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🎵 The Upside-down Mountain of Blessings; Part 3


Digital image created by Wombo Dream AI with the prompt: 4 panel drawing
Panel 1 has a cute house on a sunny day built on a solid rock foundation in the middle of a beautiful field. The rock is filled with light and gold and it creates glowing light that fills up the house. 
Panel 2 has the same house on the same solid rock foundation in the middle of a strong rainstorm. The rain is causing flooding, but the house is standing solid and still filled with light from the rock. 
Panel 3 has an adorable house with cute windows and colorful shingles on a sunny day, but no light in the windows and it's built on a pile of sand. The sand has pretty sparkles in it. It looks like paradise. 
Panel 4 has the same adorable house on the hill of sand but now it's in the powerful rainstorm with flooding that's making the sand foundation flow away and causing the house with no light to fall over on its side and collapse into a heap of broken wood and crushed rubble.
AI (Wombo) The House is Built by Crystal A Murray (CC BY-NC-SA 4.0)

The dark clouds roll in with a thunderous crackle, and a howling wind blows blinding sheets of rain against the neighborhood. A flash flood violently surges over the riverbanks, ripping up trees and slamming directly into two houses. From a distance, the two structures look identical. But as the mud rushes over the foundations, their differences become obvious. One house stands completely unmoved against the torrent, while the other one collapses into a catastrophic heap of crushed bricks and broken wood. This is the closing cinematic scene of YahShua’s famous sermon.

After dismantling four millennia of religious chaos and bringing the focus back to its original purpose—grace—He ends with a sharp warning about an unavoidable storm. He forces us to look past the outward appearance of our lives and look directly at what is underneath them. Without explicitly asking Himself, He poses the question: What is your foundation?

Matthew 7:24-27 BSB
[24] Therefore everyone who hears these words of Mine and acts on them is like a wise man who built his house on the rock. [25] The rain fell, the torrents raged, and the winds blew and beat against that house; yet it did not fall, because its foundation was on the rock.
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[26] But everyone who hears these words of Mine and does not act on them is like a foolish man who built his house on sand. [27] The rain fell, the torrents raged, and the winds blew and beat against that house, and it fell— and great was its collapse!”

https://bible.com/bible/3034/mat.7.24-27.BSB

So I ask you, dear reader, what is your foundation? Are you trusting in The Lord and built on a rock-solid foundation that is backed up in Scripture? Have you tested the beliefs that frame your spiritual life against the words of The Carpenter?

And if you’ve ever wondered what a house (and rock) made of knitted yarn looks like, check out this cute image…

Digital image created by Wombo Dream AI in the “knitted” filter and using the prompt: 4 panel drawing
Panel 1 has a cute house on a sunny day built on a solid rock foundation in the middle of a beautiful field. The rock is filled with light and gold and it creates glowing light that fills up the house. 
Panel 2 has the same house on the same solid rock foundation in the middle of a strong rainstorm. The rain is causing flooding, but the house is standing solid and still filled with light from the rock. 
Panel 3 has an adorable house with cute windows and colorful shingles on a sunny day, but no light in the windows and it's built on a pile of sand. The sand has pretty sparkles in it. It looks like paradise. 
Panel 4 has the same adorable house on the hill of sand but now it's in the powerful rainstorm with flooding that's making the sand foundation flow away and causing the house with no light to fall over on its side and collapse into a heap of broken wood and crushed rubble.
AI (Wombo) Knitted Houses by Crystal A Murray (CC BY-NC-SA 4.0)

I loved working on this study with Gemini because it brought up some focal points I may have missed if I’d spent the hours required to search all the sources the AI has access to. One great point was this: The wise builder didn’t build a house to earn the rock; he built on the rock because he trusted its strength. At least it’s a great point to someone who has spent many days and hours trying to perform flawlessly enough to keep the Rock in my life rather than causing Him to give up on me.

I also liked the notes on comparing our walk with Christ to a phone that needs to be charged. A phone doesn’t earn its power by working, it sits passively on a charger to receive power. But it receives power *so that* it can go out and run its apps. Good behavior and holy living are not a currency we pay to get God to love us—they are the natural fruit of a life that has finally let God and His love be the source of power.

Stopping the Grace vs Works Pendulum

We don’t obey God to convince Him we are worthy of His love; we obey Him because we have finally allowed Him to fully love us. His way. Based on His worthiness—poured out in blood at Calvary. We obey because, like a glass submitting to a vessel that’s pouring water into it, we trust Him to fill us up. Good behavior and obedience, including letting God serve us in healings and other blessings, is the fruit of that trust.

The balance of both grace and good works—with grace setting us free from struggling for a paycheck attached to our workload—stops the pendulum. Once we’re free from being servants of sin, we become like children who want to please our holy Father because we love and trust Him. We’re no longer swinging from one extreme to the other trying to figure out which lessons to follow to become perfect or shunning works all together as if they are a type of bondage.

Now, we’re praising God from the top of the upside-down mountain of blessings, and from the valley below. We realize blessings are His gifts of love toward us rather than rewards for our perfection. He pours out gifts because He wants to. No more begging; just receiving, trusting, and loving in all kinds of weather.

As we wrap up this journey on the Upside-Down Mountain of Blessings, look at your own spiritual foundation today. Are you still trying to climb the old mountains of performance, or are you ready to build on the Rock of Christ’s finished work? I’d love to hear your thoughts in the comments below: Which part of this upside-down message speaks most deeply to where you are at in your faith journey right now?

Read Part 1 at: https://crystal-writes.com/2026/06/07/upside-down1/

Read Part 2 at: https://crystal-writes.com/2026/06/08/upside-down2/

And now, enjoy an old childhood favorite about the wise man and the foolish man…

The Wise Man Built His House Upon the Rock (with lyrics)

And I’ll finish this in style with the beautiful song “God on the Mountain” by Lynda Randle…

God on the Mountain, Still God in the Valley by Lynda Randle (with lyrics)

Note: Parts of this study (and a few of the words) were assisted by Google Gemini, alongside website studies at Bible Hub and Got Questions, but I’ve edited and personalized all of it before publishing.

June 9, 2026 Posted by | AI, AI Image Creations, Bible, Bible Study, Christianity, Gemini (by Google), Grace and Mercy (In Scripture and In Life), Nonfiction, salvation, Thoughts and Articles, Walking With The Lord, Wombo Dream, Word Nerd with a Bible | , , , , , , , , | Leave a comment

The Upside-down Mountain of Blessings; Part 2


A digital image created by Wombo Dream AI with the prompt: A large room on the second floor of an ancient building. It's large enough to host 120 people. It's got high wooden ceilings and a strong wooden floor. In the middle of the room, 12 men in biblical attire are reclining at a huge wooden table covered with foods from a Passover meal. All of the men in the room are wearing Jewish head coverings. On the front side of the table, Jesus is kneeling humbly to the floor with a towel wrapped around his waist as he sits on the floor in front of Peter the apostle. Peter is sitting on a chair in front of Jesus and you can see his sandal-clad dirt-covered feet. Jesus has a bowl of water between them as He explains to Peter His plans to serve him by washing Peter's feet, but Peter holds up his hands in opposition because he thinks he should be the one washing Jesus' feet. The dusk has settled and the room is lit by large candles on tall stands and on the table.
AI (Wombo) Jesus Ministering Foot Washing to Peter (CC0)

Picture a candle-lit upper room at dusk on the night before the crucifixion. The air is heavy with tension, and the disciples are doing what human beings always do when they are insecure: arguing about who among them is the greatest and therefore deserves the seat of honor nearest the Messiah.

Suddenly, the room falls dead silent. Everyone turns toward the front of the table where YahShua has pushed aside His plate of bread and the cups of covenant He had just taught about.

Silently, The Rabbi stands up and ties a towel around His waist. The others watch as He pours water into a basin and lowers it to the floor. He kneels before the first disciple to wash his dirty, dust-covered feet. And then He washes the feet of the next one, and the next. These are moments of profound beauty—and total theological panic. The stunned disciples submit to their Master, but it all feels upside-down to them.

When YahShua gets to Peter, the tough fisherman recoils in flat-out refusal. Even though YahShua had just stated He was there to serve them, Peter’s religious training told him that followers serve the Master, not the other way around.

“But it’s me who should be washing Your feet,” Peter exclaims!

YahShua looks up at Peter from the floor. In a loving moment of warning, He reminds him that without submitting to Him as a servant, Peter will have no part with Him.

Now Peter swings the pendulum the other way requesting for his Master to wash him head to toe. It’s a beautiful way for Peter to state that he is sold out to The Messiah and is fully committed to His ministry. We know that commitment will be tested within the next couple days, and Peter will fail, but it won’t be the end of his ministry.

YahShua has seen the future denials, but He has also seen the future. In Mark 16:7, He sends an angel to specifically include him: “go tell the disciples and Peter” to meet Him in Galilee.

Mark 16:7 BSB
[7] But go, tell His disciples and Peter, ‘He is going ahead of you into Galilee. There you will see Him, just as He told you.’”

https://bible.com/bible/3034/mrk.16.7.BSB

This story of deep messages and lessons across the dinner table is shared in all four gospels, though not all parts are in each rendition. Still, for quick reference to read these yourself, check out these links at Bible Hub where you can read a variety of Bible translations and even put them in parallel.

Matthew 26... https://biblehub.com/bsb/matthew/26.htm

Mark 14... https://biblehub.com/bsb/mark/14.htm

Luke 22... https://biblehub.com/bsb/luke/22.htm

John 13... https://biblehub.com/bsb/john/13.htm

My introduction to this upside-down view of YahShua came during a recent Bible study in the YouVersion app. It’s called “Daily Encouragement,” and it’s a year-long study of 366 devotions written by a lifelong missionary. On Day 207, the devotion covers the verse in Mark 10:45 (“For even the Son of Man did not come to be served, but to serve, and to give His life as a ransom for many.”) Then he gives a quote from Bible teacher P.T. Forsyth that really got to me:

“Christ came not to be ministered to but to minister, and our first duty therefore is to be ministered to by him.”

From Peter’s experience and this quote, I’m trying to look at how letting Christ serve me is an act of obedience.

In the devotion, the missionary mentions some of the words to describe God like Comforter, Shepherd, Helper, Keeper, High Priest, Husband, and Father. All of these words show actions in service to us. If we ask Him for comfort, and then we actually let Him comfort us, we are submitting to His service toward us. The same when we ask Him to save us, deliver us, or heal us.

Going back to yesterday’s thoughts in Part 1, it’s not about being the perfect performer to earn His blessings. The upside-down reality is that while He is the Master, submission and obedience to Him means receiving what He offers us.

If you are a follower of Christ, you took that first step of obedience by submitting to the mercy and grace found in His blood, allowing Him to wash your sins away just as He washed Peter’s feet. It didn’t elevate you above your Master or make you perfect any more than it did Peter, but it did prove that obedience given out of trust and love is the very definition of redemption.

That submission to salvation is the first step of many. But if you’re like me, your next steps took all the responsibility onto your own shoulders as you struggled to please The Lord (and maybe a few preachers) with flawless performance. You forgot—or maybe weren’t taught—you had stepped into a submission of receiving from The King of Kings Himself, the One who declared Himself your servant.

True Christian obedience doesn’t begin with a checklist of things we do for God; it begins with the vulnerability of opening our hands and letting YahShua (Jesus) minister to us through His salvation, healing, and comfort. Asking, seeking, and knocking (Matthew 7;7) isn’t an act of begging a distant deity—it is the posture of a child receiving from a good Father.

But here is where the pendulum usually swings to the opposite extreme. If the Christian life is entirely about passively receiving the grace and service of Christ, does that mean our actual behavior doesn’t matter? Can we just claim mercy and live however we want?

In Part 3, we are going to look at how to stop the pendulum from swinging between legalism and laziness, and discover what it truly means to build a life on the only Rock that stands firm when the storms hit.


Note: Parts of this study (and a few of the words) were assisted by Google Gemini, alongside website studies at Bible Hub and Got Questions, but I’ve edited and personalized all of it before publishing.

June 8, 2026 Posted by | Bible, Bible Study, Christianity, Gemini (by Google), Grace and Mercy (In Scripture and In Life), New Testament/New Covenant, Nonfiction, Thoughts and Articles, Walking With The Lord, Wombo Dream, Word Nerd with a Bible | , , , , , , , , , , | 2 Comments

🎵Upside-down Mountain of Blessings; Part 1


A digital image created by Wombo Dream AI with the prompt: Jesus sits on the ground on a high mountain top with His 12 disciples gathered in a semicircle right in front of Him. He is teaching them deep lessons about blessings and woes. The valley below the mountain and the sides of the mountain are filled with many people trying to hear the lessons for themselves, though Jesus is teaching the disciples how to teach the people when it is their time. Pastoral setting. Beautiful sky and sun rays. Listing photo at CC0 (public domain) to allow anyone to use it without crediting my name or prompts.
AI (Wombo) Jesus Teaches the Crowds (CC0)

Imagine standing in the desert heat in the Shechem Valley of ancient Israel. You’re listening to the voices of the nation’s tribal leaders shout across two steep cliffs. From one lush green peak, Mount Gerizim, you hear shouts of blessing after blessing poured over the crowds. The shouts promise things like wealth, rain, and victory. And then, from the barren ridge of Mount Ebal, terrifying declarations of curse after curse ring out, warning of catastrophic dangers like poverty, hunger, and exile. This was the environment of the “valley of decision”—the place where God asked for a commitment of loyalty from His people. In Deuteronomy 30:19-20 it says,

Deuteronomy 30:19-20 BSB
[19] I call heaven and earth as witnesses against you today that I have set before you life and death, blessing and cursing. Therefore choose life, so that you and your descendants may live, [20] and that you may love the Lord your God, obey Him, and hold fast to Him. For He is your life, and He will prolong your life in the land that the Lord swore to give to your fathers, to Abraham, Isaac, and Jacob.”

https://bible.com/bible/3034/deu.30.19-20.BSB

For centuries, this was the landscape of ancient Judaism—a clear-cut line where your physical state (blessing or curse on wealth, health, and safety) was your spiritual “report card.” Originally, it had a beautiful purpose in driving loyalty to The Creator and away from the many false gods of the surrounding nations.

But even good things can become co-opted by human misunderstanding until they no longer resemble their original purpose. Over time, religion began to use those “report cards” as excuses to elevate or destroy people based on how they determined God must be judging them. (Think of Job’s “friends.”) If you were successful, you were deemed blessed, and if not, you were deemed cursed.

Suddenly, instead of “one people” gratefully serving the One Lord who delivered them from the bondage and slavery of Egypt, religion devolved into a caste society of judgmental haves lording themselves over the have-nots. It didn’t help people’s hearts grow closer to Yahveh at all. In fact, His heart broke for every person driven away from Him by those whose service to Him was shallow and purely on the surface.

But fast-forward to a different hill in Galilee. Here, a radical new Teacher sits down with the crowd. He looks far beyond the external “report cards” and instead looks deep into the eyes of the poor, the grieving, and the socially rejected. Even if they only came for a free meal or healing, he doesn’t shout at them from a mountain of curses.

Instead, He catches everyone completely by surprise. He looks right at the broken and says, “Blessed are you.”

Welcome to the Upside-Down Mountain of Blessings, where YahShua (Jesus) rewrites everything we thought we knew about the favor of God.

When we talk about this event, we call it The Sermon on the Mount in the book of Matthew, and The Sermon on the Plain in the book of Luke. On the mountain, YahShua mirrors Moses going up the mountain to receive the laws of God, bringing tried-and-true instructions for Kingdom living to His disciples. On the plain, He acts more like Joshua delivering those historic blessings and curses—except He turns them totally upside-down.

We call them “The Beatitudes” (from the Latin word beatus meaning “blessed” or “happy”) and “The Woes.” Notice how the traditional “report card” gets completely flipped. Here’s the account from Luke 6…

Luke 6:20-26 BSB
[20] Looking up at His disciples, Jesus said:

“Blessed are you who are poor, for yours is the kingdom of God.
[21] Blessed are you who hunger now, for you will be filled.
Blessed are you who weep now, for you will laugh.
[22] Blessed are you when people hate you, and when they exclude you and insult you and reject your name as evil because of the Son of Man. [23] Rejoice in that day and leap for joy, because great is your reward in heaven. For their fathers treated the prophets in the same way.

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[24] But woe to you who are rich, for you have already received your comfort.
[25] Woe to you who are well fed now, for you will hunger.
Woe to you who laugh now, for you will mourn and weep.
[26] Woe to you when all men speak well of you, for their fathers treated the false prophets in the same way.

https://bible.com/bible/3034/luk.6.20-26.BSB

(You can also read Matthew's account of The Beatitudes, which focuses on the blessings without the woes, here: https://bible.com/bible/3034/mat.5.3-11.BSB)

In all of this, you can see how far humanity swung the pendulum of religion away from God’s original intent of “encouraging” people to choose His ways. From the Old Testament mountains to the hills and plains of the New Testament, religious systems had stripped away God’s mercy—leaving a distorted picture that still causes people today to accuse God of being a bully in the Old Testament. But YahShua demonstrated the true heart of The Father by fully ministering to the actual needs of those who followed Him.

And now, as you see your hardships are not a sign of God’s judgment or abandonment, you can release that crushing burden of being required to perform flawlessly for Him to earn your mountain of blessings.

But this leads to a slightly uncomfortable question: If the Kingdom is a place where the empty are filled and the broken are blessed, how do we actually receive it? What does it look like for Our King to roll up His sleeves, kneel down on the ground in front of us, and offer to do the one thing our spiritual pride hates the most—minister to us in our messy and broken conditions?

In Part 2, we will look at exactly that scenario as YahShua declares Himself a servant and washes the feet of His disciples. Read Part 2 here.

In the meantime, check out this fantastic ApologetiX parody of “Venus” by Bananarama and titled “Jesus (Sermon on the Mount). While this specific video isn’t sung directly by them, it’s an excellent parody with great visuals and full lyrics included!

Jesus (Sermon on the Mount) parody by ApologetiX (with lyrics)

Note: Parts of this study (and a few of the words) were assisted by Google Gemini, alongside website studies at Bible Hub and Got Questions, but I’ve edited and personalized all of it before publishing.

June 7, 2026 Posted by | AI, ApologetiX, Bible, Bible Study, Christianity, Gemini (by Google), Grace and Mercy (In Scripture and In Life), Learning and Thoughts, New Testament/New Covenant, Nonfiction, Old Testament, Thoughts and Articles, Walking With The Lord, Wombo Dream, Word Nerd with a Bible | , , , , , , , , , | 2 Comments

🎵Prompt Response: Angel on my Car Hood?


Am image of the hood of a vehicle as seen from inside the cab of a vehicle with the driver looking out and driving with hands on the wheel. In the air near a streetlight is a golden warrior angel with wings. It's getting ready to jump on the hood of the car. The digital image is created by Wombo Dream AI from a text prompt and with the “Realistic V4” filter.
AI (Wombo) Angel on Alert by Crystal A Murray (CC BY-NC-SA 4.0)

What’s a moment that made you question reality?

More than once, there have been events in my life that seemed helped by an unseen hand. For example, the times when I used to catch the city bus on a street also known for solicitation activities (you rent where you can afford), and a car would pull up to question me… Before I could even give an answer, the driver would look up a little behind me and shudder just before driving away. What did he see, I wondered? Once, a whole group of people walking in the opposite direction split apart and walked a wide area around me like I was more than one person. They also seemed to look above and behind me as they passed. So, was there an angelic being playing bodyguard where I couldn’t see but others could?

Many years ago, I frequently attended a Cowboy Church that was about 40 minutes from home. We had concerts with some amazing Christian country artists followed by fellowship and pizza that often lasted into the wee hours of the morning. I miss those deep Bible and life conversations that drove me to see and seek God beyond simple church attendance. But I will always cherish those times. And one of them comes with an event demonstrated by the image Wombo Dream created for me.

It was probably about 4 AM when I left to head home. For most of the drive, sleepiness was not an issue. But as I got within a few miles of the freeway exit, drowsiness fell over me like a heavy blanket. Windows open, AC cranked, and determination to get all the way home worked for at least part of the time. But then, boom! Something large and like a big shadow landed on the hood of my van and actually made the metal of the hood pop loudly. It woke me up with a startled jump that infused the rest of my drive with major energy. Though I couldn’t see anything still on the hood or outside the van anywhere, I was sure I saw something like a silhouette jump off the van and fly away. Had I fallen asleep? If so, did I dream about something landing on the hood and then leaping off? Or, did God send an angel to wake me up by jumping on the hood and making the metal pop? I vote for the angel idea.

It’s not far-fetched to believe it could be an angel because the Bible is filled with moments where angels visited with people. And there’s even a reminder to take care of strangers because sometimes they are angels. When they show up as unseen helpers, or even as a shadow that jumps on your hood and then disappears, it does make you question what the reality was in those moments; but not question if they happened so much as how they happened.

Hebrews 13:2 BSB
[2] Do not neglect to show hospitality to strangers, for by so doing some people have entertained angels without knowing it.

https://bible.com/bible/3034/heb.13.2.BSB
Angels (Watching Over Me) by Amy Grant (with lyrics)

June 3, 2026 Posted by | AI Image Creations, by Day One, Christianity, Grace and Mercy (In Scripture and In Life), Miracles/Miraculous Events, Nonfiction, Prompts, Slice of Life, testimony, Walking With The Lord, Wombo Dream | , , , , , , , , , | Leave a comment

🎵Rejoice in This


AI (Wombo) Lamb with His Book of Life by Crystal A Murray (CC BY-NC-SA 4.0)

It is The Lamb who will sit in the midst of the throne for eternity, and it is The Lamb who is worthy of all our praise (and pride) this month and always. His is the book, written in His own blood, that will determine the destination for each of us in eternity. We can have perfect works, but a prideful and haughty spirit to go with them can still bring destruction. So, after the disciples came back victorious in a battle with the enemy, they were instructed in the right attitude to keep them humble and blessed.

Luke 10:20 BSB
[20] Nevertheless, do not rejoice that the spirits submit to you, but rejoice that your names are written in heaven.”

https://bible.com/bible/3034/luk.10.20.BSB

Paul reminded the Philippians that he had places he could take pride and have confidence if he chose, but he reframed his own experience, power, and ability in comparison to Christ. That gave him all he needed to reject pride and stay humble.

Philippians 3:7-8a BSB
[7] But whatever was gain to me I count as loss for the sake of Christ. [8] More than that, I count all things as loss compared to the surpassing excellence of knowing Christ Jesus my Lord.

https://bible.com/bible/3034/php.3.7-8.BSB

When he talked to the Romans, he reminded them that grace is the main reason to look at ourselves through God’s eyes of grace. That is enough to keep us on solid ground rather than being puffed up by pride.

Romans 12:3 BSB
[3] For by the grace given me I say to every one of you: Do not think of yourself more highly than you ought, but think of yourself with sober judgment, according to the measure of faith God has given you.

https://bible.com/bible/3034/rom.12.3.BSB

And the book of James echoes the idea that grace belongs to the humble.

James 4:6 BSB
[6] But He gives us more grace. This is why it says: “God opposes the proud, but gives grace to the humble.”

https://bible.com/bible/3034/jas.4.6.BSB

Though many others are writing on the subject of pride this month, it still bears worth to remind ourselves what happens at the end of pride and haughtiness.

Proverbs 16:18 BSB
[18] Pride goes before destruction, and a haughty spirit before a fall.

https://bible.com/bible/3034/pro.16.18.BSB

Circling back to the first verse I shared, let me encourage you to recall where you were headed before the mercy and grace of The Lord made a better way for you. But for the grace of God, go I as well. We serve a God who pursues us even while we are sinners because it is His idea & desire to spend eternity with us. Even our own desires to serve Him were put in our hearts by Him, so He still gets all the praise. We are so not worthy of the wonderful love of YahShua HaMashiach (Jesus Christ), and yet He has poured it out on us in abundance. Now THAT is a good reason to celebrate with pride humility!

And this seems like the perfect place to share a beautiful song recently shared with me by a beautiful friend and sister in The Lord. It’s called “The Author.”

The Author by Brandon Lake & Nick Jonas (with lyrics)

June 1, 2026 Posted by | AI Image Creations, Bible, Christianity, Current Events, Grace and Mercy (In Scripture and In Life), Nonfiction, salvation, Thoughts and Articles, Visual Parables (Images with a Message), Walking With The Lord, Warnings, Hard Wisdom, and Discernment, Wombo Dream | , , , , , , , , , | Leave a comment

The Worst Best Gifts


A digital image created by Wombo Dream AI of a transparent jeweled butterfly in silver and turquoise and surrounded by metallic pink butterflies on a glowing black and turquoise background.
AI (Wombo) Transparent Jeweled Butterfly by Crystal A Murray (CC BY-NC-SA 4.0)

I looked through my draft folder and found one of my oldest unpublished posts. And guess what? It’s probably worth 3-4 posts with all the subjects I tried to include. Granted, when looking through all the gifts in life that come with a healthy dose of responsibility, the list can get pretty long. So, I grabbed the first few paragraphs to share a little part of myself and the way my mind and heart functions.

So, ignorance is bliss according to some. Of course, I can admit it would certainly be more blissful to die instantly in your sleep than to run in terror because you hear a missile screaming toward your bedroom. I guess that’s why so many choose to dwell in an almost-constant state of ignorance—because they desire an almost-constant state of bliss.

Then there are people like me. With gifts of empathy, perspective, and discernment, I’ve noticed many details of my surroundings (and been concerned about the world around me) since as young as I can remember. My aunt used to take me to the lunchroom at the old JC Penny’s where she worked. Though only about 5 years old, on one lunch visit, I offered to share my meal with an employee sitting across from us who wasn’t eating. I was too young to consider why he wasn’t eating, but I couldn’t help being concerned that he might be hungry, so sharing seemed the natural response to that.

For the most part, I have never been able to look at a perceived need in someone’s life without it affecting me emotionally. It’s why I’m desperate to try and fix things even when they’re not my responsibility. It’s a way to deal with the pain of the brokenness I see and feel around me—and within me because of my deep empathetic emotions. That is quite the opposite of ignorance, and it is often the opposite of bliss. It is so opposite that I once asked God to make me less sensitive, so I wouldn’t feel so much hurt, but God made me aware of the total cost for that request. It would require me to be less sensitive to good emotions as well. I chose to endure the pain of sensitivity in order to keep the blessings.

I’ve learned that sensitivity is one of God’s gifts to me, and I cherish it even when it makes me feel worse than I would like. I found a description of how I felt in an article originally published at Squidoo, now owned by Hub Pages. It’s still there and titled The Empath Within — Are You a Highly Sensitive Person? Though it hasn’t been updated since 2013 and has a lot more ads now, it’s a great read even though not written from a Christian perspective. And it cleared up so much of what concerned me that generated the prayer I’d offered. The best part is the list of traits shared by highly sensitive people. Here are a few of them:

The empathic person:

Is emotionally sensitive to the thoughts and feelings of others.

Is rarely concerned with their own achievements, a quiet leader.

Has little trouble discussing emotional issues.

Is uncomfortable around disharmonious or emotionally intense people.

It’s a long list, and if you think you may fall into this category, it’s worth reading all the characteristics. The author concludes with a warning to protect your emotions by being careful who you spend time with since some people can exhaust you from a constant stream of negativity. And that’s where the beautiful gift of empathy can begin to feel like it’s not a gift at all. Like Monk (“the defective detective”) used to say, “It’s a gift — and a curse.” I don’t say it’s a curse, but there are people who can drag me down to a point where I think it’s what I’m feeling until I manage to get away from the source and realize it was all coming from them. Thankfully though, there are also people who can lift me up and energize me just from a few minutes with them. God knows how to give us balance.

I’ll close with a note about one of the first books I made an effort to write from a short story I’d written. It was called “The Blind Man’s Desire” and it was about a girl who rode a city bus with a blind man every day. She told him she wished she was blind like him, so she wouldn’t have to see all the awful things in the world. By the time he explained all the good things he missed and wished he could see, she changed her desires and found a lot of good to describe for him to see through her eyes. I guess God was teaching me that lesson long before that prayer.

1 Peter 3:8 BSB
[8] Finally, all of you, be like-minded and sympathetic, love as brothers, be tenderhearted and humble.

https://bible.com/bible/3034/1pe.3.8.BSB

Romans 12:15 BSB
[15] Rejoice with those who rejoice; weep with those who weep.

https://bible.com/bible/3034/rom.12.15.BSB
A digital image created by Wombo Dream AI of a beautiful metallic turquoise and pink butterfly filled with sparkling jewels and perched on sparkling sands at Golden Hour.
AI (Wombo) Pink Jeweled Butterfly at Golden Hour

May 27, 2026 Posted by | AI Image Creations, Creative Writing, Creativity, Grace and Mercy (In Scripture and In Life), Learning and Thoughts, Nonfiction, Photo Studio Pro app, Slice of Life, Walking With The Lord, Wombo Dream | , , , , , | Leave a comment

🎵 Not Comfortless


A digital image of a parchment scroll nailed to wooden planks as created by Wombo Dream AI. On the scroll are the following Bible verses: John 14:16, 18, 23 BSB
[16] And I will ask the Father, and He will give you another Advocate to be with you forever — 
[18] I will not leave you as orphans; I will come to you. 
[23] Jesus replied, “If anyone loves Me, he will keep My word. My Father will love him, and We will come to him and make Our home with him. 
With a link to the Bible website at... https://bible.com/bible/3034/jhn.14.16-23.BSB I have listed this image as Creative Commons Zero (CC0) so people can share it freely since the Bible version used is also public domain.
AI (Wombo) for Scroll, Photo Studio Pro for Text and Frame,
Creation by Crystal A Murray (CC0 Use Freely)

Because we are in the midst of Shavuot (Pentecost following The Feast of Weeks), I wanted to unpack this major promise from YahShua about not leaving His disciples as comfortless orphans. When read all together, these 3 verses from John 14 say so much about who YahShua actually is, and how He revealed Himself to the disciples (and to us through the Word we have now).

I don’t know that I could ever give the amount and quality of information they have at the Hebrew for Christians website, so I’ll refer you to them for all the details on the Feast of Pentecost that happened 50 days after the Passover. I learned while studying for this that Shavuot in Judaism is kept to remember when Moses was given the Torah (Law) on Mt. Sinai. One site suggested the sound of rushing mighty wind in Acts 2:2 would’ve been like the roaring and thunder they heard on the mountain while Moses was up there, so those gathered in the upper room and Jerusalem that day may have understood the deeper meaning in it.

Acts 2:2 BSB
[2] Suddenly a sound like a mighty rushing wind came from heaven and filled the whole house where they were sitting.

https://bible.com/bible/3034/act.2.2.BSB

Whatever that sound meant to those gathered for the festival, we know what it meant to the 120 believers gathered in the Upper Room that day. It was the fulfillment of the John 14 promises, and it gave them the boldness they needed to proclaim the Gospel of Messiah YahShua from that point forward. Peter himself went from one who denied Christ in front of a few people to one who stood and boldly proclaimed His salvation to many thousands all at once. That’s what real comfort can do.

YahShua (Jesus) told the disciples that if two or three gathered in His name, He would be in the midst of them. Most of us who have followed Him for any amount of time can point to at least one instance where a gathering, small or large, included moments much like the disciples on the road to Emmaus in Luke 24:32 where our hearts “burned within us” and we knew the Presence of The Lord was there. In those moments, we did not see a body with us, so that confirms the Spirit of Christ who said He would not leave us comfortless but that HE would come to us. The fullness of The Godhead dwelt in the human body of YahShua…

Colossians 2:9 BSB
[9] For in Christ all the fullness of the Deity dwells in bodily form.

https://bible.com/bible/3034/col.2.9.BSB

… AND, the fullness of that One Spirit (from John 14:23) shows unity with The Holy Spirit even though YahShua said of Himself and The Father, “We will come to him and make Our home with him.” (Emphasis mine.)

Ephesians 4:4-6 BSB
[4] There is one body and one Spirit, just as you were called to one hope when you were called; [5] one Lord, one faith, one baptism; [6] one God and Father of all, who is over all and through all and in all.

https://bible.com/bible/3034/eph.4.4-6.BSB

See, we do not have a God or High Priest that is “somewhere out there” and unable to be touched by our needs. We have a very real Savior who longs to be real to us and not just a mystery we cannot know, even though exactly how He does it may be a mystery like it says in 1 Timothy 3:16, which I really like from The Complete Jewish Bible

1 Timothy (1 Ti) 3:16 CJB
[16] Great beyond all question is the formerly hidden truth underlying our faith: He was manifested physically and proved righteous spiritually, seen by angels and proclaimed among the nations, trusted throughout the world and raised up in glory to heaven.

https://bible.com/bible/1275/1ti.3.16.CJB
Hebrews 4:15 BSB
[15] For we do not have a high priest who is unable to sympathize with our weaknesses, but we have one who was tempted in every way that we are, yet was without sin.

https://bible.com/bible/3034/heb.4.15.BSB

But one day, when every knee bows and confesses that Jesus (YahShua) is Lord (Adonai is the actual word translated to Lord here), we will be able to say, “He did not leave us comfortless, but He kept His promises to come to us whenever we called on Him.”

Philippians (Php) 2:10-11 CJB
[10] that in honor of the name given Yeshua, every knee will bow — in heaven, on earth and under the earth — [11] and every tongue will acknowledge that Yeshua the Messiah is Adonai — to the glory of God the Father.

https://bible.com/bible/1275/php.2.10-11.CJB

I’ll close with this very upbeat song from way back when I was learning to follow Him as a new believer…

Let Me Tell You Who Jesus Is (with lyrics)

And one more video of a song I’ve never heard before, but I really like it, and I like the images they used …

I Will Not Leave You Comfortless by Hopesong

May 23, 2026 Posted by | Bible, Christianity, Creative Image Editing, Grace and Mercy (In Scripture and In Life), Nonfiction, Photo Studio Pro app, salvation, Text on Image, Thoughts and Articles, Walking With The Lord, Wombo Dream, Word Nerd with a Bible | , , , , , , , , , | Leave a comment

🎵 What to Do in the Rain


A digital image created by Wombo Dream using this prompt: An image with a variety of people of different ages and scenarios doing activities in the summer rain. Some are playing, some are leaning back and letting it fall on their face while they enjoy it, some are splashing and laughing, some are huddled under a large umbrella, and some are letting the rain fill up a kiddie pool while they swim in it. It's all fun and warm and the atmosphere is amazing and pretty. Beautifully lit HDR sets it all perfectly.
AI (Wombo) In The Rain by Crystal A Murray (CC BY-NC-SA 4.0)

What do you do when it rains? Do you hide inside to stay dry, darting quickly between house and car if you need to run out and remember the umbrella is still in the car? I think most of us prefer to stay dry as we get older, but the deluge in the past week has gotten me to think about rainy days in my childhood.

Oh summer rain! Years and years ago in Southern California, it was just a simple pleasure like running through the sprinklers. Neighborhood kids would put on their swimsuits and dance around in the warm rain or slide on the wet grass. Sometimes, we’d get a little mud or grass stuck to us, but the rain would wash it right back off. We never worried about what could be in the rain, like toxins or acid, back then. We didn’t think about getting struck by lightning even when there was thunder and lightning going on. It was all just simple fun. And yes, we did drag out a kiddie pool to let it fill up naturally a few times. 🤩

So, has rain changed? Or is it just the abundance of cautions & warnings out there these days that make it seem so much more dangerous? Maybe it’s just a bit different in the Midwest where I live now. But I still have such pleasant memories of rain—and puddles. (Not in our nice shoes, though. Lol 😂)

I remember one time, while I was working at the answering service, I had to relay an emergency call to one of our customers. It took me a while to reach him, and when he finally called back, he apologized for the delay because he was… “in my front yard in a garbage bag.” I’m sure he could hear the confusion in my voice, so he went on to explain a little ritual he always did when it rained. He covered himself with a large, heavy plastic bag and just sat in his yard enjoying the sound that reminded him of rain on a tent. He said it relieved stress and brought him peace. It makes sense to me, but I’ve never actually tried it myself. Maybe I’ll put it on my to-do list since I’ve got a few of those industrial bags that should cover me well enough. Anyone else want to try it?

The rain in my area brings a bit of humidity, but I like how the clouds also cool off the house by not allowing the afternoon sunshine to pour through the living room window. And when it’s coming down hard enough, and it’s quiet all around, hubby and I will just listen and enjoy the rhythmic taps and clicks of the downpour.

Some Bible verses about rain…

Deuteronomy 32:2 BSB
[2] Let my teaching fall like rain and my speech settle like dew, like gentle rain on new grass, like showers on tender plants.

https://bible.com/bible/3034/deu.32.2.BSB

Psalm 72:6 BSB
[6] May he be like rain that falls on freshly cut grass, like spring showers that water the earth.

https://bible.com/bible/3034/psa.72.6.BSB

Job 5:10 BSB
[10] He gives rain to the earth and sends water upon the fields.

https://bible.com/bible/3034/job.5.10.BSB

Isaiah 45:8 BSB
[8] Drip down, O heavens, from above, and let the skies pour down righteousness. Let the earth open up that salvation may sprout and righteousness spring up with it; I, the Lord, have created it.

https://bible.com/bible/3034/isa.45.8.BSB

And a nice hymn about rain showers…

There Shall Be Showers of Blessing by Andy Harsant (with lyrics)

May 20, 2026 Posted by | Bible, Grace and Mercy (In Scripture and In Life), memories, Nonfiction, Weather and/or Climate, Wombo Dream | , , , , , , , , , | Leave a comment

🎵Rededicate 250 — Thoughts


Digital image created by Bing Image Creator of people praying at The White House on their knees while holding crosses and American flags. This representa the May 17th day of prayer for rededication of ourselves and our country to God in celebration of 250 years as a nation.
AI (Bing) Praying at The White House by Crystal A Murray (CC BY-NC-SA 4.0)

I’m not one of those who follows every event dubbed as “Christian” or a follower of everyone who says they are Christian, but some moments are worth supporting in my own prayer life. I do not have to like or agree with every person invited to speak or pray at the May 17th event to be supportive of the goal for the event: Rededicate the United States of America back to the godly roots of prayer from our establishment.

You can do a search for “Rededicate 250” to learn more about it. The link I’ve provided is a Copilot search with a list of speakers and links to other info about the day. There’s a lot of stuff out there, and a lot of complaints about evangelicals getting involved in DC, but from the perspective of one who values my current freedom to worship God, I’m not interested in kowtowing to those who only serve themselves instead of The Lord. I am, however, interested in setting the right example to those unbelievers, so their complaints can only be with God and His Word and not how I represent Him or His Word.

So I had AI make an image of people praying at The White House to make sure there was no highlight on specific or favored individuals if I grabbed images from online. To truly rededicate ourselves means that our only source is Yahveh Almighty Himself, and our only purpose is being the most obedient to His Word and Spirit we can be no matter what anyone else is doing or saying. It’s not about our opinions or thoughts about God’s direction in our lives, but rather it’s about having a heart that says He is worthy of our total trust even when we may not understand.

The longer I’ve lived, the more I’ve experienced things I did not get the “whys” of, and things I couldn’t figure out how God took care of. They both taught me that God is totally sovereign and trustworthy, and He walks with us through those places where things aren’t going according to our perfect plans. But He walks there when He is invited. Sometimes, His overflowing mercy and grace puts Him places before being invited, but He still waits for that true desire of whosoever will to fully move in a life.

And that’s what rededication is really all about; making sure The Lord is invited into our country and our hearts to pour out His love in and on both. If you’ve never invited Him, please consider it. Even if you only want to test the waters, don’t test them by taking a 4-wheel-drive over smooth residential streets. Give Him your whole heart, mind, body, and soul. Trust Him with everything you’ve got. Act as if you plan to serve Him for eternity even if you are still wondering a little. When I got saved, I told Him I would try my best but couldn’t promise what I’d do if “church people” hurt me again. Fortunately, He moved in so fully that when I did encounter hurts, I didn’t reject Him for it anymore. It’s truly worth giving it all completely to His will and ways. And if you have tried serving Him but never did much beyond “the sinner’s prayer” or baptism, take these days with so much prayer in the air to totally surrender and rededicate yourself more completely than ever before. Invite Him today!

Isaiah 1:18 BSB
[18] “Come now, let us reason together,” says the Lord. “Though your sins are like scarlet, they will be as white as snow; though they are as red as crimson, they will become like wool.

https://bible.com/bible/3034/isa.1.18.BSB
James 4:7-8 BSB
[7] Submit yourselves, then, to God. Resist the devil, and he will flee from you. [8] Draw near to God, and He will draw near to you. Cleanse your hands, you sinners, and purify your hearts, you double-minded.

https://bible.com/bible/3034/jas.4.7-8.BSB

Be washed in your heart and mind and then wash the outside in baptism to proclaim it.

Are You Washed in The Blood by Joey and Rory (with lyrics)

And if you’ve been washed but feel like you need a new cleansing, this song about rededication is a perfect anthem.

I Wanna Be Washed in The Blood by Janet Paschal (with lyrics)

May 17, 2026 Posted by | Bible, Christianity, Current Events, Grace and Mercy (In Scripture and In Life), Nonfiction, salvation, Thoughts and Articles, Walking With The Lord, Word Nerd with a Bible | , , , , , , , , , , | Leave a comment

🎵Savage Grace — Now With Lyrics📜


Savage Grace by Shayne Savage… New Video with Lyrics

That busy day today kept me out very late & set me up for more busyness tomorrow, so I ran by my brother’s Facebook music page and found that he’d created a new video with cool scenes that match his lyrics. He’s also added a unique slideshow of lyrics that pop, fade, and spin in with the lyrics.

Though he got over 4000 streams in the first month of release, the message in the song is still needed to let people know that God is still reaching out and rescuing all who call on Him. As I said in my original post on my X, “God Himself is not a savage, but to plunge a strong arm into the miry clay to dig us out of our sin, it can take a #SavageGrace.”

Please follow Shayne (Shayne Savage Music) on Facebook at https://www.facebook.com/share/18VxsPZUSE/ and find his newsletter link to sign up for more frequent updates than I give here. Check his main website at https://www.shaynesavage.com/ for cool merch and his “Liner Notes” blog posts. And tell him that his big sister sent you. 😁

May 12, 2026 Posted by | Christianity, Creative Writing, Grace and Mercy (In Scripture and In Life), Lyrics and Song, Nonfiction, Walking With The Lord | , , , , , , , , , | Leave a comment

🎵No Fear Invited


A real Indiana sunset taken with a cellphone but then used as a starter image in Wombo Dream AI to create a better and clearer picture. I added a frame with deep blue stars in Photo Studio Pro app, and also used that to place a text Scripture overlay on the image. The Bible Scriptures from the Berean Standard Bible and fun 1 John 2:24a and 2:27a read: As for you, let what you have heard from the beginning remain in you. ...the anointing you received from Him remains in you, and you do not need anyone to teach you.
AI (Wombo) 1 John 2 Verses by Crystal A Murray (CC BY-NC-SA 4.0)

Well, this one is turning out to be a much bigger presentation and study than I planned, so I’m not going to do the whole thing just yet. But let the Scripture above (placed on a real Indiana sunset) be an encouragement for you.

1 John 2:24, 27 BSB
[24] As for you, let what you have heard from the beginning remain in you. If it does, you will also remain in the Son and in the Father.
[27] And as for you, the anointing you received from Him remains in you, and you do not need anyone to teach you. But just as His true and genuine anointing teaches you about all things, so remain in Him as you have been taught.

https://bible.com/bible/3034/1jn.2.24-27.BSB

Remember what you have been taught from God’s Word. Search your heart for those truths God Himself has hidden there by His Spirit. Do not be misled, either in knowledge or emotion, by fearful words being shared in the name of Christ. Ask for, and practice, discernment. Paul reminds us that practicing discernment makes us better at it.

Hebrews 5:14 BSB
[14] But solid food is for the mature, who by constant use have trained their senses to distinguish good from evil.

https://bible.com/bible/3034/heb.5.14.BSB

If you’ve begun to hear the fearful whispers about UFO/UAP “secrets” being revealed that will challenge your beliefs in God, plan now to not be overwhelmed by the news. Do not invite the fear to dwell in your heart. Know that God is The Creator of the WHOLE universe, so that includes any and all entities that may be outside our visual realm here on Earth. Trust The Lord and do not doubt that He has everything in His hands and in His control. He has already been to the future and nothing takes Him by surprise. No matter how anointed someone says they are or seems to be, they do not have more knowledge (gnosticism) than God or His Word, so keep your heart in The Lord, and send fear on down the road.

There is much more to say on this subject, but I want my presentations to be accurate and truthful, so I will add to this when I have spent more time in prayer and Bible study. But I wanted to get the introduction to you as I’ve been seeing more and more talk of these things, and Christians need to be prepared to carry the banner of God’s Word in comfort and strength to those who do not yet follow our Savior and may be overcome with fear. Keep yourselves in The Word and Spirit, so you will have truthful answers for any who might ask your thoughts on these teachings when they are dispensed to the masses.

This is My Father’s World (with lyrics)

May 8, 2026 Posted by | Christianity, Current Events, Grace and Mercy (In Scripture and In Life), Nonfiction, Photo Studio Pro app, Text on Image, Thoughts and Articles, Thoughts and/or Instructions, Walking With The Lord, Warnings, Hard Wisdom, and Discernment | , , , , , , , , , , , | Leave a comment

🎵 The Clock on God’s Wall


​AI image created by Google Gemini for use in the public domain: A celestial, panoramic illustration depicting the divine cycle of life and the sovereignty of time. In the upper center, a majestic God figure sits on a throne, His face veiled by a radiant glow and soft clouds. He holds a silver stopwatch in His left hand and points toward a massive, ornate wall clock with His right, signifying divine timing. Surrounding Him, golden-winged angels carry out sacred tasks: on the left, angels gently descend toward Earth carrying newborn infants; on the right, angels assist an elderly man as he rises from a hospital bed, transitioning from frailty to a state of youthful strength and peace as he enters a light-filled heavenly realm. The art style is ethereal and classical, emphasizing comfort and the orderly beauty of life’s beginning and end.
AI (Gemini) God’s Perfect Timing (from prompt by Crystal A Murray) (CC 0)

Anyone who read yesterday’s post to the end where I talk about my stepdad being in ICU without a DNR probably expected a goodbye post to follow soon. And you’re correct. But oh how perfectly God directs the timing even of the hard things. We can trust the clock on God’s wall.

I waited for a bit today to see if I got any phone calls; did my daily Bible study and other routines, made a cup of coffee, etc. I got out my phone to make the call to the hospital ICU for an update, and then realized I should finish the task I was on so it wouldn’t make noise during my call. The wait delayed my call for about 5-10 minutes. When I got the palliative nurse on the line, she gave me the news that his heart had stopped in the past 5-10 minutes.

I don’t consider things like that to be coincidences. I see them as a piece of timing that God orchestrated perfectly and nudged me into. He knew the difference it would make if I were talking to the nurse when the monitors began to signal my dad’s final moments. But by hearing it in the past tense, I was able to feel the jolt of sadness but also the peace of knowing he was in God’s hands already. Bittersweet is a good adjective for that. So, while I mourn a bit on this Earth, I can also rejoice that we have such a loving and personal Lord and Savior to plan for our needs and carry them out in just the right timing.

I tried a bunch of pictures with Wombo, and they just weren’t working, so I asked Gemini to better interpret what I was trying to say. I think the image is amazing, and because I did no personal editing or framing on it, it’s public domain for anyone else who might want to use it. I did not ask for the Scripture, so that was an extra nice touch. Here are those verses from Ecclesiastes 3…

Ecclesiastes 3:1-8 BSB
[1] To everything there is a season, and a time for every purpose under heaven: [2] a time to be born and a time to die, a time to plant and a time to uproot, [3] a time to kill and a time to heal, a time to break down and a time to build, [4] a time to weep and a time to laugh, a time to mourn and a time to dance, [5] a time to cast away stones and a time to gather stones together, a time to embrace and a time to refrain from embracing, [6] a time to search and a time to count as lost, a time to keep and a time to discard, [7] a time to tear and a time to mend, a time to be silent and a time to speak, [8] a time to love and a time to hate, a time for war and a time for peace.

https://bible.com/bible/3034/ecc.3.1-8.BSB

And one more verse that seems fitting…

2 Corinthians 1:4 BSB
[4] who comforts us in all our troubles, so that we can comfort those in any trouble with the comfort we ourselves have received from God.

https://bible.com/bible/3034/2co.1.4.BSB

I’ll close this out with a beautiful and fitting song by Casting Crowns…

Scars in Heaven by Casting Crowns (with lyrics)

May 6, 2026 Posted by | AI, Bible, Christianity, Gemini (by Google), Grace and Mercy (In Scripture and In Life), Hard Days & Emotions, Nonfiction, Slice of Life, testimony | , , , , , , , | Leave a comment

🎵CTRL+Z Super Power (Day One Prompt Response)


A girl sits at a garden desk watching her life play out before her on a computer screen. Her hands hover over giant CTRL Z buttons as she watches for moments in her life when she feels regret and just wants to undo them. Digital image created by Wombo Dream AI with the botanical filter using the prompt: “A person from the back sitting at a desk with life playing out in front of them like it's on a computer screen but it's not, it's real life playing across the view they see in front of them. The person has a large computer keyboard in front them and is hovering over the CTRL + Z keys to undo uncomfortable moments in life. You can see the fast forward and rewind events happening in front of them as they try to fix moments in life.”
AI (Wombo) Undoing Life by Crystal A Murray (CC BY-NC-SA 4.0)

What super power do you wish you had and why?

I might like to be “The Great Undoer” in life. Imagine if you could go back to any decisions you’ve found out (presumably the hard way) were not good decisions. And then you call on The Great Undoer, who has access to super-powered CTRL + Z buttons to undo anything that might otherwise create a lifetime of regret. Those last harsh words you spoke that you wish you could take back? Just undo them. That phone call you didn’t make because you were busy and then found you’d never get the chance again? Rewind to that moment, click undo, and make that phone call. Yep, with The Great Undoer by your side, you can put the toothpaste back in the tube.

I guess this is the answer to the statement that “hindsight is 20/20.” How often do we wish we had known something, or acted on something, before it was too late to change things? And that’s when regret reared its ugly head and threatened to leave us feeling guilty forever. How nice it would have been to just go back in time and undo the moment like Bill Murray learned to do in the movie “Groundhog Day.”

But, truthfully, what I’m asking for here is a way to perfect life according to my own human idea of perfection. But it’s not truly perfect. No bad decisions means no hard lessons, and no hard lessons leads to not caring what we do because we can just “undo” it. (And my heart breaks at this thought because of all the babies lost to abortion since people so often believe the lie that it will undo pregnancy.)

Sadly, this is what so many have tried to do with the grace and mercy of The Lord. They are so sure that everything will be washed away at the touch of the CTRL+Z prayer, they stop thinking before they act, and they stop asking questions like, “What does the Word of God say about this?” In a non religious program, this issue was actually handled well by an episode of a show I think I saw once before I got saved. It was called “Tales from the Darkside” and the episode was called “It All Comes Out in the Wash.” I wrote about it when I was doing the year of Torah studies in a post called, “When it Won’t Come Out in the Wash.”

As I sit here tonight waiting for a phone call from an ICU 2000 miles away, I battle with that thought of, “Why didn’t I call last Sunday?” I planned on it, and I know that at 84 years old, my stepfather’s last breath is far closer than his first breath. But distractions showed up, and I didn’t make the call like I planned. And now, I don’t know if he’s coming back from this one. I do know we had a great conversation the last time we spoke, but it’s been over a month since then. So, if I had my undo button, maybe I would make sure I made that call on Sunday. Thankfully, he’s got a great friend and caregiver who not only let me know as soon as the ambulance left his house, but also called me from the hospital to let me speak to him in case he can hear even in a comatose state. But I know there are many who’ve missed final chances and never got even a small message to the person. I feel for them because this isn’t my first time of wishing I had that Super CTRL Z option.

I’d like to say I’ve learned perfectly from the moments I could not undo, and that I’ve never made the same mistakes twice after learning a thing the hard way, but alas, my humanness has won out more than I like to admit. But the blood of YahShua does wash and cleanse us from eternal guilt even when God lets us stew a bit here on Earth, so if you’ve never let Him put your regrets under the cleansing fountain, please do so soon. If you have questions about salvation, please leave me a comment, and I’ll do my best to lead you toward your next steps.

Ephesians 1:7 BSB
[7] In Him we have redemption through His blood, the forgiveness of our trespasses, according to the riches of His grace

https://bible.com/bible/3034/eph.1.7.BSB

Isaiah 1:18 BSB
[18] “Come now, let us reason together,” says the Lord. “Though your sins are like scarlet, they will be as white as snow; though they are as red as crimson, they will become like wool.

https://bible.com/bible/3034/isa.1.18.BSB

Romans 5:9 BSB
[9] Therefore, since we have now been justified by His blood, how much more shall we be saved from wrath through Him!

https://bible.com/bible/3034/rom.5.9.BSB

1 John 1:7 BSB
[7] But if we walk in the light as He is in the light, we have fellowship with one another, and the blood of Jesus His Son cleanses us from all sin.

https://bible.com/bible/3034/1jn.1.7.BSB
Are You Washed in The Blood of The Lamb (with lyrics)

May 5, 2026 Posted by | Bible, by Day One, Christianity, Grace and Mercy (In Scripture and In Life), Nonfiction, Prompts, salvation, Walking With The Lord | , , , , , , , , | 1 Comment

🎵An Ear in the Clouds


A praying person desperately seeking God while an ear in the heavens listens and an angel stands behind. The filter is a barrier baroque store style. This digital image is created by Wombo Dream AI from the following prompt: “Draw a person on their knees in a beautiful field of green grass praying and weeping as they pray. There is a large Bible open in the grass in front of them and they seem moved by the words in it. Above them, the clouds are parted with sparkling rays of sunshine streaming through and bathing both the Bible and the person praying. One cloud looks almost like an ear listening to the prayers and there is one angel near the ear and another standing behind the person praying. The angel behind the person has a strong look of compassion on his face.”
AI (Wombo) My Prayer by Crystal A Murray (CC BY-NC-SA 4.0)

I’m keeping this post simple and focused. With the divisions and issues in the world right now, my heart has gone back to a prayer I wrote up for a group of praying friends back in 2013. It has never left me, and it’s even more urgent now.

MY PRAYER


If you had only one prayer to ask of Yahveh Almighty, what would it be? I asked myself this question and here's what I chose for my prayer...

Abba Yahveh (Father God), please make Yourself known to every living being. Become so evident and real to all men that there will be no denying who You are or what You desire. Let there be no more gray, no shadows, no wondering, and no confusion. Open up the eyes of every man that no one can have an excuse of ignorance, be they believers or anti-Christ. If they seek to serve You, may they know Who they serve, and if they stand against You, may they know exactly Who they are rejecting. May all who have even an inkling of desire to know You find You in Your fullness and awesome wonder. Be made known to all the earth this very day.

In the Holy Name of Yahshua HaMashiach (Jesus The Messiah), Amen!
Open My Eyes That I May See (with lyrics)
Psalm 5:2-3 BSB
[2] Attend to the sound of my cry, my King and my God, for to You I pray. [3] In the morning, O Lord, You hear my voice; at daybreak I lay my plea before You and wait in expectation.

https://bible.com/bible/3034/psa.5.2-3.BSB

April 28, 2026 Posted by | Christianity, Grace and Mercy (In Scripture and In Life), Nonfiction, Prayer, Visual Parables (Images with a Message), Walking With The Lord | , , , , , , , , | Leave a comment

🎵I Am The Door


An AI image created by Wombo Dream AI using the following prompt: One sheep is lying contentedly in the lap of his shepherd (who looks a little like Jesus) and the sheep and shepherd both have peaceful looks on their faces. The shepherd sits in the opening of a stone fence and essentially becomes the gate of this pastoral field full of curled up sleeping sheep behind him. It's the twilight of the day, and the sheep are secure in knowing the shepherd is guarding the gate and protecting them from any wolves or other predators.
AI (Wombo) I Am The Door by Crystal A Murray (CC BY-NC-SA 4.0)

I will keep this short, but I’m so happy with this image of a gentle and caring shepherd keeping watch while the sheep rest. The idea of The Shepherd being the door of the sheepfold is in Scripture in John 10. For this, I want to share from the PEV (Plain English Version) because it’s written as a missionary tool, so it adds simple explanations.

John 10:7-11 PEV
[7] so he said, “I will tell you something else. Listen to this, it’s true. I am like a gate in a sheep yard. [8-11] You know, the gate is the way for the sheep to go into the yard. Well, I am the way for people to come to God. If anybody comes to me, they will come into God’s family, and he will save them. And you know that sheep have to use the gate to go out and get grass to eat. Well just like that, people have to come to me to get whatever they need to live for God. And remember the shepherd in that picture story. Well, I am like that good shepherd that looks after his sheep properly. Some other men came before me, and they reckoned they were like shepherds, but they were liars. They were bad men, and my people didn’t listen to them, just like sheep only listen to their shepherd. Those bad people only want to steal the sheep, and kill them, and finish them up. But I am not like that. I came here to give people real life, so they can live with God for ever. You know, a good shepherd looks after his sheep properly, even if he has to die for them. Well, I am like that, I am ready to die to save my people.

https://bible.com/bible/2530/jhn.10.7-11.PEV

Though PEV, along with other translations, uses the word gate, the HCSB and Young’s Literal use door. I’m sharing that because the idea for the picture actually came from a book I read a long time ago and want to read again called “Jesus in The Present Tense: The I AM Statements of Christ” by Warren W Wiersbe. In this book, the author puts it this way…

“The sheepfold was an enclosure surrounded by a wall of rocks that was too high for the sheep to jump over. The shepherds sometimes put thorny branches on the tops of the walls to deter thieves from trying to climb over. An opening in the wall allowed the sheep to enter and exit; and at night, the shepherd lay across that opening and became the door of the sheepfold. To get into the fold, the sheep had to pass over the shepherd’s body, and to get out of the fold, they had to do the same thing. If a predator or a thief tried to enter, he had to deal with the shepherd first.”

I love this! Both for the idea that an unbeliever must encounter the true Shepherd to truly enter the sheepfold, and also for the protection the sheep are given as they live in the sheepfold. Wiersbe states it in more detail, and it’s exceptionally powerful to listen to it in audio and imagine the quiet field of rest with a strong shepherd guarding the gateway. His Presence is the security, the guidance, and the love we need as we walk through the uncertainties of this life. And if we need a Gentle Shepherd’s lap to crawl up into, He’s there for that as well.

I highly recommend the book, including the audio if you get the electronic version. And I hope the image gives you a picture of yourself as a sheep with a protective and loving Shepherd, that strong tower where you can run and be safe. And since we’re talking about a Gentle Shepherd, I will share a song I sometimes hear from my husband’s playlist called “Tender Shepherd” by Sounds Like Reign.” Even if it’s written as a lullaby, we can all use that type of peace now and then.

Tender Shepherd by Sounds Like Reign (with lyrics)

April 14, 2026 Posted by | Bible, Christianity, Grace and Mercy (In Scripture and In Life), Nonfiction, salvation, Walking With The Lord | , , , , , , , , | Leave a comment

Grace by DNA Story–About Shayne


A collage with 3 photos from the first time I met my brother, the son of my father. The first image has the 3 of us on the day he and his wife arrived from Canada and holding the glittery welcome sign my husband made for them. The background is one of seabirds instead of the boring airport scene. The second image has my brother in the part of the big aquarium where you can stand in the middle of one fishtank with the fish swimming around you but you get to stay dry. My brother is inside there acting like a fish. In the last photo, the 3 of us are back at the airport where we must say goodbye. I changed that background to a splash of a shiny gradient.
Shayne and Heather with Crystal in 2019 ©2019-2026 (All Rights Reserved)

It all started one Valentine’s Day in 2018. A life-changing blessing with a journey that still continues.

Back in the early 2000s, hubby found a company that did DNA to look for genealogical connections. I was happy when he found a few cousins and wanted the same experience. But they didn’t do women’s DNA. Fast forward to Ancestry DNA, and they did. So my gift was the test kit, though I was really hesitant to spit in that tube. That hesitancy pushed me to the middle of the year, but I think the timing was perfect.

Shortly after my results came in, hubby was viewing the site since we had it in his name, and he told me, “You’ve got a message on Ancestry that I think you’re gonna want to see.” And there was this beautiful message from someone Ancestry said could be a very close cousin or grandchild. What? I’m thinking, wait I’ve already seen how the numbers look for my first cousins, and these numbers are way higher. I did some quick research to see how the stats work on DNA, and ours were more likely to be half-siblings. I’d met my other half-siblings, so this new connection was both confusing and exciting.

I wrote back right away and told this new relative that I thought he was likely my brother, and I’d be so excited to get to know him better. Then I called my half-sister in Texas and told her I thought we had another brother. There’d been a bit of distance between my dad and I for a few years (that’s a whole ‘nother story), so she called him to ask if we had another brother. At first, he said we didn’t, so I checked with his brother, my uncle, and he said he wasn’t even in Arizona during that year. Now this called for prayer. In the meantime, we spoke on the phone, and I learned that he’d been adopted as an infant and had never met anyone to whom he was blood related.

Fast forward to May of 2019, and Shayne, with his wife Heather, were on their way from Canada to the US for our first meeting. That’s the first image above, but the airport background wasn’t pretty, so I replaced it. Hubby made them the welcome sign they’re holding and has been a huge support as God has expanded this territory in my life. It would take too many words to tell you all we discovered about each other, but it was so neat every time Heather would notice similarities and state, “Oh, you guys are definitely brother and sister!” Though he’s a bit bolder as you can see by his fishtank antics. 😁

We met again in October of 2019 in Nashville, and shortly after that, I was able to fix things with my dad enough to get a phone call from him and then plan a visit to see him and his wife. During those calls and visits, I was able to tell him all he was missing by not acknowledging this son of his, and I quoted him a Bible verse to dissuade some of the guilt he may have been fighting about not having been there all his life. Of course, he was excused because of not knowing about Shayne, but I still wanted him to feel like God showed favor to him because of children he had fathered–not necessarily children he had always raised. That verse is…

Psalm 127:4-5 BSB
[4] Like arrows in the hand of a warrior, so are children born in one’s youth. [5] Blessed is the man whose quiver is full of them. He will not be put to shame when he confronts the enemies at the gate.

https://bible.com/bible/3034/psa.127.4-5.BSB

Now forward to November when Hubby and I were able to get a stay in Branson, Missouri, for ourselves and my sister and brother-in-law. She’s the one with whom I share both parents, and we were raised together for most of our growing up time. We all went together to the small Missouri town where our dad lived with his bride of 10 years, Cheryl. We had a wonderful visit with both of them, and we left with encouragement for our dad to contact Shayne. On Christmas Day of 2019, my brother heard his father’s voice for the very first time. (happy tears)

All the wheels were put in motion for Shayne to meet his (our) father after the winter weather let go in Canada, but that was 2020, so you know what happened there. Borders couldn’t have been shut any tighter. And again, we all went to prayer. In the meantime, I lost a very dear aunt in Arizona who was like a mom to me and my sister. That was just before the lockdown, and it filled the year with chaos and stress. Meanwhile, a good friend was watching her mom struggle with Alzheimer’s, and I was trying to be supportive of her. A crazy year but God’s presence sustained all of us.

Sometime in the late summer of 2020, my brother was able to find a way to get him and his wife Heather across the Canadian border. And they drove down to meet Dad. I was getting the play-by-play and so excited for both of them. Almost a week later, I got a call from the friend whose mom was struggling offering to take me to Missouri to see my brother and my dad. I will never be able to pay that gift back, and I’m forever grateful for the moments she gave our family before Dad left this world. And the miracle of timing for my brother to meet his father and our father to meet his son. (melt)

Again, there’s so much more to tell (which is why I want to write the Grace by DNA book), including the fact that I got another sister out of the deal because Heather and I also shared a lot of similarities–especially about spiritual things. So I’ll close this here by telling you why I chose to share all of this today. It’s because tomorrow’s blog will be all about a big event for my brother, and I’m super proud of him. He is releasing his first single from what will be his first album. I’ll share his website and teaser for tonight, and all the release stuff, including why he chose his particular performer name, tomorrow.

This YouTube page has links to Shayne’s website (where you can sign up for his newsletter), Facebook, Spotify, and Instagram…

https://youtube.com/@shaynesavagemusic?si=j2u8FhzTK-7x8PjG

And here’s the teaser from his Insta post…

April 9, 2026 Posted by | Christianity, Collaged, Creative Writing, Current Events, Grace and Mercy (In Scripture and In Life), Grace by DNA book, Nonfiction, Photo Studio Pro app, Slice of Life, testimony, Walking With The Lord | , , , , , , , , , | Leave a comment

🎵Resurrection Redemption Revealed


A digital image created by Wombo Dream of a cross in the clouds in a purplish-blue tint. Sun rays glow behind the cross and white peace doves fly around it. This is a background image due text that says: HE IS RISEN (in all caps) followed by ”Because He was crucified, we are free from the bondage of yesterday to live a new life today. Because He is risen, we have hope for tomorrow.”
AI (Wombo) Resurrection Day Banner by Crystal A Murray (CC BY-NC-SA 4.0)

On this Resurrection Day, celebrated as “Easter” by most Christian churches, we focus on a Risen Savior who endured suffering on our behalf. The final and perfect Passover Lamb has said, “It is finished.” Between the crucifixion and the resurrection, The Lamb was not silent. He was using that blood offering to purchase the keys of hell and death to free anyone who truly wants what He offers. And now, He is risen!

A couple people guessed that yesterday I was talking about Barabbas. Did you figure it out, dear reader? Maybe, like me, you once learned that his name means “son of the father.” The father in this word is not an earthly parent, but someone in a position of master or teacher, like a rabbi. So, Barabbas was likely a preacher’s kid. If you’ve raised your children right, but they don’t want to serve the God you taught them about, don’t give up even if they’ve been tried, convicted, and sentenced. God sees them.

As I studied and talked about Barabbas, a few more things came to light. For example, we don’t actually know the kind of person he was. Was he a notorious criminal because he committed multiple crimes with a bad and uncaring attitude? Or did they just take note of him because he was the son of a rabbi, and it gave them pleasure to take down one of God’s people? We’ve seen it in our modern media, so it’s not a stretch to think that could be possible. I even wondered if maybe the insurrection against the Romans was a religious one because Roman law was fundamentally changing the Torah practices within Israel. Like state laws that tried to prevent people from gathering to worship during the 2020 lockdowns, it’s possible that new Roman laws were hindering old biblical laws. And just maybe, Barabbas had read enough of the sacred writings of the law and prophets that he was trying to imitate them by taking out the “enemies” in that insurrection before they could put his people back into bondage again. And then someone got killed.

We don’t know what drove him to the behaviors that landed him in jail and headed for the death penalty. But, we do know that God didn’t change his identity, and his name was even more important than the rich man in hell whose name was never given. And we know, as Gemini pointed out to me, that Barabbas is the only person in history who could say in a literal physical sense, “Jesus Christ died for me.”

I’m sure I’m not alone in always seeing Barabbas as just a ”villain” in the Passion Story. But what if he’s more? What if this is another one of those things that are small to us but significant to God? Planned. Ordained. And with deeper meaning than most of us realize. Regardless of his crimes, his name Bar-Abba was a constant reminder of his identity and where he came from. Now, he was being given a second chance. What would he do with it? Here’s my hopeful view…

While others followed Messiah YahShua because of His miracles and His teachings, Barabbas found the disciples later and joined them because he was driven to show thanks for the grace (unmerited favor) he’d been given. He knew Messiah paid a debt He didn’t owe, and he owed a debt he could never fully pay. His freedom wasn’t just a reset button that would allow him to go on as if none of his past had ever happened. The people knew. The relatives of the person who died at his hands knew. He knew. And that weight inside him could only be lightened if he did something of value with his freedom. So he would testify to others who felt hopeless. He would tell parents and grandparents and aunts and uncles to never stop praying because mercy creates miracles. He would follow the Man who died for him for the rest of his life.

This 1707 hymn ”At the Cross” has lyrics Barabbas himself could have sung: Was it for crimes that I had done, He groaned upon that tree? And then the final verse:

But drops of grief can ne'er repay
The debt of love I owe.
Here, Lord, I give myself away,
'Tis all that I can do.
At the Cross by ”Faithful Worship Music” on YouTube

April 5, 2026 Posted by | Bible, Christianity, Creativity, Grace and Mercy (In Scripture and In Life), Nonfiction, Thoughts and Articles, Walking With The Lord | , , , , , , , , | Leave a comment

A Passover Prisoner Exchange


"A man, dressed in tattered robes and covered in dirt, kneels with his head dropped on the dusty path outside an open Roman prison cell. Broken iron chains lie scattered across the threshold in the foreground. He is gazing toward a distant hillside (Golgotha) in the background, where three rugged crosses are silhouetted against a dramatic, cloudy twilight sky. The image captures the emotional 'shock' of Barabbas at his unexpected release and the substitution that took place on Easter morning."
AI (Gemini) Set Free by a Substitute Sacrifice
by Crystal A Murray (CC BY-NC-SA 4.0)

Who could this prisoner be whose freedom now hits him square between the eyes while he watches a substitute take his place on the cross? His cross! He was found guilty. He was sentenced to die that death. And he knew how wrong he was for committing his sins because he’d been raised better than that. He was supposed to be a preacher–not a prisoner. And now he is free even though he didn’t do anything to deserve it. The weight of the chains that once bound his wrists now weighs even heavier on his heart. What will he do with his new freedom?

I’m not going to tell you his name yet. I’m going to let you guess, or study, or maybe a little of both. If you already know, you’ve probably never thought of him as a backslidden PK (Preacher’s Kid). If you don’t know, I’ll tell you tomorrow. But today, I’ll remind you that because of the ultimate Passover sacrifice, no one is without hope.

April 4, 2026 Posted by | Bible, Gemini (by Google), Grace and Mercy (In Scripture and In Life), Nonfiction, special days | , , , , , , , , | 1 Comment

🎵Behold the Lamb!


"A cinematic digital painting by Gemini AI of Jesus in white robes riding a donkey into the gates of ancient Jerusalem at twilight. A misty purple atmosphere surrounds the scene. In the foreground, people lay palm branches and cloaks on the stone road, while a massive flock of white Passover sheep follows closely behind Him. Small hand-held signs in the crowd read 'Hosanna' and 'Save Us' in English and Hebrew."
AI (Gemini) Jesus Rides to Jerusalem; Lambs Follow by Crystal A Murray
(CC BY-NC-SA 4.0)

Scripture tells us that there is safety in a multitude of counselors. I think that’s because perspective is created by individual experiences mixed with the wisdom we’ve been taught. We share our perspectives with others (hence the proliferation of blogs, podcasts, videos, etc.), and when that is mixed with someone’s experience, they get new perspectives with which to counsel others.

I love to read, but not so much book-length manuscripts. I’ve read a few novels that kept me enthralled, but it’s just a handful of authors that have that effect on me. So, I read lots of articles and blog posts, and other quick content. I love the Bible app by YouVersion because of the abundance of Bible studies there. And I can study alone or with others. Their plans are best on the app, but this page should work even if you don’t have the app yet… https://www.bible.com/reading-plans and you can search plans by topic, length, author, etc.

My latest study is called “A Gospel View of Christ, the Lamb of God” by Returning to the Gospel. The link should take you right to it.

In reading this study, which is happening during Passover week (and Easter week) because I didn’t start it right when I planned, I’ve read of an amazing “coincidence” (we know it’s more likely a “God-incidence”) about the examination of the Passover lambs. All of Exodus Chapter 12 is about the Passover, and you can read it at Bible Hub, but here are the 2 verses that gave me a new perspective…

Exodus 12:3, 6 BSB
[3] Tell the whole congregation of Israel that on the tenth day of this month each man must select a lamb for his family, one per household.
[6] You must keep it until the fourteenth day of the month, when the whole assembly of the congregation of Israel will slaughter the animals at twilight.

https://bible.com/bible/3034/exo.12.3-6.BSB

I added bold emphasis to point out the 10th and 14th days. They chose a lamb but did not slaughter it until it had been thoroughly examined, and then all the people slaughtered their lambs at the same time. The study pointed out that on the 10th of Nisan on the Hebrew calendar, the sheep were being brought through the “Sheep Gate” to be examined for the Passover. It is known as “Shabbat HaGadol” and is a significant Sabbath for the feast. On that same day, Messiah YahShua was entering another gate riding on a donkey. He would have dinner with His disciples, and then they would go pray in Gethsemane. From there, the betrayal would mean His arrest and then a whole lot of examination. And they found no spot or blemish, so He was ready to be sacrificed.

I don’t believe Abba Yahveh Almighty lets any of that just happen. It’s a full plan to redeem us and to remove any excuses from those who know the details but refuse to believe. It wouldn’t surprise me to find out one day that each thing that happened back then was on a clock that matched the original Passover to the minute–or even to the second. An article at “Hebrew for Christians” has even more amazing details. My favorite is the connection between the Passover lamb and the first and last letters of the Hebrew alphabet: Aleph (pronounced ah-lef) and Tav (pronounced tahv). In Hebrew, these are written as א and ת.”

In the Hebrew Scriptures, these two letters often appear together. While they act as a grammatical pointer, they also represent the ‘First and the Last.’ Remember that YahShua said He was the Alpha and Omega, which is the Greek equivalent of Aleph and Tav, or A and Z, or First and Last. I used the parallel Bible at Bible Hub to view the Hebrew letters, and it’s as they say. Read the whole article for more at…  https://hebrew4christians.com/Holidays/Spring_Holidays/Shabbat_HaGadol/shabbat_hagadol.html

And with all that information, now I want to turn to the reason for seeking these things. We need to behold The Lamb so we can fully understand what He did for us and share that good news (or God news) with others. Close your eyes and imagine that pure and spotless lamb, silent and waiting, not even knowing the power that would flow from it’s perfect body to cover the door posts of Israel and protect them from the Death Angel when it entered Egypt. And then, envision another Lamb, this One knowing the power in His precious blood. Pray with me…

Abba Yahveh, our Father, we thank You for not just teaching us, but for loving us. Before we knew what we were missing, You were creating and perfecting a plan to remove every barrier that separates us from you by covering sin in perfect blood. Before we knew You (while we were yet sinners), You already loved and wanted us for Your own. You literally moved Heaven and Earth to make it happen! As You reach out and pursue us, even into the depths of the bondage of sin, may we look up and reach out to You and allow You to deliver us and set us free. It is not Your will for any of us to perish without You. Thank you for that and for ALL of Your wonderful mercy and grace. May Your Holy Presence dwell with each person who brings this prayer to You. In Jesus’ Name, Amen.

And now, a beautiful song written by Dottie Rambo called “Behold The Lamb.”

Behold The Lamb by Stacey Plays Hymns at YouTube (with lyrics)

April 3, 2026 Posted by | AI, Bible, Bible Study, Christianity, Current Events, Devotion, Gemini (by Google), Grace and Mercy (In Scripture and In Life), Nonfiction, Prayer, special days | , , , , , , , , , | Leave a comment

Proverbs 31: Not a Trophy Wife, Just a Trophy


A digital image created by Wombo Dream AI of a queen mother talking to her son about his future kingship and the woman he should choose for his own queen. She has a paper with both A to Z and some Hebrew letters on it to represent the acrostic in Proverbs 31. They are both dressed in royal velvet. The mother wears deep red with cream lace, and the son has a blue and purple velvet suit.
AI (Wombo) Queen Mama and King Son by Crystal A Murray (CC BY-NC-SA 4.0)

How many of my female readers dread this chapter of Proverbs because it feels like the world demands we strive for the perfections we see here? And how many of my male readers get depressed because they don’t have a Proverbs 31 woman? Well, it’s not quite as bad as any of you might think. And it’s more about the character of King Lemuel than it is about some “perfect” woman anyway.

In verse 1, in the Complete Jewish Bible, we read…

Mishlei (Pro) 31:1 CJB
[1] The words of King L’mu’el, the prophecy with which his mother disciplined him:

https://bible.com/bible/1275/pro.31.1.CJB

See, this mama wanted her son to be a valiant king, worthy of the blessings she is getting ready to give him. She begins with telling him what not to do. In verses 2-7, she warns him not to sacrifice his strength to women, and tells him to stay away from anything that can destroy kings. She also warns him to avoid strong liquor because it isn’t meant for kings and could make them forget even the decrees they made as laws. In verses 8 and 9, the Queen Mama goes from don’t’s to do’s as she tells him to speak for those who can’t, be an advocate and righteous judge, and to defend the poor and needy.

So what has this mama created in her son? She’s created, in Hebrew, a chayil or “valiant warrior.” This word (Strong’s H2428) is used for Boaz in Ruth 2:1…

Ruth 2:1 BSB
[1] Now Naomi had a relative on her husband’s side, a prominent man of noble character from the clan of Elimelech, whose name was Boaz.

https://bible.com/bible/3034/rut.2.1.BSB

The same word is used to describe Ruth in chapter 3, verse 11…

Ruth 3:11 BSB
[11] And now do not be afraid, my daughter. I will do for you whatever you request, since all my fellow townspeople know that you are a woman of noble character.

https://bible.com/bible/3034/rut.3.11.BSB

Note the noble character description for both. And here is the meat of Proverbs Chapter 31. Verses 10-31 are an acrostic poem of the letters in the Hebrew aleph-bet (alphabet). (The chapter link is for the KJV because it shows the acrostic letters.) Basically, it’s a kingly mnemonic to help Lemuel remember these necessary virtues for the type of the woman who should sit by his side and be his queen. This woman will be his crown as is mentioned in Proverbs 12:4a: ”A wife of noble character is her husband’s crown.” And by using the whole aleph-bet (aleph to tav), the mother is giving her son a behavior roadmap for his whole marriage and his whole life.

And verse 10 begins with that word chayil (actually eshet chayil for the woman) again…

Proverbs 31:10 BSB
[10] A wife of noble character, who can find? She is far more precious than rubies.

https://bible.com/bible/3034/pro.31.10.BSB

Here, I have to share from the word study of chayil at Bible Hub:

Moral Excellence and Noble Character

The Book of Ruth elevates the term beyond the battlefield: Boaz calls Ruth “a woman of noble character” (Ruth 3:11). Proverbs 31:10-31 culminates in the praise of “a wife of noble character” whose industrious life blesses family and community. Here chayil accents virtue, diligence, generosity and God-fearing devotion. Strength is measured not by force but by steadfast righteousness.

This not a list of things to do, or even things to be, it’s a character list of traits that will radiate from a heart that is right with God. Though God also knows our human form and that even a virtuous woman needs support and strength from a virtuous man to be at her best. Lemuel’s mom taught him to be that. We know from reading that this type of man trusts his wife and notices those virtues in her. He gives her praise to her face and speaks highly of her to others at the gate. He is the perfect husbandman who cares for his “vine” and helps her to blossom. He enables her to be in business for herself (she sells a field), be creative (she works the spindle), and gives her the servants she needs to take care of her home and family. He does not look only at her appearance as he would a “trophy wife” who’s used more for display than intrinsic value. To him, and to the dreams of his mama, she is truly a trophy.

Sometimes, especially in this world of disobedience to The Lord and His ways, it may seem impossible for either husbands or wives to be of noble character. Maybe we haven’t been raised that way. Maybe we’ve lived our lives as survivors and don’t even know where to begin. Maybe we’ve been married to someone who didn’t bring out the best in us–or maybe even crushed our best. Or maybe someone reading this is single and doesn’t have someone in their life to bring anything out for.

Wherever you are in this, I have hope for you. We all have a virtuous and valiant character for our ishi (husband) because the Bible says in Isaiah 54: 5,10…

Isaiah 54:5, 10 BSB
[5] For your husband is your Maker — the Lord of Hosts is His name— the Holy One of Israel is your Redeemer; He is called the God of all the earth.
[10] Though the mountains may be removed and the hills may be shaken, My loving devotion will not depart from you, and My covenant of peace will not be broken,” says the Lord, who has compassion on you.

https://bible.com/bible/3034/isa.54.5-10.BSB

May you see Yahveh Almighty as one worthy of being a trophy for. And if you are an unmarried man, may you learn to imitate God’s valiant and noble behaviors to attract your own trophy. If you’re an unmarried woman, may you be that trophy for God, and may He send you the noble man He has chosen to bring out the Proverbs 31 woman in you.

One final note: I’ve learned tonight that it is a Jewish tradition after the lighting of Sabbath candles for the man to sing “Eshet Chayil” (singing Proverbs 31:10-31) to his wife. He is not singing it as a checklist of chores but rather a praise at the end of the week for his warrior partner. I found a version of it in English with lyrics…

Eshet Chayil for Sabbath by Inspired Beats on YouTube (with lyrics)

March 31, 2026 Posted by | Bible, Bible Study, Christianity, Grace and Mercy (In Scripture and In Life), Nonfiction, Proverbs & Wisdom, Proverbs Series, Walking With The Lord | , , , , , , , , | Leave a comment

🎵Proverbs 21: When God Weighs Hearts


An AI generated image by Google's Gemini with a split panel visual parable. In the first panel, the arm of God is reaching down from the heavens, framed by clouds and rays of sunshine, and He's holding a silver scale in His hands. On one side of the scale, a hardened heart, heavy with a sharp stone in the middle, is pulling the scale down. On the other scale tray, a pink heart full of life is so light it's practically floating above the scales. In the second panel, God now reaches out with two hands toward a clay vessel on a pottery wheel. He has removed the sharp and painful stone and is making the heart pliable as He incorporates into the clay vessel. This takes Proverbs 21:2 where God weighs hearts to Psalm 51 where He is asked by the Psalmist to create a clean heart in him.
AI (Gemini) A Heavy Heart Made New by Crystal A Murray (CC BY-NC-SA 4.0)

Do you suppose that most people who misbehave think they are doing anything wrong? It seems to me that even those who know they are doing something evil (like taking revenge on someone) only do so because they somehow feel justified. Proverbs Chapter 21 begins with talking about the King’s heart being in God’s hands and following His direction. Then it goes to other men and says…

Proverbs 21:2 WEBUS
[2] Every way of a man is right in his own eyes, but Yahweh weighs the hearts.

https://bible.com/bible/206/pro.21.2.WEBUS

The juxtaposition of the two types makes sense because the wise king who’s writing most of these proverbial instructions is trying to lead people by God’s direction. Even if he later fails and begins his own ways of doing right in his eyes instead of God’s, it doesn’t change the wisdom that real leadership works best when it’s in God’s hands. And it doesn’t change the wisdom that God weighs the heart and motives underlying the thoughts and behaviors.

But because of Calvary, we now know that God doesn’t stop with weighing hearts. He doesn’t see a pain-hardened heart with a jagged rock in the middle of it and just give up and throw it away. Instead, He offers the one suffering from a heavy heart an opportunity to let Him remake it into a tender heart of flesh.

Until putting this post together, I’d been reading all those verses showing the differences between righteous people and fools with a bit of judgment toward those who make foolish decisions and then pay foolish prices. It may be how it’s written, but I want to take this moment to look at every one of those differently; followed by a but it doesn’t have to stay this way thought process. Because, with the mercy and grace found in the holy blood of Jesus Christ shed at Calvary for you and me, we are no longer destined to be stuck in unrighteousness. We don’t have to be a king to put our hearts in the capable hands of The King of Kings and let Him direct us like He directs the rivers and oceans.

Verse 7 tells us…

Proverbs 21:7 WEBUS
[7] The violence of the wicked will drive them away, because they refuse to do what is right.

https://bible.com/bible/206/pro.21.7.WEBUS

So we know they refuse to do right because they already think they are doing right. And when being driven away causes the pain of rejection, the stone in the heart gets a little harder and sharper, and the person makes even more wrong decisions that bring even more rejection. It becomes a cycle that threatens to trap the heart in heaviness forever. But God looks deeper than others can see, or we can see about ourselves. We may feel burdened by the idea of God weighing our hearts when He may just be checking what needs to be done to fix things. Using the pottery metaphor, He’s finding out how much water to add to make the clay pliable again and soften it enough to pull the rock away like in the image above.

The Psalmist says…

Psalms 51:10 WEBUS
[10] Create in me a clean heart, O God. Renew a right spirit within me.

https://bible.com/bible/206/psa.51.10.WEBUS

And we can sing with the Maranatha singers, Change My Heart, Oh God and know that He will do it.

Change My Heart Oh God — Maranatha Music (with lyrics)

March 21, 2026 Posted by | AI, Bible, Devotion, Gemini (by Google), Grace and Mercy (In Scripture and In Life), Nonfiction, Proverbs & Wisdom, Proverbs Series, Thoughts and Articles, Visual Parables (Images with a Message) | , , , , , , , , , | Leave a comment

   

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