in setting the right example to those unbelievers, so their complaints can only be with God and His Word and not how I represent Him or His Word.

So I had AI make an image of people praying at The White House to make sure there was no highlight on specific or favored individuals if I grabbed images from online. To truly rededicate ourselves means that our only source is Yahveh Almighty Himself, and our only purpose is being the most obedient to His Word and Spirit we can be no matter what anyone else is doing or saying. It’s not about our opinions or thoughts about God’s direction in our lives, but rather it’s about having a heart that says He is worthy of our total trust even when we may not understand.

The longer I’ve lived, the more I’ve experienced things I did not get the “whys” of, and things I couldn’t figure out how God took care of. They both taught me that God is totally sovereign and trustworthy, and He walks with us through those places where things aren’t going according to our perfect plans. But He walks there when He is invited. Sometimes, His overflowing mercy and grace puts Him places before being invited, but He still waits for that true desire of whosoever will to fully move in a life.

And that’s what rededication is really all about; making sure The Lord is invited into our country and our hearts to pour out His love in and on both. If you’ve never invited Him, please consider it. Even if you only want to test the waters, don’t test them by taking a 4-wheel-drive over smooth residential streets. Give Him your whole heart, mind, body, and soul. Trust Him with everything you’ve got. Act as if you plan to serve Him for eternity even if you are still wondering a little. When I got saved, I told Him I would try my best but couldn’t promise what I’d do if “church people” hurt me again. Fortunately, He moved in so fully that when I did encounter hurts, I didn’t reject Him for it anymore. It’s truly worth giving it all completely to His will and ways. And if you have tried serving Him but never did much beyond “the sinner’s prayer” or baptism, take these days with so much prayer in the air to totally surrender and rededicate yourself more completely than ever before. Invite Him today!

Isaiah 1:18 BSB
[18] “Come now, let us reason together,” says the Lord. “Though your sins are like scarlet, they will be as white as snow; though they are as red as crimson, they will become like wool.

https://bible.com/bible/3034/isa.1.18.BSB
James 4:7-8 BSB
[7] Submit yourselves, then, to God. Resist the devil, and he will flee from you. [8] Draw near to God, and He will draw near to you. Cleanse your hands, you sinners, and purify your hearts, you double-minded.

https://bible.com/bible/3034/jas.4.7-8.BSB

Be washed in your heart and mind and then wash the outside in baptism to proclaim it.

Are You Washed in The Blood by Joey and Rory (with lyrics)

And if you’ve been washed but feel like you need a new cleansing, this song about rededication is a perfect anthem.

I Wanna Be Washed in The Blood by Janet Paschal (with lyrics)

May 17, 2026 Posted by | Bible, Christianity, Current Events, Grace and Mercy (In Scripture and In Life), Nonfiction, salvation, Thoughts and Articles, Walking With The Lord, Word Nerd with a Bible | , , , , , , , , , , | Leave a comment

Prompt Response: More Input


Clip from Short Circuit “More Input”

How do you stay motivated when learning something new?

Being motivated to learn has never really been my issue. I’m very much like Johnny 5 (the later Short Circuit movies) in always wanting more input. I am far more interested in learning a variety of information than in perfecting any one avenue, so that’s where my motivation might fall off somewhat.

I started learning Spanish as a means of brain growth, but lack of having anyone to practice speaking to, and wrestling with technical changes they keep making at Duolingo, made it hard to want to keep trying. But, I keep going back to keep my streak (1425+ days now), so they know what works there. But they can’t seem to give me conversations with Lily (the AI that does “phone calls” with students) where the topics are simple enough and the speech is slow enough. And they want me to gain my quest points with those calls, so I switched to learning Esperanto. And, actually, that’s a fun language to study if for no other reason than the word for doing is fartas. Lol 😂 (”How are you doing’?” is “Kiel vi fartas?” in Esperanto.)

Of course, they also have music 🎶 and math ➗ and other languages I won’t likely need (like Klingon). But I did add Hebrew because I thought it might help with Bible study. The motivation is tough on that one for a few reasons, including not being biblical Hebrew (with some light slang even) and not spelling things out phonetically until I can retain them. For me, it is harder to stay motivated when the learning has too many hurdles. That made me download some other programs/apps like Memrise, Drops, and FluentU. I’ll probably switch mostly to that last one instead of renewing Duo because of the integration into YouTube. While anyone can switch their closed-captions to Spanish to help with language, FluentU allows me to click on words as they are displayed and add them to my library of words to study.

At the same time, I’m always trying to learn new tech stuff. And learning to work with AI through Gemini and Copilot helps me learn more things and then save them to notebooks to review later. With Gemini, I learned how to program a smart thermostat and got recipes for homemade mayo (using an immersion blender) and homemade gazpacho (using a regular blender). But I’ve yet to try the recipes. Still, I’m truly motivated to learn more than I actually have time in a day to do. I’m thankful for all I have been able to learn about kidney diets and dialysis for my hubby, though, so sometimes the drive for more input isn’t such a bad thing.

Truly, I could stay on this subject for days and tell you all what I learned when I was an actress for a few months, a model as a teenager, and a plug-board telephone operator (answering service) for years. But I’d likely wear most readers out with my small bits of knowledge on a vast amount of subjects. This may never have proved to be great for a career path, but in retirement, it’s good for being a writer, and it’s great for finding common ground with many people, so I can meaningfully share the gospel in ways they can understand.

Before I wrote all this, I would have said I needed to let go of some of the less important learning paths and get motivated to push to the end of a few major subjects. But now, I’m thinking this variety in my brain might be exactly what I need. Now if I could just pull the thread that would let me get writer’s meeting plans and announcements done in a more timely manner, I’d feel even better about all I learn to share with others. Until then, I will seek to apply more of the input God has graciously allowed me to retain, and I will work on being like The Apostle Paul in these verses…

1 Corinthians 9:19-23 BSB
[19] Though I am free of obligation to anyone, I make myself a slave to everyone, to win as many as possible. [20] To the Jews I became like a Jew, to win the Jews. To those under the law I became like one under the law (though I myself am not under the law), to win those under the law. [21] To those without the law I became like one without the law (though I am not outside the law of God but am under the law of Christ), to win those without the law. [22] To the weak I became weak, to win the weak. I have become all things to all people so that by all possible means I might save some. [23] I do all this for the sake of the gospel, so that I may share in its blessings.

https://bible.com/bible/3034/1co.9.19-23.BSB

May 16, 2026 Posted by | by Day One, Learning and Thoughts, Nonfiction, Prompts, Slice of Life, Walking With The Lord | , , , , , , , | Leave a comment

Prompt Response: That Printer of Udell’s by Harold Bell Wright


Selfie with friends in The World's Largest Toy Museum in Branson, Missouri. The store proprietors are holding up a sign that says “You Should Be Here” while showing off toys of all kinds from many eras. It's at least 4 museums in one place, including the Harold Bell Wright Museum on which the post with this picture is based. Recommended reading: That Printer of Udell's.
Friends on Vacation to Branson Missouri at The World’s Largest Toy Museum in 2016 (CC 0 All Rights Reserved)

What’s a book that completely surprised you?

The 1902 Novel That Totally Surprised Me (…And Ronald Reagan)

It’s a book written over a century ago, in 1902, by Harold Bell Wright called “That Printer of Udell’s,” but don’t let its age dissuade you from giving it a chance.

I wasn’t actually looking for the book, or any book, when I came across this. I was in the “World’s Largest Toy Museum” in Branson, Missouri, and a part of it includes the “Harold Bell Wright Museum.” I’d never even heard of the man or any of his books, but I quickly found out that The Shepherd of The Hills references in that area were based on one of Bell’s books by the same name. I left with a few books, including That Printer of Udell’s (this links to the free online download at “Project Gutenberg”) recommended by the store proprietor.

Going into it, I wasn’t sure what to expect. Beyond occasionally trying to comprehend some of the thick, old-fashioned “hillbilly” dialects of the region used at the beginning of the book, I was hooked within a couple of chapters. And I was amazed by how deeply this story resonated with me.

What’s it about, you ask? The story is set in the busy, sometimes harsh Midwestern town of Boyd City. It follows the main character Dick Falkner, a young man who has survived a brutal childhood; complete with an alcoholic father, wild yet motherly “madams” for the boy’s babysitters and landlords, and extreme poverty. Dick travels to the city in search of a fresh start, only to face starvation and unemployment no matter how hard he’s willing to work. Worse, the cold indifference of the local church congregations is hard on his spirit as well as his body.

Just as he’s ready to give up, he is hired by George Udell, a kind-hearted printer who’s willing to give him a chance as an apprentice. Through this turning point, Dick encounters real Christianity—not the hypocritical kind he saw from afar, but a faith lived out through kindness, love, and public service. Dick’s later transformation ripples through the entire community.

What surprised me most about this book was its spiritual depth and how it could apply just as well in 2026 and beyond. It beautifully demonstrates the fantastic life changes that happen when a person shifts from mere self-reliance and survivorship to allowing God to set the moral compass and direction of their life. Dick goes from a man just trying to endure day-to-day to a man with an unshakeable purpose driven by The Lord. It’s a powerful reminder that we weren’t meant to carry the weight of the world only on our own shoulders.

As it turns out, I’m not the only one who was deeply impacted by this book. A young boy in Illinois read That Printer of Udell’s at just 11 years of age, and it altered the course of his entire life. That boy was Ronald Reagan.

In the museum, they have the letter where Reagan later stated that the book left an indelible impression on him, shaping his own faith and his view of human nature. He even said that Dick Falkner became a role model for him, inspiring him to become a person who fights for what is right. If a turn-of-the-century novel could help shape a future president, you know there is something powerful in the story.

If you are looking for a story that is inspiring and historically fascinating, and one that will challenge your own Christian walk in the best way possible, I highly encourage you to click the link above to download a free copy in your favorite format. Project Gutenberg offers many options, including Kindle. But you can also check Amazon or other bookstores for print copies. Either way, I highly recommend the read. Push past the dated dialect at the beginning, and I promise you will find a timeless message of grace and the power of a changed life. It will challenge how you see both “sinners” and “saints” in your life.

May 15, 2026 Posted by | About Writing, Books & Reading, by Day One, Christianity, Fiction, Gemini (by Google), Nonfiction, Prompts, Slice of Life, Thoughts and Articles, Travel & Destinations, Walking With The Lord | , , , , , , , | Leave a comment

🎵Savage Grace — Now With Lyrics📜


Savage Grace by Shayne Savage… New Video with Lyrics

That busy day today kept me out very late & set me up for more busyness tomorrow, so I ran by my brother’s Facebook music page and found that he’d created a new video with cool scenes that match his lyrics. He’s also added a unique slideshow of lyrics that pop, fade, and spin in with the lyrics.

Though he got over 4000 streams in the first month of release, the message in the song is still needed to let people know that God is still reaching out and rescuing all who call on Him. As I said in my original post on my X, “God Himself is not a savage, but to plunge a strong arm into the miry clay to dig us out of our sin, it can take a #SavageGrace.”

Please follow Shayne (Shayne Savage Music) on Facebook at https://www.facebook.com/share/18VxsPZUSE/ and find his newsletter link to sign up for more frequent updates than I give here. Check his main website at https://www.shaynesavage.com/ for cool merch and his “Liner Notes” blog posts. And tell him that his big sister sent you. 😁

May 12, 2026 Posted by | Christianity, Creative Writing, Grace and Mercy (In Scripture and In Life), Lyrics and Song, Nonfiction, Walking With The Lord | , , , , , , , , , | 1 Comment

Creativity Day


AI (Wombo) Purple & Gold Cat Pic by Crystal A Murray (CC BY-NC-SA 4.0)

I had a bit of a stressful day today, and I have a really busy day planned for tomorrow, so I decided that tonight was a great night to just do some picture playing while my phones charged before sleep. No deep words of wisdom other than to remind you (and myself) that God’s Word promises us that He will work everything for the good for those who love Him and are the called according to His purposes. To be able to work everything to the good means He is with us in those everything moments. So this is me trying to release any and all fears, anxieties, and issues with my battles with low self-esteem (though I know God sees me better than I see myself, so that helps), into His hands. I’m sure my readers have had their hard days and battles as well, so as I pray for those who visit my writings, I’m also grateful for those who take me to the throne when I’m not as strong as I’d like to be. Thank you with my whole heart. 🙏

Romans 8:28 BSB
[28] And we know that God works all things together for the good of those who love Him, who are called according to His purpose.

https://bible.com/bible/3034/rom.8.28.BSB
Philippians 4:6 BSB
[6] Be anxious for nothing, but in everything, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God.

https://bible.com/bible/3034/php.4.6.BSB
Proverbs 19:21 BSB
[21] Many plans are in a man’s heart, but the purpose of the Lord will prevail.

https://bible.com/bible/3034/pro.19.21.BSB

And now, more pictures…

Good night and Shalom! 🕊️

May 11, 2026 Posted by | AI, AI Image Creations, Bible, Creativity, Hard Days & Emotions, Prayer, Walking With The Lord, Wombo Dream | , , , , , , , , | Leave a comment

A Non-Traditional Mom


A digital image created by Wombo Dream AI of 5 women at a lunch table. I used the botanical filter, so there are branches and flowers and gold around and throughout the image. In front of each woman is a different place setting to include a kitten, a puppy, a plant, and a baby. Above their heads are white signs with the word “MOM” on each of them, and then I added words like “Cat” “Dog” ”Plant” “Baby” etc.
AI (Wombo) Table of Moms by Crystal A Murray (CC BY-NC-SA 4.0)

Most people have an idea in their minds about what it means to be a mom or a mother (or a mum in much of the world). And those ideas are mostly based on our personal experiences either having a mom or being a mom. Some, though, are like me; not having or being a traditional mom. And in  those cases, the ideas might be a little skewed. Or so I thought.

While searching for a poem from my teen years, written to the child I knew I’d never give birth to, I found a different poem I had written to a friend for the day she became the mother of a bride. It may be from TV and books and time with friends, or maybe my short time getting to raise 4 of my nephews for awhile, but it seems I have a fair understanding of at least some parts of motherhood. In this poem, despite not having my own children, I think I captured their mother/daughter moments pretty well. So, I’ve decided to share that with you all for this Mother’s Day post. Feel free to download it or tweak it for someone you know if it has a sentiment worth sharing.

HER NEW WORLD

Her first steps you remember walking toward you,
And you were just so proud.
Then she began to grow, suddenly yet slow,
Toward life's ever-changing crowd.

First, it was just a game she would play,
"Catch me if you can."
She'd giggle and squeal, looking back to see you,
While away from you she ran.

Next were the neighbors' and friends' yards and homes,
"Momma, can I go play?"
Though a little bit worried, you smiled with delight
Watching her and her friends skip away.

Then hot chocolate, pj's, and sleepover parties,
To the movies and malls with friends...
As you watched the apron strings pull ever tighter,
Getting stretched oh-so-dangerously thin.

Finally, one bright day, she noticed this boy,
To her, he's the world trimmed in gold.
And though you're happy for her, a teardrop falls,
As the apron strings now lose their hold.

Now she walks toward you in her bridal dress,
On this bitter-sweet wedding day,
Soon you'll watch her run, hand-in-hand and in love,
And you'll weep as they drive away.

And you know if you could, you'd have it both ways...
Her a woman, and yet your little girl.
But you can't, so you pray, "God, take care of my child,
As she walks into this, her new world."

By Crystal A. Murray (2002)

May 10, 2026 Posted by | Creative Writing, memories, Nonfiction, Poetry, Slice of Life, Walking With The Lord | , , , , , , , , , | Leave a comment

🎵No Fear Invited


A real Indiana sunset taken with a cellphone but then used as a starter image in Wombo Dream AI to create a better and clearer picture. I added a frame with deep blue stars in Photo Studio Pro app, and also used that to place a text Scripture overlay on the image. The Bible Scriptures from the Berean Standard Bible and fun 1 John 2:24a and 2:27a read: As for you, let what you have heard from the beginning remain in you. ...the anointing you received from Him remains in you, and you do not need anyone to teach you.
AI (Wombo) 1 John 2 Verses by Crystal A Murray (CC BY-NC-SA 4.0)

Well, this one is turning out to be a much bigger presentation and study than I planned, so I’m not going to do the whole thing just yet. But let the Scripture above (placed on a real Indiana sunset) be an encouragement for you.

1 John 2:24, 27 BSB
[24] As for you, let what you have heard from the beginning remain in you. If it does, you will also remain in the Son and in the Father.
[27] And as for you, the anointing you received from Him remains in you, and you do not need anyone to teach you. But just as His true and genuine anointing teaches you about all things, so remain in Him as you have been taught.

https://bible.com/bible/3034/1jn.2.24-27.BSB

Remember what you have been taught from God’s Word. Search your heart for those truths God Himself has hidden there by His Spirit. Do not be misled, either in knowledge or emotion, by fearful words being shared in the name of Christ. Ask for, and practice, discernment. Paul reminds us that practicing discernment makes us better at it.

Hebrews 5:14 BSB
[14] But solid food is for the mature, who by constant use have trained their senses to distinguish good from evil.

https://bible.com/bible/3034/heb.5.14.BSB

If you’ve begun to hear the fearful whispers about UFO/UAP “secrets” being revealed that will challenge your beliefs in God, plan now to not be overwhelmed by the news. Do not invite the fear to dwell in your heart. Know that God is The Creator of the WHOLE universe, so that includes any and all entities that may be outside our visual realm here on Earth. Trust The Lord and do not doubt that He has everything in His hands and in His control. He has already been to the future and nothing takes Him by surprise. No matter how anointed someone says they are or seems to be, they do not have more knowledge (gnosticism) than God or His Word, so keep your heart in The Lord, and send fear on down the road.

There is much more to say on this subject, but I want my presentations to be accurate and truthful, so I will add to this when I have spent more time in prayer and Bible study. But I wanted to get the introduction to you as I’ve been seeing more and more talk of these things, and Christians need to be prepared to carry the banner of God’s Word in comfort and strength to those who do not yet follow our Savior and may be overcome with fear. Keep yourselves in The Word and Spirit, so you will have truthful answers for any who might ask your thoughts on these teachings when they are dispensed to the masses.

This is My Father’s World (with lyrics)

May 8, 2026 Posted by | Christianity, Current Events, Grace and Mercy (In Scripture and In Life), Nonfiction, Photo Studio Pro app, Text on Image, Thoughts and Articles, Thoughts and/or Instructions, Walking With The Lord, Warnings, Hard Wisdom, and Discernment | , , , , , , , , , , , | Leave a comment

Haiku Scripture — Genesis 2


A digital image created by Wombo Dream AI. A young girl writing in a journal using “The Cut” filter to make the image look like newsprint with slight colorization. The brunette girl has flowing hair and a fancy pen while writing in a large journal. As she writes, streams of music notes, flowers, and Bibles stream from her pen. Around her and on her desk are beautiful flowers and vines with a perfect splash of color.
AI (Wombo) Girl Writing Haiku by Crystal A Murray (CC BY-NC-SA 4.0)

And with some busy days behind and ahead, it seems like a good time to bring in the second chapter of Genesis haiku. Read with expectation to see these verses in a new light by reading them in a new form.

Chapter 2

2:1
Heavens and earth done!
With all creation finished —
God enters His rest.

2:3
Now this seventh day...
Is set apart and holy.
Yahveh has blessed it.

2:4-8
Here is history —
Yahveh has created man,
To till His new Earth.

2:7
Adam, the first man,
Breathes in the breath of his God —
Now he is alive!

2:8
After He makes man,
Adonai plants a garden.
It is in "Eden."

2:8-9 + 15
Adam is placed there...
To care for all that God grows.
It is for his food.

2:16-17
Man may eat of all,
Including the "Tree of Life."
Yet one he eats not.

2:17
The "Tree of Knowledge"...
Cannot be for Adam's food —
It would bring his death.

2:18
Adam is alone.
Yahveh says, “This is not good.
He needs a help-mate.“

2:19-20
Created from earth,
God brings animals to man —
Adam then names them.

2:20
But for Adam's needs,
The beasts are not suitable —
They are not his kind.

2:21-23
Adam sleeps; God works.
New life taken from man's side.
She's bone of his bones.

2:23
She is called “woman,”
Since she is taken from man —
Now she will help him.

2:24
The two are one flesh.
Thus, men must leave their parents...
And cleave to their wives.

2:25
Adam and his wife...
Do not know they are naked —
They are not ashamed.

End of Chapter Two

May 7, 2026 Posted by | Bible, Christianity, Creative Writing, Creativity, haiku, Nonfiction, Poetry, Walking With The Lord | , , , , , , , | Leave a comment

🎵 The Clock on God’s Wall


​AI image created by Google Gemini for use in the public domain: A celestial, panoramic illustration depicting the divine cycle of life and the sovereignty of time. In the upper center, a majestic God figure sits on a throne, His face veiled by a radiant glow and soft clouds. He holds a silver stopwatch in His left hand and points toward a massive, ornate wall clock with His right, signifying divine timing. Surrounding Him, golden-winged angels carry out sacred tasks: on the left, angels gently descend toward Earth carrying newborn infants; on the right, angels assist an elderly man as he rises from a hospital bed, transitioning from frailty to a state of youthful strength and peace as he enters a light-filled heavenly realm. The art style is ethereal and classical, emphasizing comfort and the orderly beauty of life’s beginning and end.
AI (Gemini) God’s Perfect Timing (from prompt by Crystal A Murray) (CC 0)

Anyone who read yesterday’s post to the end where I talk about my stepdad being in ICU without a DNR probably expected a goodbye post to follow soon. And you’re correct. But oh how perfectly God directs the timing even of the hard things. We can trust the clock on God’s wall.

I waited for a bit today to see if I got any phone calls; did my daily Bible study and other routines, made a cup of coffee, etc. I got out my phone to make the call to the hospital ICU for an update, and then realized I should finish the task I was on so it wouldn’t make noise during my call. The wait delayed my call for about 5-10 minutes. When I got the palliative nurse on the line, she gave me the news that his heart had stopped in the past 5-10 minutes.

I don’t consider things like that to be coincidences. I see them as a piece of timing that God orchestrated perfectly and nudged me into. He knew the difference it would make if I were talking to the nurse when the monitors began to signal my dad’s final moments. But by hearing it in the past tense, I was able to feel the jolt of sadness but also the peace of knowing he was in God’s hands already. Bittersweet is a good adjective for that. So, while I mourn a bit on this Earth, I can also rejoice that we have such a loving and personal Lord and Savior to plan for our needs and carry them out in just the right timing.

I tried a bunch of pictures with Wombo, and they just weren’t working, so I asked Gemini to better interpret what I was trying to say. I think the image is amazing, and because I did no personal editing or framing on it, it’s public domain for anyone else who might want to use it. I did not ask for the Scripture, so that was an extra nice touch. Here are those verses from Ecclesiastes 3…

Ecclesiastes 3:1-8 BSB
[1] To everything there is a season, and a time for every purpose under heaven: [2] a time to be born and a time to die, a time to plant and a time to uproot, [3] a time to kill and a time to heal, a time to break down and a time to build, [4] a time to weep and a time to laugh, a time to mourn and a time to dance, [5] a time to cast away stones and a time to gather stones together, a time to embrace and a time to refrain from embracing, [6] a time to search and a time to count as lost, a time to keep and a time to discard, [7] a time to tear and a time to mend, a time to be silent and a time to speak, [8] a time to love and a time to hate, a time for war and a time for peace.

https://bible.com/bible/3034/ecc.3.1-8.BSB

And one more verse that seems fitting…

2 Corinthians 1:4 BSB
[4] who comforts us in all our troubles, so that we can comfort those in any trouble with the comfort we ourselves have received from God.

https://bible.com/bible/3034/2co.1.4.BSB

I’ll close this out with a beautiful and fitting song by Casting Crowns…

Scars in Heaven by Casting Crowns (with lyrics)

May 6, 2026 Posted by | AI, Bible, Christianity, Gemini (by Google), Grace and Mercy (In Scripture and In Life), Hard Days & Emotions, Nonfiction, Slice of Life, testimony | , , , , , , , | Leave a comment

🎵CTRL+Z Super Power (Day One Prompt Response)


A girl sits at a garden desk watching her life play out before her on a computer screen. Her hands hover over giant CTRL Z buttons as she watches for moments in her life when she feels regret and just wants to undo them. Digital image created by Wombo Dream AI with the botanical filter using the prompt: “A person from the back sitting at a desk with life playing out in front of them like it's on a computer screen but it's not, it's real life playing across the view they see in front of them. The person has a large computer keyboard in front them and is hovering over the CTRL + Z keys to undo uncomfortable moments in life. You can see the fast forward and rewind events happening in front of them as they try to fix moments in life.”
AI (Wombo) Undoing Life by Crystal A Murray (CC BY-NC-SA 4.0)

What super power do you wish you had and why?

I might like to be “The Great Undoer” in life. Imagine if you could go back to any decisions you’ve found out (presumably the hard way) were not good decisions. And then you call on The Great Undoer, who has access to super-powered CTRL + Z buttons to undo anything that might otherwise create a lifetime of regret. Those last harsh words you spoke that you wish you could take back? Just undo them. That phone call you didn’t make because you were busy and then found you’d never get the chance again? Rewind to that moment, click undo, and make that phone call. Yep, with The Great Undoer by your side, you can put the toothpaste back in the tube.

I guess this is the answer to the statement that “hindsight is 20/20.” How often do we wish we had known something, or acted on something, before it was too late to change things? And that’s when regret reared its ugly head and threatened to leave us feeling guilty forever. How nice it would have been to just go back in time and undo the moment like Bill Murray learned to do in the movie “Groundhog Day.”

But, truthfully, what I’m asking for here is a way to perfect life according to my own human idea of perfection. But it’s not truly perfect. No bad decisions means no hard lessons, and no hard lessons leads to not caring what we do because we can just “undo” it. (And my heart breaks at this thought because of all the babies lost to abortion since people so often believe the lie that it will undo pregnancy.)

Sadly, this is what so many have tried to do with the grace and mercy of The Lord. They are so sure that everything will be washed away at the touch of the CTRL+Z prayer, they stop thinking before they act, and they stop asking questions like, “What does the Word of God say about this?” In a non religious program, this issue was actually handled well by an episode of a show I think I saw once before I got saved. It was called “Tales from the Darkside” and the episode was called “It All Comes Out in the Wash.” I wrote about it when I was doing the year of Torah studies in a post called, “When it Won’t Come Out in the Wash.”

As I sit here tonight waiting for a phone call from an ICU 2000 miles away, I battle with that thought of, “Why didn’t I call last Sunday?” I planned on it, and I know that at 84 years old, my stepfather’s last breath is far closer than his first breath. But distractions showed up, and I didn’t make the call like I planned. And now, I don’t know if he’s coming back from this one. I do know we had a great conversation the last time we spoke, but it’s been over a month since then. So, if I had my undo button, maybe I would make sure I made that call on Sunday. Thankfully, he’s got a great friend and caregiver who not only let me know as soon as the ambulance left his house, but also called me from the hospital to let me speak to him in case he can hear even in a comatose state. But I know there are many who’ve missed final chances and never got even a small message to the person. I feel for them because this isn’t my first time of wishing I had that Super CTRL Z option.

I’d like to say I’ve learned perfectly from the moments I could not undo, and that I’ve never made the same mistakes twice after learning a thing the hard way, but alas, my humanness has won out more than I like to admit. But the blood of YahShua does wash and cleanse us from eternal guilt even when God lets us stew a bit here on Earth, so if you’ve never let Him put your regrets under the cleansing fountain, please do so soon. If you have questions about salvation, please leave me a comment, and I’ll do my best to lead you toward your next steps.

Ephesians 1:7 BSB
[7] In Him we have redemption through His blood, the forgiveness of our trespasses, according to the riches of His grace

https://bible.com/bible/3034/eph.1.7.BSB

Isaiah 1:18 BSB
[18] “Come now, let us reason together,” says the Lord. “Though your sins are like scarlet, they will be as white as snow; though they are as red as crimson, they will become like wool.

https://bible.com/bible/3034/isa.1.18.BSB

Romans 5:9 BSB
[9] Therefore, since we have now been justified by His blood, how much more shall we be saved from wrath through Him!

https://bible.com/bible/3034/rom.5.9.BSB

1 John 1:7 BSB
[7] But if we walk in the light as He is in the light, we have fellowship with one another, and the blood of Jesus His Son cleanses us from all sin.

https://bible.com/bible/3034/1jn.1.7.BSB
Are You Washed in The Blood of The Lamb (with lyrics)

May 5, 2026 Posted by | Bible, by Day One, Christianity, Grace and Mercy (In Scripture and In Life), Nonfiction, Prompts, salvation, Walking With The Lord | , , , , , , , , | 1 Comment

Haiku Scriptures—Genesis One


A framed Image created by Wombo Dream AI and edited in Photo Studio Pro app. Using this prompt::“A young yet modest writer using a fancy pen to write poetry in a large journal. She is surrounded by colorful flowers and rays of sparkling sunshine as she converts her words into musical prose. Music notes and small Bibles and flowers flow from the sunshine into her ink pen and onto the pages as they swirl around her.” Used “Optimistic V4” filter for blue skies with yellow sunshine and spring colored flowers.
AI (Wombo) Writing the Beginning by Crystal A Murray (CC BY-NC-SA 4.0)

As promised, tonight I bring you Genesis, Chapter 1. Read it for the rhythm and nuances you might miss from just passive reading or from study. I hope my poet’s eye leads you to even deeper study on your own. The first-born teacher in me would be thrilled to know I’ve stirred up a hunger for even more of God’s Word in my readers.

Note: When I originally used the memorial name of The Almighty, I  used what’s called the tetragrammaton (YHVH) with the vowels inserted. That read YaHVeH. (Or it could be YHWH/YaHWeH, but V and W were the same letter in Hebrew, and I’m drawn to the V because by itself, it means and. So when I read Yahveh vs Yahweh, I see it as “Yah and…” or “God and… ” because He is the beginning of everything. Still, it looked distracting with the capital letters, so I’ve fixed that now.

GENESIS Intro…

Genesis One: One
“Genesis” means “Beginnings”…
Let us start from here.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Chapter 1…

1:1
In the beginning:
No heavens; no earth, until...
Yahveh creates all!

1:2-5
Darkness divided:
Yahveh says, "Let there be light."
... Eve and morn — “Day One.”

1:6-8
Waters Divided:
Those below from those above.
... Eve and morn — “Day Two.”

1:9-10
The dry lands appear.
They are split by the waters,
Which Yahveh calls “seas.”

1:11-13
Earth starts producing:
Trees, plants, and seed-bearing fruit.
... Eve and morn — “Day Three.”

1:14-19
Great and lesser lights:
To rule the days and the nights;
Sunshine; moon; and stars.

Lights will be for signs,
And for seasons, days and years.
... Eve and morn — “Day Four.”

1:20-23
When birds and fish swarm:
They fill the skies and the seas.
... Eve and morn — “Day Five.”

1:24-25
The earth brings forth life:
Many animals and beasts,
And crawling creatures.

So much accomplished:
Most of creation is done...
God says, “It is good.”

1:26
ankind is made:
Created in God's image...
Man is blessed in God.

1:27-31
See man; See woman:
The greatest of all creations...
It is very good!

1:28-31
Plants and animals:
Plus humans, to multiply.
... Eve and morn — “Day Six.”

End of Chapter One

And now just for fun, here’s a couple 30-second music tracks to accompany two of the stanzas of haiku about God creating man. Comment about your favorite.

AI (Gemini) 30-Second Track with Vocals
AI (Gemini) 30-Second Vocal and Music Track

May 3, 2026 Posted by | AI, AI Music & Vocals, Bible, Christianity, Creative Writing, Creativity, Gemini (by Google), haiku, Lyrics and Song, Nonfiction, Poetry | , , , , , , , , , , | Leave a comment

Haiku Scripture—Torah Intro


Digital image created by Wombo Dream AI of a young woman writing verses in a large book while she sits at a big, beautiful desk. Her hair is pulled back neatly, and she wears a baroque style dress and she focuses on her pen. From her pen is streaming light, flowers, and small Bibles.
AI (WOMBO) Haiku Writer by Crystal A Murray (CC BY-NC-SA 4.0)

I’m going to spend some time this month sharing some haiku I wrote way back in 2014. My intention was to write the whole Bible in haiku, but that’s not realistic anymore, so I’m only going to do the Torah. That’s Genesis through Deuteronomy. When you focus on the syllables of a haiku verse, it makes you think more succinctly, and sometimes, you even catch something you miss in regular writing.

Notes:  Haiku does not actually have a specified number of syllables required on any line, but that Haiku which is traditionally American is usually in a format of 3 lines, with the syllables in those lines being 5, 7, and 5 respectively.  Also, a Haiku, which brings the same topic into more than one stanza, is actually called a “Renga”, but since many are not familiar with these details, I’m just calling it all haiku.

Today will not have any Bible verses, but will just be an introduction to the idea of Torah and how it plays out in haiku. I hope people enjoy these readings as much as I’ve enjoyed writing them.

Anointed Scriptures,
Written for us to learn from –
God teaches with love.

Open your heart now.
Follow as I have written…
Scripture in “Haiku”.

Intro To Torah… What Is Torah?

God speaks to Moses.
The books of law are written…
They are called “Torah”.

“OR” in Hebrew words
Is translated meaning “Light”…
See it in “TORAH”?

“Torah” means “The Word”.
Within it, man will find Light—
Law is light and life.

YaH-Shua is Light,
And He is The Spoken Word—
The “Living Torah”!

So, from Genesis,
Through all Deuteronomy…
History preserved!

Have a blessed week, and come back tomorrow for Genesis One.

May 2, 2026 Posted by | Bible, Christianity, Creative Writing, Creativity, haiku, Nonfiction, Poetry, Walking With The Lord | , , , , , , , , , | Leave a comment

A Circle of Secrets (Telephone Part 2)


Digital image created by Wombo Dream AI with a circle of young people sitting on the grass at a park and giggling about the outcomes of the game of Telephone aka Chinese Whispers. I used the botanical filter again, so it matches the part 1 picture and looks pretty at the same time.
AI (Wombo) A Circle of Secrets by Crystal A Murray (CC BY-NC-SA 4.0)

Yesterday, I talked about the dangers of misunderstood communication (with the game of Telephone as an example). And I promised I’d share how that can influence and change the church. For example, the Bible doesn’t say “Cleanliness is next to Godliness” anywhere in Scripture. I’ve heard that it is actually in the Jewish books of wisdom, though. But it made it into regular church vernacular enough that many of us grew up thinking it was in the Bible.

Also, it never says there were 3 wise men, or that the wise men were kings, and yet we sing about it every Christmas. Oh, but wait, it doesn’t say a thing about Christmas either, but we can be relatively certain that December isn’t the correct season for the miraculous birth of Messiah. Yet, we create full programs and times of devotion around the season. And we surround our manger scenes with “angels” wearing halos not knowing that the word “halo” comes from the Greek word “Hélios” meaning “sun” and from the practice of sun worship.

The Bible does say to study to show yourself approved, and it warns that the ignorant may twist words (in the case of the Scripture reference, Paul’s words) to their own destruction.

2 Timothy 2:15 NLT
[15] Work hard so you can present yourself to God and receive his approval. Be a good worker, one who does not need to be ashamed and who correctly explains the word of truth.

https://bible.com/bible/116/2ti.2.15.NLT

2 Peter 3:16 CSB
[16] He speaks about these things in all his letters. There are some things hard to understand in them. The untaught and unstable will twist them to their own destruction,  as they also do with the rest of the Scriptures.

https://bible.com/bible/1713/2pe.3.16.CSB

I’m not saying these things in fault-finding accusations or demanding that people stop celebrating Christmas or singing We Three Kings, but rather I’m sharing as a wakeup call to understand how quickly and easily truth can be distorted until it looks totally different. There’s a great article about 8 things many believe after having been taught incorrectly at Christian Publishing House and it even included one I was taught and believed, but nope, there is no archeological or historical evidence of a gate in Jerusalem called “The Eye of the Needle” where camels must be unloaded before they can pass through. Of course, there are way more than 8, but this should stir Christians to seek truth and not just take what they’ve been taught to hear without first using research and prayer to confirm it.

One of my personal issues is found in the statements of faith for almost every church and religion. It’s the oft-repeated phrase “God in three persons,” also used in the song “Holy, Holy, Holy,” which is unsupported by Scripture many times, but especially in Colossians 2:9 where it says…

Colossians 2:9 CSB
[9] For the entire fullness of God’s nature dwells bodily in Christ,

https://bible.com/bible/1713/col.2.9.CSB

God does reveal Himself in a triune nature, but only one body (person), and the three are One…

1 John 5:7 KJV
[7] For there are three that bear record in heaven, the Father, the Word, and the Holy Ghost: and these three are one.

https://bible.com/bible/1/1jn.5.7.KJV

But we would never say “God in three spirits” or “God in three fathers” so why do we say “God in three persons”? And it does matter because there’s a huge difference in “these three are One” and “this One is three.” The latter supports multitheism and can cause those raised in monotheistic religions to refuse to seek the grace and mercy of Christ that Christianity teaches. These three are One being (and in only one human person) does not deny the Tri-Unity/Trinity, but rather defines it according to Scripture. And it makes it even more clear how we are made In His Image since we also have one body, one soul, and one spirit that all dwell fully as one being inside one body. And it clarifies the juxtaposition of the two verses in John 14:16 and John 14:18 where YahShua says He will ask the Father to send The Comforter and then says “I will come to you.”…

John 14:16, 18 KJV
[16] And I will pray the Father, and he shall give you another Comforter, that he may abide with you for ever;
(VERSUS)
[18] I will not leave you comfortless: I will come to you.

https://bible.com/bible/1/jhn.14.16-18.KJV

But somewhere along the line, the spiritual game of Telephone created these and many other mistaken understandings. Too many people are okay to start rumors, like whoever started all the ones about atheist Madalyn Murray O’Hair wanting to take religious programming off radio and TV. They later added that Dr. Dobson requested signed petitions to prevent it. And that hoax became so widely circulated that the FCC had to create a special phone number just to deal with calls on that subject. The hoax said they needed 1 million petitions to the FCC, and the FCC said they quit counting when it reached 25 million. That was in 1994. While it’s good that so many Christians are passionate about our religious freedom, this also shows how prominent a lie can become. It was one I also believed many years ago as a new Christian.

Too many are content to believe things at face value when they come from a trusted source. I’ve mentioned in other posts that I believed the Neiman Marcus cookie hoax because I heard it at a Tupperware meeting where I trusted the leadership sources. But every one of us needs to seek truth and guard it when we find it. With AI growing, it’s getting harder to tell real stuff from deep fakes, so all of us must be careful both inside and outside the spiritual realm. I’m beginning to understand how spiritual changes have taken place for so many years, even centuries back when Israelites believed untruths presented by someone with a loud voice or high position. Will you join me in becoming a truth seeker no matter how many waves it creates?

And just to end on a lighter note, I found an article with all kinds of ideas for the Telephone game (also called Chinese Whispers) at https://k12loop.com/hilarious-broken-telephone-game-phrases-prompts/ and that makes me want to play the game again.

May 1, 2026 Posted by | Christianity, Nonfiction, Slice of Life, Thoughts and Articles, Thoughts and/or Instructions, Walking With The Lord, Warnings, Hard Wisdom, and Discernment | , , , , , , , , , | Leave a comment

🎵An Ear in the Clouds


A praying person desperately seeking God while an ear in the heavens listens and an angel stands behind. The filter is a barrier baroque store style. This digital image is created by Wombo Dream AI from the following prompt: “Draw a person on their knees in a beautiful field of green grass praying and weeping as they pray. There is a large Bible open in the grass in front of them and they seem moved by the words in it. Above them, the clouds are parted with sparkling rays of sunshine streaming through and bathing both the Bible and the person praying. One cloud looks almost like an ear listening to the prayers and there is one angel near the ear and another standing behind the person praying. The angel behind the person has a strong look of compassion on his face.”
AI (Wombo) My Prayer by Crystal A Murray (CC BY-NC-SA 4.0)

I’m keeping this post simple and focused. With the divisions and issues in the world right now, my heart has gone back to a prayer I wrote up for a group of praying friends back in 2013. It has never left me, and it’s even more urgent now.

MY PRAYER


If you had only one prayer to ask of Yahveh Almighty, what would it be? I asked myself this question and here's what I chose for my prayer...

Abba Yahveh (Father God), please make Yourself known to every living being. Become so evident and real to all men that there will be no denying who You are or what You desire. Let there be no more gray, no shadows, no wondering, and no confusion. Open up the eyes of every man that no one can have an excuse of ignorance, be they believers or anti-Christ. If they seek to serve You, may they know Who they serve, and if they stand against You, may they know exactly Who they are rejecting. May all who have even an inkling of desire to know You find You in Your fullness and awesome wonder. Be made known to all the earth this very day.

In the Holy Name of Yahshua HaMashiach (Jesus The Messiah), Amen!
Open My Eyes That I May See (with lyrics)
Psalm 5:2-3 BSB
[2] Attend to the sound of my cry, my King and my God, for to You I pray. [3] In the morning, O Lord, You hear my voice; at daybreak I lay my plea before You and wait in expectation.

https://bible.com/bible/3034/psa.5.2-3.BSB

April 28, 2026 Posted by | Christianity, Grace and Mercy (In Scripture and In Life), Nonfiction, Prayer, Visual Parables (Images with a Message), Walking With The Lord | , , , , , , , , | Leave a comment

🎵World (Help A) Penguin Day🐧


A digital image created by Wombo Dream AI with this prompt: “A penguin is lying in a ditch after being beat up and robbed, and an outcast penguin 🐧 guy is bandaging up his wounds and caring for him getting ready to carry him to the penguin hospital. Meanwhile, the rich penguins and important penguins (including an old Testament Bible priest penguin 🐧) are walking by on the other side of the road and sticking their faces in the air to ignore him. But in the clouds up high, an eye watches as and sees it all.” The penguins on the side are watching rather than walking by, but the message is still clear when seeing one penguin bandage the wounds of another penguin. The filter is “Golden Hour” and created a nice atmosphere.
AI (Wombo) Samaritan Helper by Crystal A Murray (CC BY-NC-SA 4.0)

My Bible study today was in Luke 30, and when I read about the good Samaritan, it occurred to me that YahShua didn’t mention this being a parable. I’m not saying it isn’t, but I’m really pondering whether it is, so I invite you, my dear reader, to wonder along with me. Here’s the whole passage, and the link will take you to words in red.

Luke 10:30-36 WEBUS
[30] Jesus answered, “A certain man was going down from Jerusalem to Jericho, and he fell among robbers, who both stripped him and beat him, and departed, leaving him half dead. [31] By chance a certain priest was going down that way. When he saw him, he passed by on the other side. [32] In the same way a Levite also, when he came to the place and saw him, passed by on the other side. [33] But a certain Samaritan, as he traveled, came where he was. When he saw him, he was moved with compassion, [34] came to him, and bound up his wounds, pouring on oil and wine. He set him on his own animal, brought him to an inn, and took care of him. [35] On the next day, when he departed, he took out two denarii, gave them to the host, and said to him, ‘Take care of him. Whatever you spend beyond that, I will repay you when I return.’ [36] Now which of these three do you think seemed to be a neighbor to him who fell among the robbers?”

https://bible.com/bible/206/luk.10.30-36.WEBUS

So what if this story was not a parable, but rather a true story? What if the people whom God saw from the heavens just happened to be standing around in the crowd that day? Maybe more than one of them were there. The priest may have felt a twinge of conviction but drove it away with his anger at this man proclaiming to be The Messiah. But even he couldn’t help but wonder how YahShua knew about his passing by on the other side of the road on that day. And maybe one of the others who passed by actually repented and began to follow The Lord. If it was not a parable, who knows how many people might have been in that story and had to examine their lives once they realized they had been seen.

I believe God reaches into the miry clay with a rejected hand and repairs wounds every day. And whether you fit in the story as the rejector, the rejected, or the wounded, He is willing to bring you out of your current place and set your feet on The Rock.

Psalms 40:2-3 WEBUS
[2] He brought me up also out of a horrible pit, out of the miry clay. He set my feet on a rock, and gave me a firm place to stand. [3] He has put a new song in my mouth, even praise to our God. Many shall see it, and fear, and shall trust in Yahweh.

https://bible.com/bible/206/psa.40.2-3.WEBUS

And the reason you see penguins instead of people in the image above is simply to honor World Penguin Day. Well, and because they’re cute. And I’ll close with a beautiful rendition of “You Raise Me Up” by Selah.

You Raise Me Up by Selah (with lyrics)

April 25, 2026 Posted by | Bible, Christianity, Nonfiction, special days, Thoughts and Articles, Visual Parables (Images with a Message), Walking With The Lord, Wombo Dream | , , , , , , | Leave a comment

🎵Milestones


A digital image created by Wombo Dream AI of 3 Kitty cats sitting together on a fluffy white pillow in a golden cat tree with purple ornaments. One cat has purple fur, and the other two are white with hints of purple mixed in. This is for a birthday of someone who likes both cats and the color purple.
AI (WOMBO) Soft Kitty Purple Kitty by Crystal A Murray (CC BY-NC-SA 4.0)

I’m keeping this really short because I wore myself out today going through many of the milestones I’ve kept in boxes because they are so precious to me. And I’m thankful for the memories, but there comes a time when you’ve got to whittle the physical parts of the memories down a bit. I’ve still got all the good stuff in my heart where it matters most.

And speaking of milestones, my little sister is celebrating a big one, so I played around with some AI music and created a short chorus for her. I made it to just “My Little Sister” so my readers can download it for their little sister’s birthdays as well if they like. Here are the lyrics…

Happy birthday to you sister,
The best little sister I adore.
I celebrate with you, little sister.
Have a great birthday...
And many, many more!

And here is the sound track…

Happy Birthday Little Sister by Crystal and Gemini

And because I love the Holy Word of God so much, I even found a birthday Bible study to share with her and you all. Just go to Bible.com to find it with this link:http://bible.com/r/ADb which should take you to a study called A Birthday Card from Your Creator (A 7-Day Devotional).

Psalms 139:14 CSB
[14] I will praise you because I have been remarkably and wondrously made.  , Your works are wondrous, and I know this very well. 

https://bible.com/bible/1713/psa.139.14.CSB

April 24, 2026 Posted by | AI, AI Music & Vocals, Christianity, Creativity, Gemini (by Google), Lyrics and Song, Slice of Life, special days | , , , , , , , , | Leave a comment

🎵On Account of my Walk (Prompt Post)


Two women looking over proofs of photographs at a sales table. A digital image created by Wombo Dream AI in response to this prompt: “2 women sitting at a long table with a deep green cloth and a banker's lamp. They are looking at small proofs of recently photographed portraits and it's obvious one is trying to sell pictures to the other. She's pointing at the small pictures and the big colorful family portraits on the wall to demonstrate what could become of the photos on the table. There is a little money on the table as well.” This used the realistic filter, and it represents the table where I sat looking at pictures when the sales rep offered me the job that would change my life.
AI (Wombo) Photo Sales Table by Crystal A Murray (CC BY-NC-SA 4.0)

Describe a risk you took that you do not regret.

It didn’t start out as much of a risk. Right in the middle of a grocery store, a big drawing box that said, “Win a FREE 16 x 20 Portrait!” My trailer did not have a lot of wall space, but the word free was enticing, so in my name and number went.

I got the call a few days later. “You didn’t win the 16 x 20, but you won a free 8 x 10.” Wow, I thought, I actually won something. Having done telemarketing for a photo studio as a teenager, I should’ve known it was just a marketing technique, but I decided to set the appointment and have my portrait done. Still no real risk.

Proof day was the first risk. How much money could a truck stop cashier really afford to spend on pictures, no matter how pretty they came out? I decided on the Christmas cards and the free 8 x 10. The sales lady was good and she could see I wanted more but couldn’t afford them. So, she offered me a job. No, that was not how I expected that day to go, but it was a day that would change my life in multiple ways. But, yes, it was a huge risk.

I didn’t have a car that could travel all over the US, so the company said it would take care of all my flights and buses for the first 6 weeks while I was training, and then I’d pay half of my transportation costs myself. I just had to be willing to give notice at my current job and be willing to leave everything I knew, including all the family that lived in the same town, and head to my first training location in Utah within 10 days. I can still feel the butterflies that were there in my stomach as I pondered the decision to make such a huge life change. But I do not regret it at all.

Because of Parkway Studios, I got to travel a large part of the US. I saw landmarks and circuses and dinosaurs in Utah. I learned how cold Wisconsin can get during an Arctic cold front, and I learned how to pronounce Oconomowoc Wisconsin from a local who said to just remember, “On account of my walk.” (Phonetically, it’s pronounced oh-KAH-nuh-muh-wok.) I traveled to a town in Ohio that allowed me to meet my grandmother on my dad’s side for the first time, and a town in Kansas that let me see my father again after many years. And, eventually, I met the friend who put me on the phone with the man I’ve loved and been married to for over 35 years now.

There have been so many experiences since making the decision to accept that job offer that I could write a book. (I’m working on one for real.) I mean, without meeting my husband, I wouldn’t have some of the great friendships I’ve grown here, like those within my writer’s group, and I wouldn’t have gotten my gift of the DNA test that got me my brother. (He’s had a great response to his first single, by the way, so check the post called “Release Day” if you want to stream his amazing song, Savage Grace.) And so very much more than I can put into words because of the deep value of things like finding someone who loves to sing old hymns. So, no, I definitely do not regret that huge risk so many years ago.

Hebrews 11:8-10 BSB
[8] By faith Abraham, when called to go to a place he would later receive as his inheritance, obeyed and went, without knowing where he was going. [9] By faith he dwelt in the promised land as a stranger in a foreign country. He lived in tents, as did Isaac and Jacob, who were heirs with him of the same promise. [10] For he was looking forward to the city with foundations, whose architect and builder is God.

https://bible.com/bible/3034/heb.11.8-10.BSB
Just a Closer Walk with Thee by jinu03 at YouTube (with lyrics)

April 23, 2026 Posted by | by Day One, Grace by DNA book, Nonfiction, Prompts, Slice of Life, testimony, Walking With The Lord | , , , , , , , , | Leave a comment

🎵 Holy, Pure, and Undefiled (Full Song)🎶


Thumbnail cover for my song Holy, Pure, and Undefiled with lyrics by me and music & vocals by Google Gemini AI. I had Adobe Express create an image of a waterfall flowing into pristine turquoise waters with sun rays causing sparkles on the water.
AI (Adobe) Thumbnail for Video by Crystal A Murray & Google’s Gemini AI

It’s done, and I’m excited to share it with my readers. This is the finished song with 3 verses added to the chorus I shared on the post April 18th. I’m not sure what was harder, writing the lyrics, getting a sound I like from Gemini (Lyria model), or getting this uploaded to YouTube so I could embed it here. Though difficult and time-consuming, I actually enjoyed the process, and now I’m excited to try a bunch more of my poetry set to music. What a fun way to write for the joy of The Lord, and then to make a joyful noise.

1 John 1:4 BSB
[4] We write these things so that our joy may be complete.

https://bible.com/bible/3034/1jn.1.4.BSB

Psalm 100:1-2 BSB
[1] A Psalm of thanksgiving. Make a joyful noise to the Lord, all the earth. [2] Serve the Lord with gladness; come into His presence with joyful songs.

https://bible.com/bible/3034/psa.100.1-2.BSB

I won’t bore you with a ton of details, but there have been some great lessons learned. Part of the learning felt like being in the music studio redoing tracks until they didn’t have any more hiccups. I heard Elvis was famous for doing that hundreds of times. And Marty Robbins was able to go into the studio and sing a song to perfection at the first take. (I’m sure you know who Elvis was, but if you’re not familiar with Marty, look up his album called Gunfighter Ballads and Trail Songs for some you might find familiar like “El Paso” and “Cool Water.” Or you might remember him for “A White Sport Coat and a Pink Carnation.”)

And that was a fun rabbit trail. Lol 🤣 Anyway, to get the recording with which I was finally happy, it took coming back after I ran out of credits, and it took using multiple AI models. The Pro model didn’t want to help once it saw religious lyrics (I’m sad for that part), but the fast model that helps with a lot of Bible queries from me said it’s just how it’s trained. So, I let the fast model create the prompt with all the right spaces and breaks and punctuation to tell the Lyria model how to sing my words. AI knows AI, so the understanding was finally there to get my song, complete with ending tags (though it could’ve done a little better on that part), and a big orchestra & choir sound. The more I’ve played it, the more I’ve liked it.

And the last piece to the puzzle was finding out that Adobe Express would listen to the video and create captions in time with the music. I had to change some font sizes and boldness within the parameters of not having Adobe premium, but I was able to get them done in a way that should help y’all sing along. So, here for its debut blog performance, please enjoy Holy, Pure, and Undefiled with Lyrics by me and all the rest by Gemini and Lyria…

Holy, Pure, and Undefiled by Crystal A Murray (with lyrics)

April 21, 2026 Posted by | AI, AI Music & Vocals, Bible, Christianity, Creativity, Gemini (by Google), Lyrics and Song, salvation, Walking With The Lord | , , , , , , , , , , , | 1 Comment

🎵 Whisper A Prayer


A digital image created by Wombo Dream AI. Here is the prompt I used... A praying woman is looking toward a cross on a hill with a visible long vapor of breath swirling and streaming like a satin ribbon from her mouth to the cross as she prays. The atmosphere is peaceful and yet bright with golden rays of sunshine pouring out from behind the cross. Photo-realistic HDR and beautiful atmosphere with emotional coloring to reach deep into the senses. After it's creation, I edited it to add text over the ribbon of breath. The text says, “Create in me a clean heart, Lord...”
AI (Wombo) Whisper A Prayer by Crystal A Murray (CC BY-NC-SA 4.0)

Recently, I did a Bible study that had a devotion for each day, and part of that devotion was a daily breath prayer. At first, I was a little concerned about the possibility of mysticism or that it was some new age idea. So, I did some research. Apparently, the idea of breath prayers goes back to at least the 1300s, and it is a way to uphold the Scripture that says to “pray without ceasing.” These prayers are short words that can be spoken with an inhale and an exhale, or in your mind in the same amount of time.

Psalms 150:6 WEBUS
[6] Let everything that has breath praise Yah! Praise Yah!

https://bible.com/bible/206/psa.150.6.WEBUS

1 Thessalonians 5:16-17 WEBUS
[16] Always rejoice. [17] Pray without ceasing.

https://bible.com/bible/206/1th.5.16-17.WEBUS

There’s a great article explaining “breath prayers” with history and examples at Christianity dot com written by Mary Oelerich-Meyer. She mentions in her article that the English word inspiration comes from the Latin word ”inspirare” which means “to breathe into.” That makes the verse that says “All Scripture is God-breathed,” have a much deeper and more powerful meaning.

2 Timothy 3:16-17 WEBUS
[16] Every Scripture is God-breathed and profitable for teaching, for reproof, for correction, and for instruction in righteousness, [17] that each person who belongs to God may be complete, thoroughly equipped for every good work.

https://bible.com/bible/206/2ti.3.16-17.WEBUS

It’s easiest to remember breath prayers by praying Scriptures or songs. For example, inhale saying, “The Lord is my Shepherd,” and exhale with, “I shall not want.” Or, inhale with, “Thank You, Lord,” and exhale saying, “for saving my soul.” Anything that helps you whisper (breathe) a prayer in the morning, at noon, and in the evening like it says in the old hymn Whisper A Prayer. The song (one of my childhood favorites) reminds us that we can pray all the time, and God will answer all the time to “keep your heart in tune.” And we want to keep our hearts in tune because we know that Jesus may come in the morning, at noon, or in the evening.

So, I wanted a good way to remember some breath prayers for myself, and after trying different memory tricks, I decided to use the letters in my own first name as an acronym. I liked creating them so much that I wrote a bunch of prayers for others as well and now call them Breath Prayer Acronyms. And then I started putting them on pretty backgrounds to send to others who might need “inspiration.” For example, for the friend with cancer I’ve asked readers to pray for and his caregiving wife. The images I made for them are at the bottom after the video. There’s also an image I made using the letters for our writer’s group.

But first, here are the prayers for my own name without using an image background. And if you comment that you’d like me to write a breath prayer acronym for your name, I’ll gladly try. If I don’t know you, I’m not certain how it will come out since personalities and needs have ended up in all the acronyms I’ve written so far, but God could inspire me to write exactly what works for you without knowing anything about you. He does that sometimes. 🙂 Anyway, here’s mine…

C: Inhale: Create in me …
Exhale: A clean heart, Lord.

R: Inhale: Rose of Sharon, …
Exhale: May Your beauty flow through my soul.

Y: inhale: You are worthy, Lord, …
Exhale: Of all my praise.

S: Inhale: Save me, oh God, …
Exhale: For your Divine purpose.

T: Inhale: Teach me Your ways, …
Exhale: Your words and Your will.

A: Inhale: All of me, Jesus, …
Exhale: Wrap in all of You.

L: Inhale: Love is greatest …
Exhale: In who You are.

And here’s a video of Whisper A Prayer…

Whisper A Prayer by voiceofspiritualpraises1522 on YouTube (with lyrics)

And here are the promised images…

Breath Prayer Acronym: Mark
Breath Prayer Acronym: Deborah
Breath Prayer Acronym: LCW (Louisville Christian Writers)

April 20, 2026 Posted by | Christianity, Creative Writing, Creativity, Nonfiction, Prayer, Text on Image, Thoughts and/or Instructions, Visual Parables (Images with a Message), Walking With The Lord | , , , , , , , | Leave a comment

🎵The Artist and The Artisan


A digital image created by Wombo Dream AI with two children playing with wooden blocks. One of the children is painting the blocks, and the other is carving intricate designs into the blocks. Each has his own artistic calling, and both are happy playing with blocks together. Some of the blocks in the painter's stack appear to have been carved by the artisan already, so it's a great picture of the unity of two different types of creatures creators.
AI (Wombo) The Artist and The Artisan by Crystal A Murray (CC BY-NC-SA 4.0)

Have you ever wondered the difference in these two words? (Artist and Artisan?) When I did a search for the differences, I expected simple definitions, but apparently, there are a lot of people who think about this, so there were lots of sites and answers out there.

My query followed some Bible study from a Torah portion in the book of Exodus and chapter 35. It’s all about the creation and building of the wilderness tabernacle, and this portion details the gifted creators who contributed to both the beauty and the function of this place of worship. Here are a few verses from The Complete Jewish Bible...

Sh'mot (Exo) 35:31-33 CJB
[31] He has filled him with the Spirit of God — with wisdom, understanding and knowledge concerning every kind of artisanry. [32] He is a master of design in gold, silver, bronze, [33] cutting precious stones to be set, woodcarving and every other craft.

https://bible.com/bible/1275/exo.35.31-33.CJB

The basic difference is in the use of the objects designed by either artist or artisan. I am far more artist than artisan because I create for viewing enjoyment rather than utilitarian purposes. One site says an artist is a creative soul who uses both skill and imagination, and an artisan is a professional craftsman who uses their expertise to create functional objects. Another site gave a good example by comparing a cake decorator with a cake baker. So neither artist nor artisan is better, and function works well with presentation if the two work together.

For the picture above, I asked Wombo to show two children playing with blocks and have one painting and the other carving. I like how it added the intricately carved blocks for the child painter, and both of them are having fun in their individual pursuits. And I wonder if the environment around the tabernacle was like the two kiddos. God gave different people gifts based on what they should contribute to the building, and one of them was skilled at almost everything. Another one, God gave the ability to teach skills to others. All of them together created a wonderful place to meet with, and worship, The Holy Creator and Lord. What a great, and still utilitarian, purpose for creativity and wisdom.

As an FYI for you, if you read all about this building, you’ll get to those descriptions about tanned ram skins and fine leather. I haven’t done the research myself, but I once heard a message about those skins and the leather not looking very good, especially when compared to the purple, blue, scarlet, and gold on the inside of the tabernacle. The message was called “The Beauty of The Ugly” and it was all about how our greatest beauty is on the inside where the presence of God dwells. The preacher said that if people came up from the outside, they’d see these red skins and smell the burning hair and flesh from the altar, and it wouldn’t have attracted them much. Oh, but if they stayed until they could pull the flaps back and look inside… Gold and beauty like you’ve never seen!

Our Creator is both artist and artisan. He has designed beautiful things that have yet to even enter into the imaginations of mankind. If we see hard things in this life that make living on Earth, or serving The Creator, seem like that view from outside the tabernacle, we just have to wait for Him to pull back the flap to show us what’s inside. What a wonderful hope and thought to know He has so much prepared beyond anything we can even conceive—no matter how much of an artist or artisan we are. 🎨

1 Corinthians 2:9 CSB
[9] But as it is written, What no eye has seen, no ear has heard, and no human heart has conceived — God has prepared these things for those who love him.

https://bible.com/bible/1713/1co.2.9.CSB

And this seems to be the perfect time to use the song “I Can Only Imagine” by Mercy Me.

I Can Only Imagine by Mercy Me on YouTube (with lyrics)

April 19, 2026 Posted by | Bible, Christianity, Creativity, Nonfiction, Thoughts and Articles, Visual Parables (Images with a Message), Walking With The Lord, Word Nerd with a Bible | , , , , , , , , , | Leave a comment

🎵 Computerized Music Studio 🎶


Generated image created by Wombo Dream AI. A conceptual 'out of bounds' digital illustration depicting a laptop computer as an active musician. Stylized arms appear to extend from the device, actively playing an acoustic guitar. A professional microphone hangs suspended over the laptop, positioned to record both the guitar and the audio output (vocals) emerging directly from the laptop's speakers.
AI (Wombo) Laptop Playing a Guitar by Crystal A Murray (CC BY-NC-SA 4.0)

Can a computer really create its own music? I somehow qualified for a trial of Gemini Pro, and I’ve just learned that I can plug in some lyrics and have it create a music track and vocals. Now it’s not like in the old days of AI origins (just a couple years ago, lol 😂) where all image requests were totally distorted, but it does get a few things wrong on the vocals, and sometimes it has technical glitches. I guess it’s all part of my cyber journey. But I had some good experience and fun while working on these, and I even felt a little like I was in the studio with a band trying to get a track just right. While I’ve never truly enjoyed being on stage, I’ve always loved the studio experience.

So, back in 2013, I wrote a chorus that was part of a prayer. I wrote how I longed for God to see me as pure, holy, and undefiled. I’ve sung it to God many times because it’s where I desire to be, and where I desire to come back to when the cares of this life have distracted me. Here are the lyrics to the chorus…

Holy, pure, and undefiled, 
Let my heart and my mind be...
Holy, pure and undefiled,
Lord may I be more like Thee.

The AI cannot use the tune I created myself, but since I’m more of a lyricist than a musician, I decided to let it choose the tunes for me. Now I guess I have to learn my own song. Lol 😆 Here are two 30-second videos with the lyrics set to different music tunes and styles…

When I asked Gemini (Google’s AI) to add some music for me, it wanted to know a style. I started with an anthem sound, and I love what it created.

And then I asked for the same chorus with a country sound and a male vocalist. I liked this one a lot as well.

Finally, I decided to write some verses to go with the chorus, but there were things that didn’t work in every video until I ran past my limit on generations of new songs. I guess it’s about 50 of the short ones and only 10 of the long (3-minute) ones, so I’ll have to wait until it fully resets to try it again. When it does, I’ll create a new post, and then I’ll put a link here for anyone who follows this one. I’d love to hear your thoughts, though.

Psalm 98:4 BSB
[4] Make a joyful noise to the Lord, all the earth; break forth — let your cry ring out, and sing praises!

https://bible.com/bible/3034/psa.98.4.BSB

Find the complete song with 3 verses and new music and vocals on my post from April 22nd titled Holy, Pure, and Undefiled.

April 18, 2026 Posted by | AI, AI Music & Vocals, Christianity, Creative Writing, Gemini (by Google), Lyrics and Song, Nonfiction, testimony, Walking With The Lord | , , , , , , , , | 1 Comment

The Preacher and The Pig


A digital image created by Wombo Dream AI of a 1500s era preacher (resembling Martin Luther) riding on the back of a pig while he yells at the crowd about their sins. This is to represent the Judensau relief Luther created in Wittenberg tri represent his extreme antisemitism.
AI (Wombo) Preacher Riding a Pig by Crystal A Murray (CC BY-NC-SA 4.0)

You never know what unknown history you might uncover by looking at the various sites telling why a day is special. Remember the one I found with the story of milking a cow on an airplane? And today, I could’ve used the story about the guy who delivered a 250-pound cheese ball to the White House, but then I saw something else that grabbed my curiosity. It was about a trial in the year 1521, and the trial was at “A Diet of Worms.”

Are you saying “huh?” right now? Me, too! I’ll start with the simple thing, the definition of the word diet in 1500s Europe…

From the Shun Keto website: The word diet has had different meanings throughout history. In the political context, a diet refers to a formal deliberative assembly, such as the German Imperial Diet, which was the general assembly of the Imperial Estates of the Holy Roman Empire.

One of those assemblies in the “Holy Roman Empire” was called A Diet of Worms and it was the assembly that tried Martin Luther in 1521. And it was on April 17th, thus it showed up in my daily history search.

Now, in case you’re wondering about the image and title for this blog, it is a reference to one of history’s most awful acts of anti-semitism. And I only learned about it when studying a book called “Holy to Yahveh” by Terrye Goldblum Seedman about 20 years ago. I was only able to find one copy at Thrift Books, but maybe by leaving a link here, it can help people find it elsewhere by seeing the cover image.

In her book, the author talks about how hard Martin Luther tried to convert Jews to Christianity as he understood it. When he failed to convert the masses, he got extremely angry and created an 8 point outline for killing them and removing all knowledge of their religious practices from the world. He called it “The Jews and Their Lies” and his suggestions for their destruction were followed by Hitler during the Holocaust. She doesn’t include all of it, but just a small part of it says…

First, to set fire to their synagogues or schools and to bury and cover with dirt whatever will not burn, so that no man will ever again see a stone or cinder of them. This is to be done in honor of our Lord and of Christendom, so that God might see that we are Christians, and do not condone or knowingly tolerate such public lying, cursing, and blaspheming of his Son and of his Christians. For whatever we tolerated in the past unknowingly and I myself was unaware of it will be pardoned by God.

Another part of his behavior she covered in the book was about how he carved an image of a pig over a door to keep the Jews out of his church. I looked for information on that to see if that’s why he was on trial, and I was shocked to see it was far worse than just a carving of a pig. It’s a detailed portrayal of Jewish men doing perverted acts with a pig. I didn’t make it large enough to see the details, but I’m shocked that anyone who calls themself a minister of God and His Holy Word would commission something so disgusting. It’s called The Judensau, and Wikipedia has a full article on the one at Wittenberg. Yes, apparently there are more than one of these. Yuck!

So, I know this is a little less positive than most of what I share on this blog, but since the date popped up in “This Day in History” searches, I’m sharing what I’ve learned. My hope is that when you see how far off one man can go, and then you look at how much influence those off-kilter thoughts can have, you’ll understand the desperate need to study God’s Word and get a solid understanding of it in your own life. Even Solomon, the wisest man to ever live, ended up building an altar to at least one false god for one of his wives.

It’s sad that humans can fail so miserably, and I’m also reading about plenty of failures on the parts of the Jews in the Bible as I read Isaiah right now. It’s not an excuse for anti-semitism, and they all paid heavy prices (like years in bondage) for their failures, but we have a God who does not desire to see any of us perish for our failures. That’s why He provides the blood of Christ to save us from our sins. Whether preachers end up riding pigs or riding circuits to get a solid gospel from God’s Word to the masses, they are still human, so I encourage you to follow the biblical instruction that, if you think you are standing, take heed lest you fall. Keep a healthy appetite for The Bible, and study to show yourself approved unto God. It’s your safest place to avoid the traps in this world.

April 17, 2026 Posted by | Bible, Bible Study, Books and Writings, Christianity, Nonfiction, Thoughts and Articles, Warnings, Hard Wisdom, and Discernment | , , , , , , , , , | Leave a comment

🎵I Am The Door


An AI image created by Wombo Dream AI using the following prompt: One sheep is lying contentedly in the lap of his shepherd (who looks a little like Jesus) and the sheep and shepherd both have peaceful looks on their faces. The shepherd sits in the opening of a stone fence and essentially becomes the gate of this pastoral field full of curled up sleeping sheep behind him. It's the twilight of the day, and the sheep are secure in knowing the shepherd is guarding the gate and protecting them from any wolves or other predators.
AI (Wombo) I Am The Door by Crystal A Murray (CC BY-NC-SA 4.0)

I will keep this short, but I’m so happy with this image of a gentle and caring shepherd keeping watch while the sheep rest. The idea of The Shepherd being the door of the sheepfold is in Scripture in John 10. For this, I want to share from the PEV (Plain English Version) because it’s written as a missionary tool, so it adds simple explanations.

John 10:7-11 PEV
[7] so he said, “I will tell you something else. Listen to this, it’s true. I am like a gate in a sheep yard. [8-11] You know, the gate is the way for the sheep to go into the yard. Well, I am the way for people to come to God. If anybody comes to me, they will come into God’s family, and he will save them. And you know that sheep have to use the gate to go out and get grass to eat. Well just like that, people have to come to me to get whatever they need to live for God. And remember the shepherd in that picture story. Well, I am like that good shepherd that looks after his sheep properly. Some other men came before me, and they reckoned they were like shepherds, but they were liars. They were bad men, and my people didn’t listen to them, just like sheep only listen to their shepherd. Those bad people only want to steal the sheep, and kill them, and finish them up. But I am not like that. I came here to give people real life, so they can live with God for ever. You know, a good shepherd looks after his sheep properly, even if he has to die for them. Well, I am like that, I am ready to die to save my people.

https://bible.com/bible/2530/jhn.10.7-11.PEV

Though PEV, along with other translations, uses the word gate, the HCSB and Young’s Literal use door. I’m sharing that because the idea for the picture actually came from a book I read a long time ago and want to read again called “Jesus in The Present Tense: The I AM Statements of Christ” by Warren W Wiersbe. In this book, the author puts it this way…

“The sheepfold was an enclosure surrounded by a wall of rocks that was too high for the sheep to jump over. The shepherds sometimes put thorny branches on the tops of the walls to deter thieves from trying to climb over. An opening in the wall allowed the sheep to enter and exit; and at night, the shepherd lay across that opening and became the door of the sheepfold. To get into the fold, the sheep had to pass over the shepherd’s body, and to get out of the fold, they had to do the same thing. If a predator or a thief tried to enter, he had to deal with the shepherd first.”

I love this! Both for the idea that an unbeliever must encounter the true Shepherd to truly enter the sheepfold, and also for the protection the sheep are given as they live in the sheepfold. Wiersbe states it in more detail, and it’s exceptionally powerful to listen to it in audio and imagine the quiet field of rest with a strong shepherd guarding the gateway. His Presence is the security, the guidance, and the love we need as we walk through the uncertainties of this life. And if we need a Gentle Shepherd’s lap to crawl up into, He’s there for that as well.

I highly recommend the book, including the audio if you get the electronic version. And I hope the image gives you a picture of yourself as a sheep with a protective and loving Shepherd, that strong tower where you can run and be safe. And since we’re talking about a Gentle Shepherd, I will share a song I sometimes hear from my husband’s playlist called “Tender Shepherd” by Sounds Like Reign.” Even if it’s written as a lullaby, we can all use that type of peace now and then.

Tender Shepherd by Sounds Like Reign (with lyrics)

April 14, 2026 Posted by | Bible, Christianity, Grace and Mercy (In Scripture and In Life), Nonfiction, salvation, Walking With The Lord | , , , , , , , , | Leave a comment

🎵The Closer You Get


A digital image created by Wombo Dream AI of a purple hued field of grass and flowers. Over the top of the image is text from The Holy Bible that says, 
”The Lord is near to all who call upon Him, to all who call upon Him sincerely and in truth.”
 From Psalm 145.18.AMPC.
AI (Wombo) Psalm 145:18 Framed by Crystal A Murray (CC BY-NC-SA 4.0)

We had a pleasant writer’s group meeting with some beautiful poetry to celebrate April as National Poetry Month, and a wonderful devotion by my hubby. He shared a bit of the life and songs of Fanny J Crosby from her autobiography, and we shared some of our own life slices to know how to pray for each other. And since it’s been a long day with all that, I’m going to add one of her songs that goes well with the Scripture on the pretty spring image above and bid you all blessings on your Sunday and upcoming week. May you get closer to The Lord this week, and may you sense Him drawing closer to you.

Psalm 145:18 AMPC
[18]  The Lord is near to all who call upon Him, to all who call upon Him sincerely and in truth.

https://bible.com/bible/8/psa.145.18.AMPC

Hebrews 10:22 YLT98
[22] may we draw near with a true heart, in full assurance of faith, having the hearts sprinkled from an evil conscience, and having the body bathed with pure water;

https://bible.com/bible/821/heb.10.22.YLT98

James 4:8 BSB
[8] Draw near to God, and He will draw near to you. Cleanse your hands, you sinners, and purify your hearts, you double-minded.

https://bible.com/bible/3034/jas.4.8.BSB
Draw Me Nearer by Guy Penrod (with lyrics)

April 11, 2026 Posted by | About Writing, Bible, Christianity, Creative Image Editing, Nonfiction, Slice of Life, Text on Image | , , , , , , | Leave a comment

🎵 Savage Grace Release Day!


Shayne and His Dad — First Meeting 2021 ©2021-2026 Heather Froelich
(All Rights Reserved)

I’ve listened to the song multiple times now, and it’s got great lyrics, vocals, and music. Super proud of my brother!

As I promised from his story in yesterday’s post, I’m bringing my readers the video release and some links where you can get a copy for yourself. If you are a radio listener, you’re welcome to ask your local Christian station to give it some airplay as well. Help me help him make this a great release week with lots of interest.

So first, here’s the link from YouTube…

Shayne Savage singing Savage Grace

Next, here’s his website info where you can find his Facebook and Instagram pages, check out some of his merch, and sign up for his newsletter… https://www.shaynesavage.com/ And while you’re there, I recommend a scroll to his Liner Notes (blog) for some perspective posts. The latest post is all about the difference in faith and trust. Go directly to that one by visiting the next link…

faith-vs-trust-when-believing-isn-t-enough

I’d love some comments here, or if you stop by his Facebook page, please tell him you found out about him from his big sister. 😁 Enjoy the music, and thanks for letting me have a little time to promote this talented musician and singer.

April 10, 2026 Posted by | Christianity, Collaged, Current Events, Lyrics and Song, Nonfiction, Photo Studio Pro app, Reviews, Slice of Life | , , , , , , , , | 1 Comment

Grace by DNA Story–About Shayne


A collage with 3 photos from the first time I met my brother, the son of my father. The first image has the 3 of us on the day he and his wife arrived from Canada and holding the glittery welcome sign my husband made for them. The background is one of seabirds instead of the boring airport scene. The second image has my brother in the part of the big aquarium where you can stand in the middle of one fishtank with the fish swimming around you but you get to stay dry. My brother is inside there acting like a fish. In the last photo, the 3 of us are back at the airport where we must say goodbye. I changed that background to a splash of a shiny gradient.
Shayne and Heather with Crystal in 2019 ©2019-2026 (All Rights Reserved)

It all started one Valentine’s Day in 2018. A life-changing blessing with a journey that still continues.

Back in the early 2000s, hubby found a company that did DNA to look for genealogical connections. I was happy when he found a few cousins and wanted the same experience. But they didn’t do women’s DNA. Fast forward to Ancestry DNA, and they did. So my gift was the test kit, though I was really hesitant to spit in that tube. That hesitancy pushed me to the middle of the year, but I think the timing was perfect.

Shortly after my results came in, hubby was viewing the site since we had it in his name, and he told me, “You’ve got a message on Ancestry that I think you’re gonna want to see.” And there was this beautiful message from someone Ancestry said could be a very close cousin or grandchild. What? I’m thinking, wait I’ve already seen how the numbers look for my first cousins, and these numbers are way higher. I did some quick research to see how the stats work on DNA, and ours were more likely to be half-siblings. I’d met my other half-siblings, so this new connection was both confusing and exciting.

I wrote back right away and told this new relative that I thought he was likely my brother, and I’d be so excited to get to know him better. Then I called my half-sister in Texas and told her I thought we had another brother. There’d been a bit of distance between my dad and I for a few years (that’s a whole ‘nother story), so she called him to ask if we had another brother. At first, he said we didn’t, so I checked with his brother, my uncle, and he said he wasn’t even in Arizona during that year. Now this called for prayer. In the meantime, we spoke on the phone, and I learned that he’d been adopted as an infant and had never met anyone to whom he was blood related.

Fast forward to May of 2019, and Shayne, with his wife Heather, were on their way from Canada to the US for our first meeting. That’s the first image above, but the airport background wasn’t pretty, so I replaced it. Hubby made them the welcome sign they’re holding and has been a huge support as God has expanded this territory in my life. It would take too many words to tell you all we discovered about each other, but it was so neat every time Heather would notice similarities and state, “Oh, you guys are definitely brother and sister!” Though he’s a bit bolder as you can see by his fishtank antics. 😁

We met again in October of 2019 in Nashville, and shortly after that, I was able to fix things with my dad enough to get a phone call from him and then plan a visit to see him and his wife. During those calls and visits, I was able to tell him all he was missing by not acknowledging this son of his, and I quoted him a Bible verse to dissuade some of the guilt he may have been fighting about not having been there all his life. Of course, he was excused because of not knowing about Shayne, but I still wanted him to feel like God showed favor to him because of children he had fathered–not necessarily children he had always raised. That verse is…

Psalm 127:4-5 BSB
[4] Like arrows in the hand of a warrior, so are children born in one’s youth. [5] Blessed is the man whose quiver is full of them. He will not be put to shame when he confronts the enemies at the gate.

https://bible.com/bible/3034/psa.127.4-5.BSB

Now forward to November when Hubby and I were able to get a stay in Branson, Missouri, for ourselves and my sister and brother-in-law. She’s the one with whom I share both parents, and we were raised together for most of our growing up time. We all went together to the small Missouri town where our dad lived with his bride of 10 years, Cheryl. We had a wonderful visit with both of them, and we left with encouragement for our dad to contact Shayne. On Christmas Day of 2019, my brother heard his father’s voice for the very first time. (happy tears)

All the wheels were put in motion for Shayne to meet his (our) father after the winter weather let go in Canada, but that was 2020, so you know what happened there. Borders couldn’t have been shut any tighter. And again, we all went to prayer. In the meantime, I lost a very dear aunt in Arizona who was like a mom to me and my sister. That was just before the lockdown, and it filled the year with chaos and stress. Meanwhile, a good friend was watching her mom struggle with Alzheimer’s, and I was trying to be supportive of her. A crazy year but God’s presence sustained all of us.

Sometime in the late summer of 2020, my brother was able to find a way to get him and his wife Heather across the Canadian border. And they drove down to meet Dad. I was getting the play-by-play and so excited for both of them. Almost a week later, I got a call from the friend whose mom was struggling offering to take me to Missouri to see my brother and my dad. I will never be able to pay that gift back, and I’m forever grateful for the moments she gave our family before Dad left this world. And the miracle of timing for my brother to meet his father and our father to meet his son. (melt)

Again, there’s so much more to tell (which is why I want to write the Grace by DNA book), including the fact that I got another sister out of the deal because Heather and I also shared a lot of similarities–especially about spiritual things. So I’ll close this here by telling you why I chose to share all of this today. It’s because tomorrow’s blog will be all about a big event for my brother, and I’m super proud of him. He is releasing his first single from what will be his first album. I’ll share his website and teaser for tonight, and all the release stuff, including why he chose his particular performer name, tomorrow.

This YouTube page has links to Shayne’s website (where you can sign up for his newsletter), Facebook, Spotify, and Instagram…

https://youtube.com/@shaynesavagemusic?si=j2u8FhzTK-7x8PjG

And here’s the teaser from his Insta post…

April 9, 2026 Posted by | Christianity, Collaged, Creative Writing, Current Events, Grace and Mercy (In Scripture and In Life), Grace by DNA book, Nonfiction, Photo Studio Pro app, Slice of Life, testimony, Walking With The Lord | , , , , , , , , , | Leave a comment

🎵Resurrection Redemption Revealed


A digital image created by Wombo Dream of a cross in the clouds in a purplish-blue tint. Sun rays glow behind the cross and white peace doves fly around it. This is a background image due text that says: HE IS RISEN (in all caps) followed by ”Because He was crucified, we are free from the bondage of yesterday to live a new life today. Because He is risen, we have hope for tomorrow.”
AI (Wombo) Resurrection Day Banner by Crystal A Murray (CC BY-NC-SA 4.0)

On this Resurrection Day, celebrated as “Easter” by most Christian churches, we focus on a Risen Savior who endured suffering on our behalf. The final and perfect Passover Lamb has said, “It is finished.” Between the crucifixion and the resurrection, The Lamb was not silent. He was using that blood offering to purchase the keys of hell and death to free anyone who truly wants what He offers. And now, He is risen!

A couple people guessed that yesterday I was talking about Barabbas. Did you figure it out, dear reader? Maybe, like me, you once learned that his name means “son of the father.” The father in this word is not an earthly parent, but someone in a position of master or teacher, like a rabbi. So, Barabbas was likely a preacher’s kid. If you’ve raised your children right, but they don’t want to serve the God you taught them about, don’t give up even if they’ve been tried, convicted, and sentenced. God sees them.

As I studied and talked about Barabbas, a few more things came to light. For example, we don’t actually know the kind of person he was. Was he a notorious criminal because he committed multiple crimes with a bad and uncaring attitude? Or did they just take note of him because he was the son of a rabbi, and it gave them pleasure to take down one of God’s people? We’ve seen it in our modern media, so it’s not a stretch to think that could be possible. I even wondered if maybe the insurrection against the Romans was a religious one because Roman law was fundamentally changing the Torah practices within Israel. Like state laws that tried to prevent people from gathering to worship during the 2020 lockdowns, it’s possible that new Roman laws were hindering old biblical laws. And just maybe, Barabbas had read enough of the sacred writings of the law and prophets that he was trying to imitate them by taking out the “enemies” in that insurrection before they could put his people back into bondage again. And then someone got killed.

We don’t know what drove him to the behaviors that landed him in jail and headed for the death penalty. But, we do know that God didn’t change his identity, and his name was even more important than the rich man in hell whose name was never given. And we know, as Gemini pointed out to me, that Barabbas is the only person in history who could say in a literal physical sense, “Jesus Christ died for me.”

I’m sure I’m not alone in always seeing Barabbas as just a ”villain” in the Passion Story. But what if he’s more? What if this is another one of those things that are small to us but significant to God? Planned. Ordained. And with deeper meaning than most of us realize. Regardless of his crimes, his name Bar-Abba was a constant reminder of his identity and where he came from. Now, he was being given a second chance. What would he do with it? Here’s my hopeful view…

While others followed Messiah YahShua because of His miracles and His teachings, Barabbas found the disciples later and joined them because he was driven to show thanks for the grace (unmerited favor) he’d been given. He knew Messiah paid a debt He didn’t owe, and he owed a debt he could never fully pay. His freedom wasn’t just a reset button that would allow him to go on as if none of his past had ever happened. The people knew. The relatives of the person who died at his hands knew. He knew. And that weight inside him could only be lightened if he did something of value with his freedom. So he would testify to others who felt hopeless. He would tell parents and grandparents and aunts and uncles to never stop praying because mercy creates miracles. He would follow the Man who died for him for the rest of his life.

This 1707 hymn ”At the Cross” has lyrics Barabbas himself could have sung: Was it for crimes that I had done, He groaned upon that tree? And then the final verse:

But drops of grief can ne'er repay
The debt of love I owe.
Here, Lord, I give myself away,
'Tis all that I can do.
At the Cross by ”Faithful Worship Music” on YouTube

April 5, 2026 Posted by | Bible, Christianity, Creativity, Grace and Mercy (In Scripture and In Life), Nonfiction, Thoughts and Articles, Walking With The Lord | , , , , , , , , | Leave a comment

🎵Behold the Lamb!


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AI (Gemini) Jesus Rides to Jerusalem; Lambs Follow by Crystal A Murray
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Scripture tells us that there is safety in a multitude of counselors. I think that’s because perspective is created by individual experiences mixed with the wisdom we’ve been taught. We share our perspectives with others (hence the proliferation of blogs, podcasts, videos, etc.), and when that is mixed with someone’s experience, they get new perspectives with which to counsel others.

I love to read, but not so much book-length manuscripts. I’ve read a few novels that kept me enthralled, but it’s just a handful of authors that have that effect on me. So, I read lots of articles and blog posts, and other quick content. I love the Bible app by YouVersion because of the abundance of Bible studies there. And I can study alone or with others. Their plans are best on the app, but this page should work even if you don’t have the app yet… https://www.bible.com/reading-plans and you can search plans by topic, length, author, etc.

My latest study is called “A Gospel View of Christ, the Lamb of God” by Returning to the Gospel. The link should take you right to it.

In reading this study, which is happening during Passover week (and Easter week) because I didn’t start it right when I planned, I’ve read of an amazing “coincidence” (we know it’s more likely a “God-incidence”) about the examination of the Passover lambs. All of Exodus Chapter 12 is about the Passover, and you can read it at Bible Hub, but here are the 2 verses that gave me a new perspective…

Exodus 12:3, 6 BSB
[3] Tell the whole congregation of Israel that on the tenth day of this month each man must select a lamb for his family, one per household.
[6] You must keep it until the fourteenth day of the month, when the whole assembly of the congregation of Israel will slaughter the animals at twilight.

https://bible.com/bible/3034/exo.12.3-6.BSB

I added bold emphasis to point out the 10th and 14th days. They chose a lamb but did not slaughter it until it had been thoroughly examined, and then all the people slaughtered their lambs at the same time. The study pointed out that on the 10th of Nisan on the Hebrew calendar, the sheep were being brought through the “Sheep Gate” to be examined for the Passover. It is known as “Shabbat HaGadol” and is a significant Sabbath for the feast. On that same day, Messiah YahShua was entering another gate riding on a donkey. He would have dinner with His disciples, and then they would go pray in Gethsemane. From there, the betrayal would mean His arrest and then a whole lot of examination. And they found no spot or blemish, so He was ready to be sacrificed.

I don’t believe Abba Yahveh Almighty lets any of that just happen. It’s a full plan to redeem us and to remove any excuses from those who know the details but refuse to believe. It wouldn’t surprise me to find out one day that each thing that happened back then was on a clock that matched the original Passover to the minute–or even to the second. An article at “Hebrew for Christians” has even more amazing details. My favorite is the connection between the Passover lamb and the first and last letters of the Hebrew alphabet: Aleph (pronounced ah-lef) and Tav (pronounced tahv). In Hebrew, these are written as א and ת.”

In the Hebrew Scriptures, these two letters often appear together. While they act as a grammatical pointer, they also represent the ‘First and the Last.’ Remember that YahShua said He was the Alpha and Omega, which is the Greek equivalent of Aleph and Tav, or A and Z, or First and Last. I used the parallel Bible at Bible Hub to view the Hebrew letters, and it’s as they say. Read the whole article for more at…  https://hebrew4christians.com/Holidays/Spring_Holidays/Shabbat_HaGadol/shabbat_hagadol.html

And with all that information, now I want to turn to the reason for seeking these things. We need to behold The Lamb so we can fully understand what He did for us and share that good news (or God news) with others. Close your eyes and imagine that pure and spotless lamb, silent and waiting, not even knowing the power that would flow from it’s perfect body to cover the door posts of Israel and protect them from the Death Angel when it entered Egypt. And then, envision another Lamb, this One knowing the power in His precious blood. Pray with me…

Abba Yahveh, our Father, we thank You for not just teaching us, but for loving us. Before we knew what we were missing, You were creating and perfecting a plan to remove every barrier that separates us from you by covering sin in perfect blood. Before we knew You (while we were yet sinners), You already loved and wanted us for Your own. You literally moved Heaven and Earth to make it happen! As You reach out and pursue us, even into the depths of the bondage of sin, may we look up and reach out to You and allow You to deliver us and set us free. It is not Your will for any of us to perish without You. Thank you for that and for ALL of Your wonderful mercy and grace. May Your Holy Presence dwell with each person who brings this prayer to You. In Jesus’ Name, Amen.

And now, a beautiful song written by Dottie Rambo called “Behold The Lamb.”

Behold The Lamb by Stacey Plays Hymns at YouTube (with lyrics)

April 3, 2026 Posted by | AI, Bible, Bible Study, Christianity, Current Events, Devotion, Gemini (by Google), Grace and Mercy (In Scripture and In Life), Nonfiction, Prayer, special days | , , , , , , , , , | Leave a comment

🎵Happy April (Convert A) Fool Day


A digital image created by Wombo Dream AI of many people walking on a road named “Romans Road” and laying aside their heavy burdens as they walk toward a big cross with sunshine and sparkles. This represents the salvation Scriptures in the Bible in the book of Romans.
AI (Wombo) Road to the Cross by Crystal A Murray (CC BY-NC-SA 4.0)

If I could create a dream picture, this would be close to it. A steady flow of people headed toward the Cross of Christ and dropping their heavy bags along the way.

There are so many things in this life to make a person weary, and people deal with that weariness in a multitude of different ways. But when most people find The Way, The Truth, and The Life that is YahShua (Jesus) HaMashiach (Messiah), they realize the futility of all the other ways.

So I’m going to keep this short and just list the travel stops (Scriptures) along The Romans Road for those who are searching. And if you are one who has said in your heart that God is not real, this is your chance to change from the definition of being called a “fool” in God’s Word to instead being called a “son” or “daughter” of God. Whether you believe but don’t serve, or you don’t believe at all, I’d love to share something that can make you hungry for the blessings you’ve been missing in The Lord.

First stop, Romans 3:23 with understanding that no one is perfect…

Romans 3:23 BSB
[23] for all have sinned and fall short of the glory of God,

https://bible.com/bible/3034/rom.3.23.BSB

Next stop, Romans 5;8 with hope because God doesn’t wait for you to be perfect to offer a sacrifice for your sin…

Romans 5:8 BSB
[8] But God proves His love for us in this: While we were still sinners, Christ died for us.

https://bible.com/bible/3034/rom.5.8.BSB

Then a stop with knowledge that imperfection leads to death but perfect blood changes everything…

Romans 6:23 BSB
[23] For the wages of sin is death, but the gift of God is eternal life in Christ Jesus our Lord.

https://bible.com/bible/3034/rom.6.23.BSB

And the home base with mercy and grace that welcomes you when you admit you are powerless to fix your own sin and believe that the greater power of God’s gift of salvation is what you need and want…

Romans 10:9 BSB
[9] that if you confess with your mouth, “Jesus is Lord,” and believe in your heart that God raised Him from the dead, you will be saved.

https://bible.com/bible/3034/rom.10.9.BSB

If you’ve made a new decision to serve God today, welcome to the family. Please share your story in the comments or write to me and share it privately. If it’s not a new story, I still love to hear conversion stories because they are powerful and inspiring. At whatever point you made (or make in the future) a choice to follow The Lord, know that all of heaven rejoiced (or will rejoice) more than one who finds buried treasure.

Luke 15:10 BSB
[10] In the same way, I tell you, there is joy in the presence of God’s angels over one sinner who repents.”

https://bible.com/bible/3034/luk.15.10.BSB

If you’re still thinking about it, here’s a great study page at Bible Hub where you might find some answers to your deeper questions: https://biblehub.com/faq/How_can_I_Follow_Jesus.htm

And now, enjoy the pretty guitar and vocals by Lydia Walker as she sings about a decision to follow Jesus…

I Have Decided to Follow Jesus by Lydia Walker (with lyrics)

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Proverbs 31: Not a Trophy Wife, Just a Trophy


A digital image created by Wombo Dream AI of a queen mother talking to her son about his future kingship and the woman he should choose for his own queen. She has a paper with both A to Z and some Hebrew letters on it to represent the acrostic in Proverbs 31. They are both dressed in royal velvet. The mother wears deep red with cream lace, and the son has a blue and purple velvet suit.
AI (Wombo) Queen Mama and King Son by Crystal A Murray (CC BY-NC-SA 4.0)

How many of my female readers dread this chapter of Proverbs because it feels like the world demands we strive for the perfections we see here? And how many of my male readers get depressed because they don’t have a Proverbs 31 woman? Well, it’s not quite as bad as any of you might think. And it’s more about the character of King Lemuel than it is about some “perfect” woman anyway.

In verse 1, in the Complete Jewish Bible, we read…

Mishlei (Pro) 31:1 CJB
[1] The words of King L’mu’el, the prophecy with which his mother disciplined him:

https://bible.com/bible/1275/pro.31.1.CJB

See, this mama wanted her son to be a valiant king, worthy of the blessings she is getting ready to give him. She begins with telling him what not to do. In verses 2-7, she warns him not to sacrifice his strength to women, and tells him to stay away from anything that can destroy kings. She also warns him to avoid strong liquor because it isn’t meant for kings and could make them forget even the decrees they made as laws. In verses 8 and 9, the Queen Mama goes from don’t’s to do’s as she tells him to speak for those who can’t, be an advocate and righteous judge, and to defend the poor and needy.

So what has this mama created in her son? She’s created, in Hebrew, a chayil or “valiant warrior.” This word (Strong’s H2428) is used for Boaz in Ruth 2:1…

Ruth 2:1 BSB
[1] Now Naomi had a relative on her husband’s side, a prominent man of noble character from the clan of Elimelech, whose name was Boaz.

https://bible.com/bible/3034/rut.2.1.BSB

The same word is used to describe Ruth in chapter 3, verse 11…

Ruth 3:11 BSB
[11] And now do not be afraid, my daughter. I will do for you whatever you request, since all my fellow townspeople know that you are a woman of noble character.

https://bible.com/bible/3034/rut.3.11.BSB

Note the noble character description for both. And here is the meat of Proverbs Chapter 31. Verses 10-31 are an acrostic poem of the letters in the Hebrew aleph-bet (alphabet). (The chapter link is for the KJV because it shows the acrostic letters.) Basically, it’s a kingly mnemonic to help Lemuel remember these necessary virtues for the type of the woman who should sit by his side and be his queen. This woman will be his crown as is mentioned in Proverbs 12:4a: ”A wife of noble character is her husband’s crown.” And by using the whole aleph-bet (aleph to tav), the mother is giving her son a behavior roadmap for his whole marriage and his whole life.

And verse 10 begins with that word chayil (actually eshet chayil for the woman) again…

Proverbs 31:10 BSB
[10] A wife of noble character, who can find? She is far more precious than rubies.

https://bible.com/bible/3034/pro.31.10.BSB

Here, I have to share from the word study of chayil at Bible Hub:

Moral Excellence and Noble Character

The Book of Ruth elevates the term beyond the battlefield: Boaz calls Ruth “a woman of noble character” (Ruth 3:11). Proverbs 31:10-31 culminates in the praise of “a wife of noble character” whose industrious life blesses family and community. Here chayil accents virtue, diligence, generosity and God-fearing devotion. Strength is measured not by force but by steadfast righteousness.

This not a list of things to do, or even things to be, it’s a character list of traits that will radiate from a heart that is right with God. Though God also knows our human form and that even a virtuous woman needs support and strength from a virtuous man to be at her best. Lemuel’s mom taught him to be that. We know from reading that this type of man trusts his wife and notices those virtues in her. He gives her praise to her face and speaks highly of her to others at the gate. He is the perfect husbandman who cares for his “vine” and helps her to blossom. He enables her to be in business for herself (she sells a field), be creative (she works the spindle), and gives her the servants she needs to take care of her home and family. He does not look only at her appearance as he would a “trophy wife” who’s used more for display than intrinsic value. To him, and to the dreams of his mama, she is truly a trophy.

Sometimes, especially in this world of disobedience to The Lord and His ways, it may seem impossible for either husbands or wives to be of noble character. Maybe we haven’t been raised that way. Maybe we’ve lived our lives as survivors and don’t even know where to begin. Maybe we’ve been married to someone who didn’t bring out the best in us–or maybe even crushed our best. Or maybe someone reading this is single and doesn’t have someone in their life to bring anything out for.

Wherever you are in this, I have hope for you. We all have a virtuous and valiant character for our ishi (husband) because the Bible says in Isaiah 54: 5,10…

Isaiah 54:5, 10 BSB
[5] For your husband is your Maker — the Lord of Hosts is His name— the Holy One of Israel is your Redeemer; He is called the God of all the earth.
[10] Though the mountains may be removed and the hills may be shaken, My loving devotion will not depart from you, and My covenant of peace will not be broken,” says the Lord, who has compassion on you.

https://bible.com/bible/3034/isa.54.5-10.BSB

May you see Yahveh Almighty as one worthy of being a trophy for. And if you are an unmarried man, may you learn to imitate God’s valiant and noble behaviors to attract your own trophy. If you’re an unmarried woman, may you be that trophy for God, and may He send you the noble man He has chosen to bring out the Proverbs 31 woman in you.

One final note: I’ve learned tonight that it is a Jewish tradition after the lighting of Sabbath candles for the man to sing “Eshet Chayil” (singing Proverbs 31:10-31) to his wife. He is not singing it as a checklist of chores but rather a praise at the end of the week for his warrior partner. I found a version of it in English with lyrics…

Eshet Chayil for Sabbath by Inspired Beats on YouTube (with lyrics)

March 31, 2026 Posted by | Bible, Bible Study, Christianity, Grace and Mercy (In Scripture and In Life), Nonfiction, Proverbs & Wisdom, Proverbs Series, Walking With The Lord | , , , , , , , , | Leave a comment

🎵Proverbs 29: No End in Sight


Digital image created by Wombo Dream AI of a runner who has given up, thrown down the baton, and sat on the racetrack with his head in his hands. The track, or many tracks in this case, go all over the place and there is no finish line. To make matters worse, there are signs all along the tracks that say, ”Finished?”
AI (Wombo) No Finish Line? By Crystal A Murray (CC BY-NC-SA 4.0)

Imagine if you will, a runner. He came to win the race. He’s practiced, he’s ready, and he’s dressed to run. But when he gets to the track, er tracks(?), no direction is clear. Instead of the track knowing and showing the finish line, it just keeps asking, “Finished?”

Proverbs Chapter 29 includes the well-known verse…

Proverbs 29:18 KJV
[18] Where there is no vision, the people perish: But he that keepeth the law, happy is he.

https://bible.com/bible/1/pro.29.18.KJV

Various translations render the word vision as things like revelation, prophecy, divine guidance, or prophetic vision. And the word perish is replaced with “cast off restraint,” “run wild,” or “lose self-control.” I like the way it reads in The Message Bible: “They stumble all over themselves.” Because without God’s help and guidance, and the finish lines He has laid out in His Word, you’ll get lost in chaos and confusion. With no end in sight, how can you even know what direction to run?

It works the same in all of life. We start, when kids are little, asking “What do you want to be when you grow up?” And we don’t ask that because we think they really know or have their college path already decided. We ask because we want to know what excites them, so we can steer them toward a finish they will be happy with.

Human races, on the track or otherwise, often involve competition and include winners and losers. But there are some of us in this world that don’t like competition. For me, even winning at something is difficult because I feel bad for anyone who doesn’t win. That’s why I like God’s race where everyone who crosses the finish line gets the prize. Paul the Apostle states it this way…

Philippians 3:14 WEBUS
[14] I press on toward the goal for the prize of the high calling of God in Christ Jesus.

https://bible.com/bible/206/php.3.14.WEBUS

1 Corinthians 9:25-26 WEBUS
[25] Every man who strives in the games exercises self-control in all things. Now they do it to receive a corruptible crown, but we an incorruptible. [26] I therefore run like that, not aimlessly. I fight like that, not beating the air,

https://bible.com/bible/206/1co.9.25-26.WEBUS

2 Timothy 4:7 WEBUS
[7] I have fought the good fight. I have finished the course. I have kept the faith.

https://bible.com/bible/206/2ti.4.7.WEBUS

In case you have never read it, there’s a great poem about winning races called “The Race” and it even has its own website at https://theracepoem.com/ plus a lot of other places online. It’s a poem filled with heartache and victory, and it’s absolutely worth reading.

And this is the perfect place to end with a song I once thought I’d sing on an album. It’s called “This Race I Have Begun,” and it’s written and sung by Bobbie Shoemake…

This Race I Have Begun by Bobbie Shoemake

March 29, 2026 Posted by | Bible, Christianity, Proverbs & Wisdom, Proverbs Series, Walking With The Lord | , , , , , , , , | Leave a comment

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